Stop and Stare..

"Stop and stare..i think im moving but i go nowhere..stop and stare..you start to wonder why you here not there..and you'd give anything to get whats fair..but fair aint what you need.."
This song.I really really like this song. I do, really.sampai Mel da macam takle nak stop kan me humming this song.mmm yeah..i do, i do wonder why im here not there..but,you've got to believe in yourself Anna..and you'll make it thru =) =) insyaallah~~

Last weekend pegi Oamaru again.this time tido rumah Kak Asma.best sgt sgt best.Main with Hanan and Atisha yg da besar and bercakappp campur kedah, standard BM + English + Hindi! Ajar Kak Asma bukak friendster,susunkan file laptop Kak Asma..haha and jadi Kak Asma punya penasihat internet! Outcomenya Kak Asma pun da berjaya tgk2 frenster, blog kitorg and website2 kegemarannye hehehe.
Paling best, belajar masak ngan Kak Asma. adui sgt byk pantang larangnya memasak dgn mak mak org ni ye. letak nasik jatuh sebijik pun nampak hihihi! plak tu, Mak Tam bile rasa masakan, siap tau lagi yg mana satu yg org tu tumis tak cukup..fuh mantap Mak Tam. So inilah masanya untuk bertanya, tips2 memasak masakan utara from Mak Tam and Kak Asma. So Kak Asma pun ajarla masak kurma daging yg super delicious...and daging kambing panggang yg mmg right now boley salivating bile dengar hhihi.

Hasilnya, abesla lepas2 ni asik makan sambal belacan la ye Anna..dah la mmg boley go crazy with sambal2 nii...!

Kurma Daging Asmaviza ( hihi nama sebenar Kak Asma)

Sambal Belacan yg saya makan abes separuh mangkuk ni!

Cara cara membuat sambal belacan version Kak Asma:

1. Cili padi, cili besar, capsicum, belacan

2. Add sugar, salt and air asam jawa

3. Blender semua but not too hancur. Then siapp!!

Petang tu Kak Mona and Abg Sharil (mereka ni dulu dok Mataura and kitorg 2,3 kali pegi makan2 kak Mona masak) dtg kat rumah Kak Asma nak tgk us hehehe. and bawak sekali diorg punya 3musketeers; Ilyas, Ikhlas and Isa. they are soooo kiyuttt. borak2 ngan Kak Mona, siap cerita kisah romantik dia dgn abg sharil ape semua...hihi siap bgtau isteri kene macam ni macam tu macam ni.kitorg pandang each other je hihi macam nak kawen esok je Kak Mona ni punnn!

Kids yg dok around me sbb i have the miow with meee hihihi sukanyaaaa~~

(Isa yg kecik, Ikhlas yg cuba nak dok kat my riba, Ilyas yg senyum, Atisha yg tgh nak menjerit!)

Berborak sambil catch up2 ngan org Oamaru ni, dgr macam2 gosssip!! uish uish.yg mmg diluar jangkaan pun ade! hihi agak2 berapa org da anak kite eh udeq hahaha.anyway, tersangat best. rasa macam 6thn berlalu macam zuppppp! selama ni rasa macam lamanya lamanya.tak sangka everything happened so fast.siapa sangka,kite da nearly 24, soon will leave New Zealand and start new life in Malaysia..how strange that would feel! Cherish every moment..lepas ni siapela org yg akan close with me.yg akan ajar me how to live in my own tanah air..yg akan help me get thru rough times..owh my god..

From left: Udeq, Ikhlas, Ilyas, Kak Mona, Isa, Mak Tam, Anna, Kak Asma and Atisha =)

"Hari hari adalah kenangan.." Nanti bila tua tua insyaallah..flip trhu albums..mesti teringat semua ni..mesti teringat lamanya kat sini..mesti teringat how fun everything used to be, and insyaallah will always be. Everyday is so precious..appreciate everyone around you like there is no tomorrow..love people around you..then they will love you back..=) =)

p/s: Org org Wellington...saya rindu kamu!

6th of June 2008

Friday:

Pukul 3 kitorg (Anna,Udeq,Melly) bertolak from Dunny to Oamaru. Sgt excited to meet Mak Tam, Pak Tam, Kak Asma, Abg Zaidi, Atisha, Hanan, yg da 3years tak jumpa. Azza and Paklong (Pejie) bertolak from Christchurch to Oamaru at about 4. Christchurch to Oamaru ni about 3hours la. Then kitorg da sampai Oamaru, tgk ade kereta merah, ingat kan azza and paklong da sampai,rupanya belum.kitorg pun sgt happy jumpa maktam paktam and semua yg sungguh gembira nak jumpa kitorg. ala ala Reunion 2003 ni. takde Unai je. sebab Ailin and Kasry maybe singgah Oamaru because diorg semua kat christchurch,family ailin dtg from Malaysia.

