7years of love and friendship today~~ 10.11.13

10th November 2013.
Happy 7years of love and friendship dear encik lebah.
cant believe its 7years already!
why is that i never get bored with you?
and..
baby on the way, insyaAllah.
ingatkan baby nak kluar today, tapi takde ape2 signs pun..hihi
takpela baby, mummy daddy doakan kita semua dipermudahkan, dan baby lahir senang,selamat semua amin..

Today, makan nasik lemak and daddy main games dia jer, macam marathon je daddy main!
hihi, main la dulu eh daddy, mummy kasik can la!
anyway 7years,
dulu we both kurus je eh? hahhaa now we're like 10kgs chubbier!
but alhamdulillah..
dulu 6years of studying medicine, in different continent, alhamdulillah now dah berjaya berkhidmat untuk our own country..
even sgt letih kerja doctors kat Malaysia ni, tapi satisfaction tu ada when you serve your own people.
2years plus in Sarawak, and another 2years in Lipis District Hospital..
after this, whats the plan yeah?

hihi rambut encik lebah dah macam boyband westlife ke ape ni..
cinta muka buku eh?

owh my sgt kelaka keh zaman muda~~! say hi and bye kat KLIA =)
First time jumpa Encik Lebah masa ni, 
sepatah pun susah nak cakap haha!

sgt tajam okay kuku koala bear ni, haha tp dia sungguh comel!
warm je dukung koala ni~~

i think masa ni, berat 45kg jer!
how la nak kurus balik ni encik lebah? sebab kat Malaysia ni terlebih  makan okay~~!

Encik Lebah ni sgt family man.
i notice everytime dia nak oncall je, dia akan gelisah, hihi, and macam tak happy dah,
sbb dia kata nnt tak boleh balik rumah, takboleh makan sama2, tak boleh tgk movie sama2, dia kata rugi sehari!
alolololo, dah beratus kali oncalls pun dia macam ni tau!
pastu dia suka sgt bagi bunga, hihi,
tapi kat Lipis ni takde florist, takkan nak berebut beli bunga kat tepi temple Lipis tu, hehe~~!

.....and sama je macam saya.
suka sgt berjalan.
dah pregnant2 sarat2 ni sempat lagi nak ajak pegi jalan2 semua,
nasib baiklah mummy tak larat jalan2 sgt dah ni, kalau tak...sempat lg kot pegi mandi tepi pantai!
and suka outdoor, dia akan tarik2 saya suro pegi exercise la, pegi jogging la.
bagus la Nephro doctor ni, siap tak bagi saya makan masin2 semua,
pastu dia tak mahu makan manis2 banyak,
siap ade statistics diabetes, obesity semua, whoa not easy living with a doctor ay?
hahhaha..but i enjoy every moment =)

Even winter coat ni pun dah tak muat okay!
confinement nnt kene betul2 pantang keh Anna~~

Rindu Otago University.
Rindu my life in New Zealand, 6years..priceless.
Now im glad that i accepted the offer, heheheh~~

Graduated in 2009.
I think semua medical students akan rasa benda yg sama.
rasa macam reliefnya! tapi actually we had no clue that this was just the beginning!
6years berlalu sgt lama,
finally berjaya alhamdulillah, but as i said, that was just the beginning of penat-lelah-nanges-struggle for housemanship lepas tu! hahaha..

Masa ni rasanya, Encik Lebah paling chubby dan tembam!
sbb dok rumah lama eh? hihi 

Bermula career di Sibu Sarawak.
rasa macam kat oversea lagi.
haha sebab we were the minority in Sibu.
tapi byk kenangan di Sibu..

 
sending Encik Lebah off to Sibu masa ni~~
dengan beg2 siap ngan gitar lagi register houseman kat Sibu!
hahahah.. sampai org pejabat cam eh ni doctor ke pemuzik ni?!
 
survived housemanship...becoming better doctors..
decided to get married~~ first year houseman, haha masa tu kat medical posting lagi tu,
i remember, Head of Department yg sgt famous itu bertanya, are u sure u wanna get married this young?
we were like, we are 25? yeah, i know, too young for you maybe..hehe

i think we were the thinnest we can be masa ni hahha~~
hasil kena bekerja nonstop masa houseman and tak makan tak minum haha!

