Sunday, November 10, 2013

7years of love and friendship today~~ 10.11.13

10th November 2013.
Happy 7years of love and friendship dear encik lebah.
cant believe its 7years already!
why is that i never get bored with you?
and..
baby on the way, insyaAllah.
ingatkan baby nak kluar today, tapi takde ape2 signs pun..hihi
takpela baby, mummy daddy doakan kita semua dipermudahkan, dan baby lahir senang,selamat semua amin..

Today, makan nasik lemak and daddy main games dia jer, macam marathon je daddy main!
hihi, main la dulu eh daddy, mummy kasik can la!
anyway 7years,
dulu we both kurus je eh? hahhaa now we're like 10kgs chubbier!
but alhamdulillah..
dulu 6years of studying medicine, in different continent, alhamdulillah now dah berjaya berkhidmat untuk our own country..
even sgt letih kerja doctors kat Malaysia ni, tapi satisfaction tu ada when you serve your own people.
2years plus in Sarawak, and another 2years in Lipis District Hospital..
after this, whats the plan yeah?

hihi rambut encik lebah dah macam boyband westlife ke ape ni..
cinta muka buku eh?


owh my sgt kelaka keh zaman muda~~! say hi and bye kat KLIA =)
First time jumpa Encik Lebah masa ni, 
sepatah pun susah nak cakap haha!


sgt tajam okay kuku koala bear ni, haha tp dia sungguh comel!
warm je dukung koala ni~~
i think masa ni, berat 45kg jer!
how la nak kurus balik ni encik lebah? sebab kat Malaysia ni terlebih  makan okay~~!

Encik Lebah ni sgt family man.
i notice everytime dia nak oncall je, dia akan gelisah, hihi, and macam tak happy dah,
sbb dia kata nnt tak boleh balik rumah, takboleh makan sama2, tak boleh tgk movie sama2, dia kata rugi sehari!
alolololo, dah beratus kali oncalls pun dia macam ni tau!
pastu dia suka sgt bagi bunga, hihi,
tapi kat Lipis ni takde florist, takkan nak berebut beli bunga kat tepi temple Lipis tu, hehe~~!

.....and sama je macam saya.
suka sgt berjalan.
dah pregnant2 sarat2 ni sempat lagi nak ajak pegi jalan2 semua,
nasib baiklah mummy tak larat jalan2 sgt dah ni, kalau tak...sempat lg kot pegi mandi tepi pantai!
and suka outdoor, dia akan tarik2 saya suro pegi exercise la, pegi jogging la.
bagus la Nephro doctor ni, siap tak bagi saya makan masin2 semua,
pastu dia tak mahu makan manis2 banyak,
siap ade statistics diabetes, obesity semua, whoa not easy living with a doctor ay?
hahhaha..but i enjoy every moment =)

Even winter coat ni pun dah tak muat okay!
confinement nnt kene betul2 pantang keh Anna~~


Rindu Otago University.
Rindu my life in New Zealand, 6years..priceless.
Now im glad that i accepted the offer, heheheh~~

Graduated in 2009.
I think semua medical students akan rasa benda yg sama.
rasa macam reliefnya! tapi actually we had no clue that this was just the beginning!
6years berlalu sgt lama,
finally berjaya alhamdulillah, but as i said, that was just the beginning of penat-lelah-nanges-struggle for housemanship lepas tu! hahaha..

Masa ni rasanya, Encik Lebah paling chubby dan tembam!
sbb dok rumah lama eh? hihi 

Bermula career di Sibu Sarawak.
rasa macam kat oversea lagi.
haha sebab we were the minority in Sibu.
tapi byk kenangan di Sibu..

 
sending Encik Lebah off to Sibu masa ni~~
dengan beg2 siap ngan gitar lagi register houseman kat Sibu!
hahahah.. sampai org pejabat cam eh ni doctor ke pemuzik ni?!
 
survived housemanship...becoming better doctors..
decided to get married~~ first year houseman, haha masa tu kat medical posting lagi tu,
i remember, Head of Department yg sgt famous itu bertanya, are u sure u wanna get married this young?
we were like, we are 25? yeah, i know, too young for you maybe..hehe
i think we were the thinnest we can be masa ni hahha~~
hasil kena bekerja nonstop masa houseman and tak makan tak minum haha!