Me and miow Kak Asma, nama dia Huggies~~

Punyala excited sampai Maktam masak banyak betul, daging rendang, sambal belacan Kak Asma, ikan masin, sayur2 yg sgt mouth watering...Mak Tam pun cakap..happynya ramai org harini. Tibe2 lepas tu dapat phone call from Paklong, suara sgt shaky, Paklong ckp diorg accident dekat Ashburton.

Azza stuck in car and org tgh try keluarkan Azza. Dgr je that, Mak tam da terduduk dah..ketar Mak Tam. Everyone ..semua shocked. and kelam kabut.Udeq try call Azza..i tried as well after that,but nothing. Paklong then msg me, suro call Chch hospital, sbb diorg bawak Azza on the helicopter to Christchurch Emergency Department. I cant hear things like this.my eyes akan welled up with tears..right now still.

Then after that, semua org msg2, call2..dpt la tahu Azza fractured her left proximal and distal tibia (in layterm: fracture tulang betis and ankle),fractured left calcaneus (in layterm: fracture tulang tumit of our kaki), fractured sternum (our breast bone) and bruised left eye. It was a comminuted fracture (break bone into fragments: to break, or cause a bone to break, into small parts)..so it was quite an impact jugakla..

Azza insisted to take this picture,as she wanted to see her black eye!

Saturday:

Pagi tu bersiap2 nak pegi Christchurch. Mel pun risau nak drive.paklong pun risau kami nak dtg sbb cuaca tak bagus. Abg Zaidi pun bwk 8seater punya van,and konvoi with Teh and Faris. On our way to Christchurch tu,it was snowwwinggg heavilyy yg sgt sgt heavy sampai macam tak nampak ape2 except car lights, and whiteee snow. macam padang jarak padang tekukur..

sampai Timaru, snow makin worsened..but at the same time..sgt cantik,people kluar2 buat snowman, amik pictures..too bad we were in the car,and udeq left her Cici kat dalam kereta kat Oamaru..and plus we had no time masa tu. But seriesly, beautiful..absolutely amazing view sepanjang dalam car tu.snow yg sgt heavy witnessed by us, after 2004 punya snow kat Dunedin..wow..subhanallah.

Petang tu sampai Christchurch Hospital. ramai sgt visitor Azza. Nurses tu cakap, the incredibly most popular patient! Jumpa Unai, Prabha, Ailin, Kasry, Mak Ailin, adik2 Ailin, classmates Azza, and rombongan us. At that moment, semua members of fellowship of the rings were there. Anna, Udeq, Melly, Teh, Ailin, Unai. We came here 7 of us, we enjoyed happy moments 7 of us...ups and downs..and now,7 of us were there.It was one touching moment masa tu..i will never forget this..it was very sweet..Azza senyum2 and even with her drowsiness due to Morphine (painkiller) she sempat lagi buat2 jokes.."best gile naik helicopter, korggg " hihi Azza Azza..you such a very positive person.=) Alhamdulillah..rasa lega jumpa Azza. Mel pun cakap..lega sangat. Sbb dpt tgk sendiri how she is. Instead of worrying..and tak nampak her ourselves...

Sunday:

Spent the night with Aini and Unai. Makan kat Tolsi Indian Restaurant..which was average.Temptation lagi sedapp kottt..ni direpeatkan oleh Unai dan Aini sendiri hehe. Then jumpa Aunty Ros and Aunty Nora (pegawai MARA) yg flew from Sydney dtg jumpa Azza. Detail2 mengenai ini boley dibincangkan nnt hehehe. That pagi, Azza underwent surgery for Open Reduction Internal Fixation (ORIF) which includes inserting a intramedullary nail (a rod yg inserted in the bone yg patah with screws to maintain position ensuring good bone union). It looks lebih kurang like this.

Alhamdulillah..it went well. Azza insyaallah will be staying in the hospital for maybe a week or so. Then boley rehab for walking again..I pray you and Paklong sembuh cepat okay Azza..aminnn..=) Insyaallah there's always silver lining to every grey cloud. You are a strong girl.you tought me how to be strong..i know you can get thru this..i pray you'll get well soon Azza.Nnt we'll catch up with you in few weeks!