Honeymoon after honeymoon.
hhihi 2nd year houseman tu dah happy lah, sebab ade 'kawan baik' 24/7 hehehhe~~
kene marah macamana pun balik rumah gembira!
postcall siap pegi main badminton lagi tu!

Bila dah kahwin, banyak tanggungjawab keh.
Its not easy.
tapi alhamdulillah~~ happy.
i learn how to bertolak ansur, how to live our lives, how to appreciate each other,
and appreciate life..
how to be thankful everyday..
how to make each other happy..
and that is crucial. =)

Encik Lebah nak belanja ape kalau saya boleh kurus balik camni? hahahaha~~
sgt impossible rasanya!

Masa ni dah chubby dah! about 8kgs chubbier~~
gembira makan2 dengan encik lebah eh?

travelled across continents with you..
and im still excited! hehehe~~

First Raya with you.

 

 Second Raya with you..haha tempat ambik gamba tu sama jer!

 

 Third Raya with you and insyaAllah little one on the way~~

 

Alhamdulillah..
7years of lovely friendship and love.
I wouldnt trade it with anything.
thank you Encik Lebah for being so sweet and kiyut hehe..
Doakan Allah memberkati kehidupan kita dan dikurniakan cahaya mata yg sihat dan comel, amin...=)
Permudahkanlah saya bersalin nnt..amin..=)

Dah 39weeks 3days today.
Nearly due dah.
dah berjalan2 exercise2 semua,
baby masih suka dok dalam womb mummy..hihi takpela baby, mummy and daddy doakan baby kluar when youre ready and insyaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya, amin.

Banyak signs yg org cakap bila labor dah nak start.
Lightening..baby settling in your pelvis..rasa macam dah carrying baby low dah ni..perut rasa jadik kecik sikit! and because of this..
you will feel the need to urinate every 15min!
then..
Loss of mucus plug..yg ni show and..
then obviously contraction pain la.
tapi with BabyH ni, Braxton Hicks semakin kuat, almost like 5in an hour da today..
tapi tak sakit sgt la, uncomfortable jer~~
taktaula true contractions sakit macamana..hhuhu,.
takpe kite berserah pada Allah swt.
Insyallah semua okay nnt. =)

InsyaAllah...doakan kami and baby keh kawan2.

p.s Happy Anniversary dear Encik Lebah, i love you with all my heart.
Cant wait to see you become a cute daddy nnt, and we, become parents nnt..insyaAllah amin..=)
dengan izin dariNya..

Its November and feeling so very pregnant rite now!

38weeks and 5days today.
Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..
Checkup harini baby alhamdulillah nearly 3.2kg, dah besar dah ni!
Daddy dulu lahir 3.2kg tau, mummy kecik je 2.5kg!
amniotic fluid still in normal range,
Baby's head engaged, baby aktif sgt skarang..sentiasa moving around,
We actually can feel n sometimes can see his foot poking out from my tummy!
Subhanallah..
And babyH responds to our voices, our touch..dia akan kick dgn kuat bile we both ckp2 to him.
...bila mummy tak dpt tido sbb daddy oncall, babyH akan kick2 dgn kuat sampai mummy ckp..okay baby jom tido..hihi
So babyH still tak mau kluar lg,
Must be my five-star womb service.. :)
Mummy asyik makan je eh?

Dah ade lion dlm bilik mummy daddy ni, waiting for you dear baby..insyaAllah soon..

