Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day 9 of housewife life...=(

Hari ni dah belaja parking and bukit. pakcik tu kata "bagus bagus, lagi seminggu dua boleh test ni!"..tibe tibe takut plak, kang fail cane? hahhahaha kene gelak dengan encik lebah je nanti tau!


saya tidak ter reverse ke belakang lagi ehhehehe..good job Anna!

Day 9 of life as housewife, ade progress..
dah boleh bawak kereta dengan gembira, parking tu kire pass la sikit2 hahahhaha, cuma cuak sometimes kete banyak,terus kene tuka driver hehehhee..
Still sticking to our healthy lifestyle plan, berjaya exercise at least 20-30minutes per day..lets see if i can still do it after 1st October (the day my cuti abess huwaaa tanak keje!)

Sejak sejak cuti ni, i can imagine, how nice to be at home...
do cooking, washing and just be a normal wife.
Ye, saya wife yg tidak normal.
husband saya tidak jumpa saya sometimes 3hari..(because of hectic working hours!)
saya tidak dapat prepare breakfast macam wife wife lain, sebab postcall husband saya sudah pegi keje, baru saya balik...huhuhu
tapi husband saya sangat best! dia suka benda random..like...makan famous amos di tengah malam hahhahaa...kluar tengok wayang dengan saya midnight movie walaupun esok kene keje pagi, main badminton sebelum pegi on night?!
He just dont like the typical normal routine.
now thats good!!! heheheheheheh...

Working for 2years, i started to realize..something.
i feel like im not like the others.
we are not like the others..who are so passionate about hospital..
i think i just care about people..
more about them...as general..
i just cannot take the hospital anymore..its too depressing for me...
i dont wanna just suddenly woke up one day, and realized, i spent entire life being in hospital and not seeing the world..(symptoms symptoms org cuti lama!)
But YES.
i need to live my life with hubby to the fullest..=)
to actually have a proper breakfast, dinner and lunch with hubby and our family..=)
to actually go for holidayyyyy and travel!!
to see the sunshineeeeeeee!!!
NEED TO GET OUTTTTTT!

I knew i had it in me.
Im more into the getting to know people, talk to people..and prevention and stuff..
Primary care? Public health? Psychiatric?
confuse confuseeeee..



Medical- terlalu letih, penat, pening, ramai..and if i become physician,ill be doing a lot of thinking, seriously..a lot!
You know they say, you'll age three times faster! hahhhahaha..just a thought..

Surgical? people say you can be trained.
yes. but to wake up in the middle of the night to do a craniotomy...mmmmmmmm....i guess tak dapat tidur dengan aman pun, asyik terfikir oncall oncall oncalll...
for how long??! cannot take it...im not that strong.

O&G? this is the field that me and hubby are interested in.
but this is not easy. nothing is easy.
this field requires passion and time.
yes. time.
if you can work under stressful environment, dapat tahan semua pancaroba di labour room and OT, mungkin anda boleh jadi O&G specialist.!
semuanya in emergency!
save both lifes! wallaweh~~~

Emergency physician,
YES. Ini sangat macho!
we also consider this field...
jadik MO A&E dulu and see how eh...but definitely this is one of the macho' est field if you want to join!

Did you know that aiyoo i forgot, is it amsterdam? that people there work only 35hours per week, and have the rest for their family and holiday and other things than working?
Family feast, family gathering, kiddies playing with parents and grannies..
how nice is that..
thats what we called a life..=)
But if you quit working, thats another story.
You'll loose your role, and later in life, a lot of them will have identitiy crisis.
Takdela saya nak quit kan, hhhehehe walaupun gembira bercuti nih!
I love being a doctor! hihi



Anyhow,
I pray, hubby and me will be transferred to semenanjung in few months from now.
i just need to be closer to home..
i missed a lot in two years!
I wanna go back home..!
back to where we belong~~ insyaallah =) =)
Saya mahu drive kereta Vios dekat highway hehehehhehehehe..cesss! itu ke cita cita sebenar?!

p.s I work for my life. not my life for working.

Monday, September 26, 2011

10 hari menjadi housewife!

today day 5 of full time housewife.
everyday bangunkan hubby, iron baju hubby, carik stokin hubby hihi, bagi hubby makan breakfast, lunch and dinner..
exercise hari2 dengan encik lebah..naik exercise sort of bike by Gintell hahahha baru beli je ni! selepas rasa diri sangat tak terurus and so not healthy!
yelah, emergency MO, makan pun emergency, tido pun emergency, tak terurus langsong!

Welcome to the real life of doctors!
(masa kecik kecik saya ingat keje doktor ni dok kat meja, sign sign, jumpa patients sikit2 je! sekali tu doktor yg senior gile gile okayyyyy hahahha or doktor yg dok dekat klinik kesihatan, uish tertipuuu!!)
now dah 2thn lebih keje, rasa macam owh my god, its getting harder and harder!
busier and busier!
especially in Sarawak, where doctors are sooooo sikittttt and the patientsss are sooooooooo manyyyyyy!!!

Anyway, we decided to exercise well and choose Gintell. we think its a good investment in health. hahaha rasa macam tak bagus plak nasihat org tapi diri sendiri tak exercise!
cannot people cannot!

Jadi housewife, now i know that its very important to take care of what your loved ones eat!
Loving your loved one doesnt mean you need to stuffed them with food till they cant barely breathe.
Makan untuk hidup, bukan hidup segalanya untuk makan!
So encik Lebah and Anna trying our best to eat healthy!
Stay focus stay focus!
Not too sweet not too saltyyyy not tooo oilyyy pleaseeeeee



Owh ye, sekarang saya tengah belaja driving~~!
hahhaha org lain semua dah bertahun tahun, saya baru nak continue driving lesson...
kepada remaja remaja, jangan contohi saya, amik lesen awal yer!
masa saya ambik first time, before jadik houseman, saya telah diganggu oleh pakcik ajar lesen di kelantan yer, so disgusting..jadik my dad telah menyelamatkan saya dari pakcik lesen yg sungguh inappropriate ini dengan berhenti belaja je la hahahaha, dia ajar sendiri kat rumah~~
so boleh je bawak kete, cuma takde license! aiyooo
and now i realize, i really need the license, im gonna have to drive around now,pegi sana sini..
belum pass license dah fikir pasal kete hehehehehehehhe..the best part!

Vios Desire?! saya suka kereta ini, muka dia macam shark comel..berenang renang on the road.owh so cute! i want it medium silver..aummm hihi



or this one, my dream car since i was kid,hihi..Bettle!!
Muka comel jugak ni, kaler kuning!
it is so me! hehehehehe...



or Honda Jazz...
this is so elegant!
besar jugak ni, boleh saya boleh miow miow saya dan encik lebah nanti, ehem hehehehe..



or Suzuki Swift!! kiyutttt!!
tapi muka dia kurang animalistic...hehehehehe..takle imagine binatang ape saya naik ni..!



or Myvi jela!
muka katak gemuk hhhehehehehe...



Dear Anna, jangan berangan yer!
pass lesen dulu keh hahahahahaa..
tapi abah kata, berangan dulu, baru lama2 jadi betul!
Insyaallah amin....hihi

ps. lepas ni encik lebah boleh tido la, saya drive Vios eh hehehehehe