" Sepasang sayap...untuk ku terbang tinggi.."

p/s: kita selalu merancang..tapi in the end Allah yg tentukan..

Baby Shower =) =)

Teh is going to have a baby showerrrrrr next week!! yesss!! tiba tiba im the one yg excited ehh hehehehe.Baby shower is a party for a pregnant woman: a party given by the female friends of somebody who is pregnant, at which she is given presents for the baby.man this is exciting!! I feel like grown ups haha, to have a friend who is pregnant.I'd say very pregnant! What we should get for Teh's baby...hmmm tricky.

? Baby clothes: There are in size 0 to 00000 ..gosh thats tinyyyy! Baby grows so fast, they become longer and longer in such short time. Well, the clothes can be save for the next one or even the next next one eh Teh hehehe...=P Went out with Nurul, Melissa and owh gosh i cant remember her name now, the Amirah heheh, they were pretty excited about baby's clothes! Siape tak excited,sgt kecik and muat tgn saya jeee..uish2. Since baby Teh insy baby boy, so maybe not pink okayyy hihi.

? Baby's blanket: Its incredibly soft. You want it for yourself, believe me hahaa. yeah i think blanket is a good choice. Sbb cantik, kiyut and boley guna hari2. Teh would love it. Tp yeah, kene tunggu Udeq and Mel, sbb i think diorg ni tahu lebih about practical stuff..duhhh..sgt betul.hahaha look at me..=P

Anna with baby grey kat rumah kak Aqish

Hmm..baby.So amazing. So super amazing. In about a month, Teh akan jadi mum. at the age of 24. How amazing is that! I cant imagine how excited she is. To become a mum! and lepas ni jumpa teh, akan jumpa Faliq Daniel as well..man that is sweett..hihi. Well, Teh sgt matured. Langsong tak macam sayaaaa! ehem..nak basuh baju sendiri pun tak pass..hahaha.
Pegang perut Teh, Faliq kick kick kick more than 20times a day. bayangkan. Teh cant even sleep sometimes.and she would jump from sofa bila tekejut Faliq kick kick dia hihihi. boley main football la macam ni! Kesimpulannya saya tidak sabar nak main baby Teh! hehehehe..hopefully it all goes well...insyaallah =)

p/s: First baby of the Fellowship of the Ring

"8 habits that you've developed for the past year or so.."

Its freeezingggg colddddd!!! I cannot even take off my white winter jacket which was abandoned je masa kat welly! Now nak tido sejuk,bangun sejuk,mandi sejuk,jalan sejuk,masak sejuk,its like living in the giant freezerrrrr! Thank god bilik Nurul ni warm sebab ramai org in here.hihi.2hari da tak pegi hospital,cold..as always..worse in here.So now with my teddy grover..bored and so malas nak baca buku,dah ber weeks weeks tak baca buku,gosh anna,you gotta do something other than shoppinggg!

8 habits that you've developed for the past year or so...

1. COOKING almost everyday
Memang memenatkan,tp seriesly its fun! tgk org makan byk2 what you've cooked, it is super fun! hahahah.and bila masak2,then makan,and kenyang,rasa macam satisfied sbb macam accomplished something..haha masak ayam je punnn =P tp ye,aim ialah nak belajar baking before berpisah ngan udeq,mel nuha semua2.haha sebab baking ni mmg fail setakat ni!

2. SHOP for shoes yg hujung dia tajam2!
Ni series tak faham kenape.everytime tgk shoes like this,mesti rasa impulse nak beli nak beli nak beli.latest one red in colour.tak pakai lagi,haha anna anna. nasib baik semua flattt shoes jeee..kalau pakai ade heels sket,confirm jatuhhh

3. SLEEP with a teddy bear
All this while,mmg i got a lot of teddy,miows and stuff sampai penuh my room.rak buku dah penuh with them instead of books hihi. and selama ni ade willy with me.willy ialah seekor lembu yg besar,cikhens yg bagiii...hihi.pastu now, tedddyy with me.hihi da bau vanilla da teddy ni.now teddy kat dunedin ni atas bed nurul,sampai nurul nak tido pun tak muat ehhh!

4. JEALOUSY yg dulu takde,now adeee!
Sekarang ni,i noticed something.cepat sgt jeles.kalau zen tak bg perhatian je..mesti sedeh hihihi..pastu kalau nuha asik ckp pasal unai je, jelesss like heavennn!!! pastu kalau unai asik cakap pasal nuha jeeee..lagi super duper jeleesssssss.dtg dari mana eh jealousy nii..agaknya sebab lama sgt ngan you guys..ade change skit pun nak jelesss...uish uish hehehe.