My weight now dah 64kg.
Wt masa booking 55kg..so about 9kg dah.
Looking at my wardrobe, wondering..
Will i be able to fit in my pre pregnancy clothes?
Will i have time for myself again?
Hihi, well, we'll see :)

Now that im getting bigger and heavier, sleepless nights have begun!
Backpain yg semakin kuat,
Duduk upright rasa okay sikit, or baring on sides,
Tapi still, xboleh lena..
Tummy rasa mcm tight, rasa difficulty breathing..
Daddy dah massage2 pun still xboleh nk lena jgk.
Mummy daddy dah kene praktis tak tdo lena sangat malam eh?




Now baru rasa ape yg patients rasa, pregnant ladies yg datang ER ckp sesak nafas, heartburn, tatau nak buat ape nak ease the pain..now i experience all of it myself..
for layman, with no medical background, those pain mmg feels pathological, macam something wrong.
sbb tu la diorg visited ER.
because they dont know the normal physiological changes in pregnancy.
kite yg tahu ni pun rasa pain tu macam sometimes unbearable.

Mengidam roti pisang pulak harini, malangnya Lipis kehabisan pisang ke? takde plak harini hehe~~

Dah nak due ni,
rasa my tummy jatuh sikit,
jatuh kebawah hehe,
baby head dah enter the pelvis, so mmg nak pegi toilet jer.
bile nak kluar rumah, rasa anxious, sbb nnt susah nak pegi toilet haha.
and..mmg rasa sakit kat bawah,
sharp pain when walking..
and the Braxton Hicks tu mmg semakin2 kerapla..
sometimes takut tgk uterus sendiri mengeras2..fuh.
i just cannot imagine labor, since yg ni pun dah sakit..
InsyaAllah boleh nnt, amin...=)

Happy jungle animals~~

Nampak daddy main games PS3ptg2 bile tak oncall, daddy ckp lepas ni dah takle main lagi hehhee..!
Daddy belikan segala macam makanan for mummy,
hihi and daddy semakin rajin,
mop rumah, kemaskan rooms, vacuum carpets,
buatkan air susu untuk mummy,
I love you Encik Lebah~~
Doalah kita dikurniakan cahaya mata yg sihat selamat, semoga me dipermudahkan bersalin nanti insyaAllah~~

Daddy pun semakin rajin exercise and naik threadmill.
Daddy ckp dia nak jadi fit, and healthy,
nak jaga baby with me,
hihi siap suro saya exercise nnt lepas confinement!
baiklah Dr Najib!
saya akan cuba back to shape keh hehehehe~~
and berpantang betul2~~

10.11.13 ni insyaAllah marks our 7years of love and friendship.
teringat first time i met you 7years ago that date in KLIA,
hihi with bunch of roses you gave me..
daddy sgt hopeless romantic keh~~
and sampai now, you're still the same.
i love you and will always love you and i pray our life diberkati olehNya dan diberi kebahagiaan sentiasa, Amin..

Dedicate to you..our wedding song~~ Yang Terindah..

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah


Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu...

...teringat lari2 kat sawah buat video kawin hehe~~

Anyway,
selain dari terasa sgt2 berat bile berjalan,
nowadays tgh2 malam kaki cramp, owh my sgt sakitttt!
Encik Lebah akan bgn and jadi physiotherapist plak malam2 hehhe..
Ingat lagi, masa 36weeks tu siap boleh tawaf IKEA lagi, tapi now dah tak boleh jalan jauh sgt..
pegi supermarket kat Lipis ni pun dah tercungap2 and sakit kat bawah,
i never thought mmg rasa dia sakit cm tu sekali tau.
tp lain org lain kan,
ade org kata, rasa lg ringan bile dah nak due, sbb baby dah turun bawah,
tp for me, lagi berat adelah~~!
cuma setakat ni mmg takde lagi kaki bengkak ke sembab ke,
tataula kan kalau minggu depan?