Honeymoon after honeymoon.
hhihi 2nd year houseman tu dah happy lah, sebab ade 'kawan baik' 24/7 hehehhe~~
kene marah macamana pun balik rumah gembira!
postcall siap pegi main badminton lagi tu!

Bila dah kahwin, banyak tanggungjawab keh.
Its not easy.
tapi alhamdulillah~~ happy.
i learn how to bertolak ansur, how to live our lives, how to appreciate each other,
and appreciate life..
how to be thankful everyday..
how to make each other happy..
and that is crucial. =)


Encik Lebah nak belanja ape kalau saya boleh kurus balik camni? hahahaha~~
sgt impossible rasanya!

Masa ni dah chubby dah! about 8kgs chubbier~~
gembira makan2 dengan encik lebah eh?

travelled across continents with you..
and im still excited! hehehe~~

First Raya with you.

 

 Second Raya with you..haha tempat ambik gamba tu sama jer!

 

 Third Raya with you and insyaAllah little one on the way~~

 

Alhamdulillah..
7years of lovely friendship and love.
I wouldnt trade it with anything.
thank you Encik Lebah for being so sweet and kiyut hehe..
Doakan Allah memberkati kehidupan kita dan dikurniakan cahaya mata yg sihat dan comel, amin...=)
Permudahkanlah saya bersalin nnt..amin..=)

Dah 39weeks 3days today.
Nearly due dah.
dah berjalan2 exercise2 semua,
baby masih suka dok dalam womb mummy..hihi takpela baby, mummy and daddy doakan baby kluar when youre ready and insyaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya, amin.


Banyak signs yg org cakap bila labor dah nak start.
Lightening..baby settling in your pelvis..rasa macam dah carrying baby low dah ni..perut rasa jadik kecik sikit! and because of this..
you will feel the need to urinate every 15min!
then..
Loss of mucus plug..yg ni show and..
then obviously contraction pain la.
tapi with BabyH ni, Braxton Hicks semakin kuat, almost like 5in an hour da today..
tapi tak sakit sgt la, uncomfortable jer~~
taktaula true contractions sakit macamana..hhuhu,.
takpe kite berserah pada Allah swt.
Insyallah semua okay nnt. =)


InsyaAllah...doakan kami and baby keh kawan2.

p.s Happy Anniversary dear Encik Lebah, i love you with all my heart.
Cant wait to see you become a cute daddy nnt, and we, become parents nnt..insyaAllah amin..=)
dengan izin dariNya..

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Its November and feeling so very pregnant rite now!

38weeks and 5days today.
Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..
Checkup harini baby alhamdulillah nearly 3.2kg, dah besar dah ni!
Daddy dulu lahir 3.2kg tau, mummy kecik je 2.5kg!
amniotic fluid still in normal range,
Baby's head engaged, baby aktif sgt skarang..sentiasa moving around,
We actually can feel n sometimes can see his foot poking out from my tummy!
Subhanallah..
And babyH responds to our voices, our touch..dia akan kick dgn kuat bile we both ckp2 to him.
...bila mummy tak dpt tido sbb daddy oncall, babyH akan kick2 dgn kuat sampai mummy ckp..okay baby jom tido..hihi
So babyH still tak mau kluar lg,
Must be my five-star womb service.. :)
Mummy asyik makan je eh?


Dah ade lion dlm bilik mummy daddy ni, waiting for you dear baby..insyaAllah soon..

My weight now dah 64kg.
Wt masa booking 55kg..so about 9kg dah.
Looking at my wardrobe, wondering..
Will i be able to fit in my pre pregnancy clothes?
Will i have time for myself again?
Hihi, well, we'll see :)

Now that im getting bigger and heavier, sleepless nights have begun!
Backpain yg semakin kuat,
Duduk upright rasa okay sikit, or baring on sides,
Tapi still, xboleh lena..
Tummy rasa mcm tight, rasa difficulty breathing..
Daddy dah massage2 pun still xboleh nk lena jgk.
Mummy daddy dah kene praktis tak tdo lena sangat malam eh?




