Dreaming Day!

I was struggling to finish my psychiatric formulation when Nuha came with Farah and started to wonder around my place looking very hungryy! hahaha! Well,Farah, caught red handed la, i saw your eyes wildly scanning the kitchen! Then Nuha initiated this 'dreaming' conversation.

HOW WE PICTURE OURSELVES WHEN WE ARE 50!

Uderque: "aku picture aku da dapat cucu! and aku mungkin da jadi consultant masa tu or mungkin tak jugak. And aku ade kandang kambing sendiri kat Kuala Pilah!"
hahaha..kambing sendiri tuuuu,bagus bagus perancangan hehe.
Tapi uderque, di manakah husband anda! hahahaha,tergelak uderque tadi~~
kambing ni ke,cantik nii!!

Zen: " aku masa ni dah jadi ketua department ke pengarah hospital ke. aku ade rumah banglo besar gile, kereta sebijik. aku mungkin dapat Dato' da kot masa ni"
fuhhh! this is soooo soooo zen! from dalam SIMS sampai real life,hihi memangg zen! kalau dalam SIMS tu,sape2 kawen dgn anak2 keturunan Zen,mmgggg beruntung,duit bermillion million! hihihi bagus org macam Zen ni,boleyylaaa belanja saya =P

Nuha: " aku picture diri aku kat luar hospital. aku mungkin keje kat klinik ibu dan anak ke. and aku suka buat mende sendiri, so aku nak ade klinik sendiri. tp aku rasa susah jugak"
Memang susah Nuha! tp takpe, aim itu penting.klinik ibu dan anak...hihi bapak tak boley pegiii keeee??

Anna: " aku rasa aku masa ni, jadi pensyarah budak2 medic kot, and ade tiga anak hihihi. dan yg pastinya aku insy keje kat luar hospitall...sebab sungguh stresssss dlm hospital,so klinik2 kesihatan la tempat akuuu"
Ye,saya sungguh stress dalam hospital.hihi so im thinking of medicine outside hospital. so community medicine. jadi family medicine specialist. hehe amin.boley la korg semua dtg eh,discount discount! ade free goody bag lagi kot hahaa!

Dreaming day..suka dreaming.i love to dream. everyday pun dream..byk sgt dreams..its good to dream, then you work to get your dreams come true..=)
p/s: Zen,Uderque, Nuha..nnt when kite 50,rasa rasa kite ingat lagi tak conversation ni? =) =)

Expectation

People are full with expectation. Expectation from self, from family, from loved one, from friends, from teachers, from people around you..from people who are not around you, from people who know you and and people who dont know you..

Since I was a kid, I can remember my teachers expected us in 6Mawar to score UPSR 4As..siang malam buat extra classes for us, siap belikan buku latihan macam2 jenis, nak encourage us to study! Teringat one day tu exams mid sem i think, i was unwell..so i did not do so well in my maths. And the teacher was like.."En.Mohamad, saya rasa Farhana ni mungkin ade impact la mama dia pegi belaja, dia sekarang da tak score sgt.." owh my gosh, bersabarla cikguu, demam masa tu kan..uish uish,=p tapi yeah, that time i sort of have this phase where i was a bit numb..macam in my own imaginary world kot..sbb my mum further study in nursing for 3years,chewah rindu la tu eh hihi.ingat abah hari2 goreng telur mata kerbauu jeee!

Kat STF plak, macam2 expectation. "serikandi bla bla..kene ada sahsiah,kena buat anjakan paradigma" i remember all this. hihi i was so rebellious. This part of my life called..DEGIL. hhihi teenagers la kan.semua org expect us to be good, bersahsiah and rarara..but yes, that bebelan actually masuk jugak in my mind..hehe.All the teachers expected us to score score score. " awak kene dapat A1,kalau tak awak bukan anak murid saya!" fuh,this kata kata has led me to migraine masa ni.first time dapat migraine.ketar ketar tu tgn masa trial addmaths SBP, sbb dapat 79 which was A2! adoi dasyatnya expectation,cikgu cikgu,tp saya berterima kasih hehehe..

Then, masa matriks, hehe mmg takde expectation sgt! hihi mmg bersuka sukaaaa jeee laaaaaa...alahai rindu sab and nini! teman sepermainan. Makan nasik lemak sampai berbungkus2 sekali beli,punyalaaaa laparrr! and KMPP was just like heaven. everything ade. sampai kedai handphone pun adeee okayyyy ehehehehe =)

NOW...hmmm sighhh..extra extra extra punya expectation.from dalam rumah till balik rumah. everyday full with expectation from people..being a doctor well not yet, seriously susah nak describe..semua mende org expect you know.and that people forget, that this is a learning process..i cant be supergenius in one day! but i also cant be pessimist,can I? Yeah, its hard people,its harder than it looks! But how hard it is, i wont give up, i wont surrender..i'll learn and learn and hopefully Allah will permudahkan this journey,insyaallah~~~
Gambate my friends =)

Closer to me~~ Part Two!