So, baby, bagitau la mummy daddy keh, bile..?
10.11.13 ke?
ape2 pun we pray semuanya smooth dan selamat amin..
doctors are actually the worst patients because we keep on thinking about so many thing, but we must always remember that Allah is always with us and hear our prayer,
InsyaAllah dipermudahkan untuk kita nanti keh dear baby, amin..=)


p.s Congratulations to my dear dear friends, Nuha with baby Ali, Udeq with baby Arissa, and semua new parents..doakan for us keh~~  

Counting days...

Its quite difficult to sleep nowadays..
I think, its because my tummy's just so big,sampai turn 10times pun takboleh lena lagi..
and that super comfy king bed with fluffy pillows, pun cannot make me sleep anymore~~
Baby H just dont have room to play around anymore, so everynight baby akan tersgt active from 10pm onwards...=P we'll see dear when you are outside mummy's tummy, pukul berape nak tido eh?  hihi~~
dear baby,
now, this part, we call...the waiting game..=) malam ni ke? besok ke?
hows that contraction feels like?
well, we know lots about childbirth medically, but from experience, still..just could not imagine myself and daddy macamana nnt,
ive been very anxious, boleh ke push? macamana nak push? do i have the energy?
everythings gonna be okay?
anyhow, just remember..Allah sentiasa ada..=)
InsyaAllah..dipermudahkan bersalin dgn selamat, baby selamat tanpa ape2 complications, amin...

Nowadays,
mummy can barely cook, sian daddy asyik makan roasted chicken, grilled fish and anything that can be shoved in the oven jer  hihi..sbb mummy dah takle nak berdiri lama.
but, what makes mummy happy is that, daddy makan abes licin jer semua yg mummy masak hahaha..!
Lapar kot?!

Alhamdulillah..~~ baby now estimated 2.8kg.
Mummy obviously gained about 10-11kg now.
But i still prefer my maternity pants and jeans, haha..compares to long dress..
i think i only wore once maternity dress since pregnancy so far,
to me, its quite uncomfortable to walk in the dress with huge tummy!
and hate it when wind blows directly to me, then rasa mcm dress melekat kat perut hhhihi...
and susah nak jalan!
so survived with pants jer, they have those maternity pouch kat perut yg super comfy!
and you can still wear your normal clothes until youre too big of course hehe..
then, bolehla beli maternity+nursing wear,
jimat sket.
tapi whichever pun, maternity clothes mmg pricey yer mummy2~~!
kalau nak yg selesa la, and quality clothes.
which is super important for preggy ladies, i think, ..=)

we both ni suka sangat berjalan.
now macam tatau nak kemana, haha, sbb mummy kene dok rumah,
dah takle travel sgt.!
tapi still craving macam2.
daddy pun sukala boleh  bawak makan eh..hihi, alasan baby nak makan!

~~daddy gelak tgk gamba sendiri concentrate driving..=)
anyway, im so touched sbb daddy bawak kete slow gile, slalunya mmg laju la hahaha, tapi sbb mummy and baby dalam tummy yg takboleh bumpy road, slow je dia bawak hehehe..tahan sabar eh?

Enjoying our moments of pregnancy.
Insyallah lepas ni, parenthood pulak.
certainly will be challenging..
dengan our job yg hectic like this, i dont know how to imagine.
oncalls lagi.
can we survive this?
can we be normal?

This book mmg best, ajar satu2, siap macamana nak tukar diaper pun ajar.  hihi
How to burp baby, how to hold baby,
Nervousnya! 

Insyallah Allah kurniakan baby yg sihat sempurna, yg senang jaga amin..sbb we both clueless sungguh! hihi..
dont worry, its normal to be clueless for first time parents kan..
Insyaallah semua okay nnt. doa banyak2.

Sempat craving Subway lagi tu,
sbb mmg suka mkn Subway.
dari NZ sampai now.
too bad kat Malaysia ni, Subway takde kat banyak tempat.
if overseas, or kat Singapore la paling dekat, every 15min jalan mesti jumpa satu Subway!