5.MAKAN COKLET
Saya susah nak makan coklet.sbb saya akan automatically akan dapat severe headache aka migraine aka seizury migraine like mel described hahah..tp alhamdulillah,da few years now tak dpt migraine that teruk.so i've pronounced myself as being cured.hahahaha.so sekarang saya makan coklet as much as i wanttt! Siap rasmikan zen punya lagiii!

6.SUKA EARRINGS BESAR2
haha yg ni mmg.dulu2 earrings tiny2 je,now ni bigger =P yg like gelang2, butterflies, shells..all kinds of earrings! im addicted to them! sampai tido dgn earrings hahaha.tercucuk2 telinga sendiri. tp susah sikit nak masukkan stetoscope dalam tudung, sbb earrings makan space!

7. FAN OF NANDOS
this is new. i thought Nandos sgt boring.ala..ayam je,apela sgt.sekali makan betul2,add some peri peri chips,gosh terus kene poisoned. Now da macam asik craving Nandos Nandos Nandos. partner in crime ialah Zen.hahaa zen lagi.byk betul nama kau zen dalam entry ni! sanggup kami naik bus semata2 nak makan Nandos.plak tu makan Family Fiesta tu dua org jeeee! hmm zen,saya banggaaa!

8. TULIS BLOG
hahah.im a person who loves fun but hates reading,writing,any books or anything yg macam educational hahaha teruknya teruknyaa sayaaa! tp now,i can actually write stuff. tp as you can see..tah pape je la hhahaa,tp at least i can writeee,i mean ade hati nak write haha. tgk la sampai bile blog ni bertahan ye kawan kawan!

~~mmm mengantoknya..esok ade MDT meeting..malasnyaa nak berfikir,malasnya malasnya malasnya.Anna,wake up wake up.Yesss lagi 3weeks nak balik Wellingtonnnn!!!!

Scarfies~~

Scarfies=nama gelaran tak official for Uni of Otago punya students..hihi so kite adelah scarfies..=P Teringat pasal ni sbb sejak dok Dunedin ni, rasa macam betul2 jadi student balik. Jalan2 hari sebelah Lindo Ferguson building, Scott building yg sgt sgt ancient tu, dgn daun daun semua kaler oren sbb autumn..mmg nostalgic. Cant believe lepas ni,da nak balik Malaysia..sigh~~ Then, sejak duduk rumah Nurul ni,hari hari dengar bunyik clock tower tu,ding ding ding..series rasa macam kat oversea.haha typical dalam movie kot. Pastu bile malam2,dgrla ramai betul students drunk and party like mad..takut betul.

Clock Tower,University of Otago; Dunedin 2005

Dalam hospital, mmg lain from Wellington (tp saya sungguh stress kalau cakap pasal hospital,so saya tanak tulis ape2 hahaa,sebab boringla hospital hospital hospital ni) uish uish Anna..awak ni mmg malasnyaaaa! Selsema plak tu ni,dapat cuti free 2hari hehehehe...

Dunedin takde ape yg changed.cuma org org dia je.bertambah ramai. ade yg makin busy,ade yg makin close,ade yg mmg da jauh bertambah tambah jauh, ade yg mmg tanak dekat pun tp nak dekat dekat pulak, ade yg mmg tak supposenya ingat balik pun ade jugak,kesimpulannya dalam masa 3minggu ni byk betul things happened.Yg saya suka tu sgt sgt sgt banyak..yg me'wreck'kan my heart pun mmg mmg mmg ade.Mmg da takboley nak tampal da broken heart,cubala glue yg kuat mana pun,da takboley da..da hilang dah..nak jahit pun tak boley nak lekat balik.Jerat mungkin boley lupa pelanduk,tp pelanduk takkan berjaya lupa jerat..haha peribahasa apekah ini~~tp ye,saya serius.

Now ni,12.26am,teh tgh baring tgk citer The Pursuit of Happiness..kata ngantok,tp muka macam nak nanges je hahaha..nurul plak try nak tido kat atas bed dia,maybe bunyik saya menaip ni kuat jugak,buat nurul cam terbangun2 hhehe..mel da tido zzzzz lena mimpi2 diving kot.Im still wide awake,comot and awake,and kenyang makan nasik lauk dendeng and ayam masak merah,10minutes ago!
p/s: macamanala willy saya kat atas bed kat welly..