Now baru rasa ape yg patients rasa, pregnant ladies yg datang ER ckp sesak nafas, heartburn, tatau nak buat ape nak ease the pain..now i experience all of it myself..
for layman, with no medical background, those pain mmg feels pathological, macam something wrong.
sbb tu la diorg visited ER.
because they dont know the normal physiological changes in pregnancy.
kite yg tahu ni pun rasa pain tu macam sometimes unbearable.

Mengidam roti pisang pulak harini, malangnya Lipis kehabisan pisang ke? takde plak harini hehe~~

Dah nak due ni,
rasa my tummy jatuh sikit,
jatuh kebawah hehe,
baby head dah enter the pelvis, so mmg nak pegi toilet jer.
bile nak kluar rumah, rasa anxious, sbb nnt susah nak pegi toilet haha.
and..mmg rasa sakit kat bawah,
sharp pain when walking..
and the Braxton Hicks tu mmg semakin2 kerapla..
sometimes takut tgk uterus sendiri mengeras2..fuh.
i just cannot imagine labor, since yg ni pun dah sakit..
InsyaAllah boleh nnt, amin...=)

Happy jungle animals~~

Nampak daddy main games PS3ptg2 bile tak oncall, daddy ckp lepas ni dah takle main lagi hehhee..!
Daddy belikan segala macam makanan for mummy,
hihi and daddy semakin rajin,
mop rumah, kemaskan rooms, vacuum carpets,
buatkan air susu untuk mummy,
I love you Encik Lebah~~
Doalah kita dikurniakan cahaya mata yg sihat selamat, semoga me dipermudahkan bersalin nanti insyaAllah~~

Daddy pun semakin rajin exercise and naik threadmill.
Daddy ckp dia nak jadi fit, and healthy,
nak jaga baby with me,
hihi siap suro saya exercise nnt lepas confinement!
baiklah Dr Najib!
saya akan cuba back to shape keh hehehehe~~
and berpantang betul2~~

10.11.13 ni insyaAllah marks our 7years of love and friendship.
teringat first time i met you 7years ago that date in KLIA,
hihi with bunch of roses you gave me..
daddy sgt hopeless romantic keh~~
and sampai now, you're still the same.
i love you and will always love you and i pray our life diberkati olehNya dan diberi kebahagiaan sentiasa, Amin..

Dedicate to you..our wedding song~~ Yang Terindah..

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...teringat lari2 kat sawah buat video kawin hehe~~

Anyway,
selain dari terasa sgt2 berat bile berjalan,
nowadays tgh2 malam kaki cramp, owh my sgt sakitttt!
Encik Lebah akan bgn and jadi physiotherapist plak malam2 hehhe..
Ingat lagi, masa 36weeks tu siap boleh tawaf IKEA lagi, tapi now dah tak boleh jalan jauh sgt..
pegi supermarket kat Lipis ni pun dah tercungap2 and sakit kat bawah,
i never thought mmg rasa dia sakit cm tu sekali tau.
tp lain org lain kan,
ade org kata, rasa lg ringan bile dah nak due, sbb baby dah turun bawah,
tp for me, lagi berat adelah~~!
cuma setakat ni mmg takde lagi kaki bengkak ke sembab ke,
tataula kan kalau minggu depan?

So, baby, bagitau la mummy daddy keh, bile..?
10.11.13 ke?
ape2 pun we pray semuanya smooth dan selamat amin..
doctors are actually the worst patients because we keep on thinking about so many thing, but we must always remember that Allah is always with us and hear our prayer,
InsyaAllah dipermudahkan untuk kita nanti keh dear baby, amin..=)


p.s Congratulations to my dear dear friends, Nuha with baby Ali, Udeq with baby Arissa, and semua new parents..doakan for us keh~~