H

Berjaya makan tuna subway 6inch, with cookies subway yg lemau, hihi tu yg suka tu~~alhamdulillah.
Why no subway in Kuala Lipis?
KL ape Kuala Lipis!

Sempat pegi servis "Toothless" our car.. dah due sgt2 dah kene servis,
but what to do, jauh sangat.
3jam plak tu servis, adela dalam 3kali pegi toilet tp toothless tak siap2,hihihi tapi superb coffee la.
Quality time borak2 with Encik Lebah while waiting for our toothless.
Masa nak bayar pun bestla kan,
kalau da servis tip top Toyota ni eh, hadoi!

 
 Baby, nnt bgtau mummy tau bile nak kluar.. mummy takutla.
 You can do this, Anna, insyaAllah.

Bisou Cupcakes, i love you! hihi..
My favourite yg vanilla frosting tu,
sgt sedap okay!
Sweet tooth betul babyH ni~~

tgk bola makan cupcakes la malam td eh.
hihi.

Home.
is where your heart is.
Yes i know its Aussino punya motto keh, haha, tapi mmg home is where your heart is.
Macamana hebatnya your job, your career,
but if youre not at 'home',
you will never be happy..=)

Pursue your happiness.
Appreciate other people.
Appreciate your life.
Because your loved ones are what matter most.
without them, youre nobody.

I love you husband.
Doakan our little one, dear.
Doakan dipermudahkan untuk kita, insyaAllah amin.
you are the best.
ever since the first time i met you in KLIA, about 7years ago..i knew youre the one.
Praying for our happy life and everyone around us,
amin..=)

p.s baby, mummy doakan semuanya okay untuk kita keh sayang..=)

Its October already!

Term.
Alhamdulillah we made it this far, baby..syukur padaMu..
Mummy and daddy dah anxious ni, mummy hari2 mimpi bersalin!
InsyaAllah dengan izinNya, dipermudahkan melahirkan baby and baby sihat sempurna..amin..=)

at 9months,
your body becomes heavier each day, and you get hungry every half an hour,
and you keep thinking about food,
and lots of cravings,
and your movement slows down,
you start having difficulty sleeping~~vivid dreams, your dreams mainly circle around about having baby, giving birth etc.
pernah bangun2 pegang perut check2 hehe..
and backpain, getting more intense, nak tdo kene pusing kiri kanan sampai 2-3jam!
toilet break every 15minutes!
but..Alhamdulillah~~ that means my miracle is growing inside me, insyaAllah.

few trips to IKEA.
we absolutely fall in love with IKEA already, haha too bad jauh from Lipis, if not mesti everyweek nak pegi kan, hehe~~

Bought baby wardrobe,
changing table,
and few boxes, irresistable la, hehe..
and carpet, baby stuff, which suprisingly murah here~~
too bad dah beli cot, kalau tak patut beli kat IKEA ni jer!

semangatnya daddy pasang cot keh..
semalaman baru siap, hihi,
good job daddy!

our room yg dah nak jadi cam nursery insyaAllah..
tapi tak pasang semua lagi,
takut nnt baby excited sgt nak kluar cepat pulak, hehe tunggu mummy basuh baju baby semua keh.
Risau, takut semua ada, tapi kite kene berdoa dan berserah pada Allah,
InsyaAllah semuanya akan selamat, amin..

I gotta eat what i wanna eat now.
haha tak bagus betul!
Mummy nak makan before mummy kene pantang2 keh~~

Tony Romas, the best in town yeah!
Gotta say, lurve the mashed potato!
Encik Lebah makan tak ingat!