These are my wonderful lil sisters upstairs..mula mula,i cant even remember which is which hihi, sbb yeah you guys know me,im teribble at names..sampaila lama2 rasa macam eh best pulak budak2 ni hheheheh,elelelele suka la tu suka la tuuu! Anyway, today im gonna write about Farah, Mun, Jenny and Yasmin! these four cute little kiddies hihihi macam diri sendiri tak kiddyy jeeee =P

Anyway, this is Farah Hanum Md.Zohri a.k.a Farah!

She has such a pretty name. I realized it the first day i know her name. I even used it to namakan my kids dalam SIMS,hahaha,see how obsess i am with your name farah! Anyway, orgnya pretty as her name.Farah ni ade obsession with her awesome camera, and semua mende akan dicapture,and masalahnya mmg lawa pun gamba dia hihihi! Farah,nnt my engagement ke, dtgla eh,photographer free,miow miow boley tak =P. Anyway, this girl is soooo kind. Seriesly, she is one type of person yg help people, help all people! Seriesla semua org dia tolong! So impressive! And she is one important person for WMSO, kesimpulannya important person untuk semua org la,kesimpulannya saya akan describe dia in one word as IMPORTANT! Her phone keeps on ringing and beeping, since first day i met her.Gosh! I had great fun with her in summer and we are still having fun! This lady pun mmg candidate la for promotion,hihih kepada anda2 di luar, she's worth it okayy! Sila ambik number phone saya untuk keterangan lanjut =) haha.

Girl number two is Jenny (bukan nama sebenar)

PERHATIAN: Jenny is the girl with that pink baju kurung

Jenny is a cute petite little girl from Kelantan. Though she may look that small, but she has wow, that voice! hahaha. She lovesss to laugh,and laugh and laugh! Well, its funny when she giggles, it sounds like a mice! hahahaha! About her, i think the way she express herself, really interesting. I tell you what, if you tell story to her, you can basically identify the emotions she is expressing. Her face mmg actively changing according to appropriate emotions at times you tell her the story..(okay saya mmg ade obsession with psychiatric at the moment!)Kire kalau sape2 tak faham macamana nak tgk expression muka bile dgr cerita sedeh,happy,lawak,menakutkan,cemas dan sebagainya,sila tgk muka jenny bile die dgr cerita org hihi! Jenny nih mmg menghiburkanla,dgr dia gelak pun da terhibur,no need to know the storyy! I would wanna describe her as HAPPY-GO-LUCKY~~Love you girl!

Fhewittt Cik Yasmin a.k.a Min!

Seriesla ni my favourite picture haha skarang pun tgh gelak ni!

Min. A girl that doesnt eat chicken or meat! bygkan,berjaya she lives with us yg vigorous meat eater ni hihi! Thing that impressed me most about Min is her talent. Not only she is gorgeous herself, but she is way too talented! Go to her room and see for your self! She paints gorgeous paintings and priceless artwork, da ade terjual 450NZD tuuu! I am not surprised if one day she has her own gallery! I wish i have that talent..alahai nak lukis gambar jantung pun tak pass,ape la anna! hahaha.Well, she actually a good cook, kalau dok with her, fuh hari2 makan seafood! haha, tp mestila its finger lickin' good punya recipes~~ Loves being around her,and of course, i describe her in one word as TALENTED! Tapi kan, walaupon dia talented, she is not one yg macam diamm jeee,dok dalam bilik painting like crazy haha,she is outgoing and enjoys making people laugh. Dgr her voice pun da boley gelak2 da,takde org lain da suara macam tu!

The last one, Munirah Nasir a.k.a Mun~~

Sila abaikan the other two girls,you are looking at that girl in green!

If i have thousand words to describe Mun, i would certainly pick this word: SOFT

She is just like what the in laws would want their menantu be. Dahla suka senyumm,lembutt jeee,cakap pun lembut,jalan pun lembut, kire semua mende lembut la,tu yg pilih SOFT tu. Mmg sesuai la jadi pilihan semua2 makcik2 di luar sana,eh takle2,sorg je ehhehehe. Mun ni kiyut macam doraemon,sungguh comel! But she doesnt have that pocket la~~ Mun mun, sukaaa curik my bear bear,saya rasa la dia suka sgt bear bear..which relates to being SOFT as well..allalalaa..comelnyaaaa! Eh kenape saya puji Mun sgt sgt ni,tp masalahnya mmg betul.Ni tgh fikir ni ape mende lagi yg tak lembut ngan cik Mun ni in my eyesss..erghhhh cant think of anythinggg!

p/s: Mun saya nak ice cream vanilla with strawberry on side,not on the top hehehe.

Okayy,closer to me part three takde okayyy hihi warning warning!