Had to go thru busy Kg Baru, just to have this famous nasik lemak antarabangsa~
Encik Lebah bawak saya makan sini dari dating dulu sampai dah preggy!
hihi, tu yg craving tu~~ =P

Alhamdulillah,
raya jugak tahun ni,
walaupun im so huge right now, tapi Encik Lebah sanggup riba lagi la hahahaha..terpaksa eh??
Anyway, dapat makan lemang abah, tapai yg saya sgt suka hihi, siap tak bagik org lain makan!
Wonderful Hari Raya Aidiladha, walaupun indoor je, nak buat cane, tak larat dah ni..heheh..
larat makan je!

Birthday prompt trip, 19.10.13.
29year old, Gravida1 Para0, insyaAllah, Para 1 in few weeks, amin..
wah ni dah kire cm late primigravida ni, hehe~
org lain 29year old dah 3anak dah kot,
takpe, bersyukur pada nikmat Allah bagi..=)
Went for makan2 again this time, makan BBQ chicken, sgt sedap, alhamdulillah~~
hilang craving mummy!

Encik lebah excited jer melayan saya, hihi
cuma kesian tgk dia kene bawak brg2, kene tunggu saya yg asyik nak pegi toilet!
Thats a husband..=) auww..hihi

Daddy and mummy, 9months pregnant, alhamdulillah..=)
tummy hilang dalam baju zebra ni,
hehe..
Encik Lebah hadiahkan me, this black bag,
erm, nak masukkan diaper baby semua dalam ni eh lepas ni? hihi..
Jadi diaper bag baby'H' plak nnt!

Alalalala..sian daddy dah penat,
celebrate birthday girl hihi, activity makan jer, Hokey Pokey Baskin Robbins, sushi and last last baby 'H' pun kicking2 suro tido plak eh~~
daddy yg tido dulu!

Last minute shopping, sbb ade lg barang penting tak beli,
Breastpump!
lepas ni, dah takle jalan2 lagi,
dah term~~
Bought this avent single electric breast pump, and dapat Clevasleep ni freegift!
awesome!



Set postnatal ni finally beli jgk, my mum yg suro beli..
dia kata kene jaga diri masa pantang,
back to shape katanya,
wow...bolehkah saya?

Anna,
awak kene guna semua mende ni yer!
please be rajin! hehehe..motivate diri sendiri yeah..
Nursing bras ni must-have,
bought from Autumnz, sgt sgt selesa,
recommended to mummy2 yeah~~

Sempat lagi beli blanket baby and cute baby bodysuit ni hehe,
temptingla baju diorg ni,
what to do..

Mothercare jarang buat sale, so 20% plus member punya discounts tu kire okay dah tu,
hihi, so grab few pieces.
checklist baby dah tick tick tick.
fuh penat nak completekan mende2 ni,
nampak je baby ni kecik,tapi brg2 dia banyak, for first time mummy lagila pening!
ape2 pun, beli untuk keperluan keh mummy2!

Baju baby mummy dah basuh handwash okay,
fuh backpain,
tapi tula, sayang takut ruin nnt if basuh pakai washing machine,
tapi yg i bought banyak yg bole basuh pakai washing machine, cuma rajin terlebih jer ni hehehe..

Lipat2, masuk dalam beg baby ni,
harap cukupla ape yg mummy pack ni,
hehe actually clueless je nak pack ape! tapi pack jela, barang2 essentials, seperti baju2 baby, blanket, toiletteris, mitten booties, napkin, barang2 mummy sikit..
satu bag je ni, bag disponsor oleh Aunty Faridah Hanim dari Sarawak lagi tu, hihi tq Fari!




We both getting nervous..
Each day..
are we ready to become parents?
well, we will never be ready!
just pray to Allah, InsyaAllah, dipermudahkan kedatangan our first cahaya mata ni, amin..=)

Encik Lebah panggil saya preggy Zebra!
hihi, love you husband..=)
lepas ni masak untuk saya keh,
insyaAllah dukung2 baby keh lepas ni, jgn ingat macam anak miow plak tau hihi..
Thank you Allah, thank you encik hubby, youre the best!

p.s praying mini miracle growing well inside me insyaAllah amin..
mummy and daddy love you so much =)