Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day 9 of housewife life...=(

Hari ni dah belaja parking and bukit. pakcik tu kata "bagus bagus, lagi seminggu dua boleh test ni!"..tibe tibe takut plak, kang fail cane? hahhahaha kene gelak dengan encik lebah je nanti tau!


saya tidak ter reverse ke belakang lagi ehhehehe..good job Anna!

Day 9 of life as housewife, ade progress..
dah boleh bawak kereta dengan gembira, parking tu kire pass la sikit2 hahahhaha, cuma cuak sometimes kete banyak,terus kene tuka driver hehehhee..
Still sticking to our healthy lifestyle plan, berjaya exercise at least 20-30minutes per day..lets see if i can still do it after 1st October (the day my cuti abess huwaaa tanak keje!)

Sejak sejak cuti ni, i can imagine, how nice to be at home...
do cooking, washing and just be a normal wife.
Ye, saya wife yg tidak normal.
husband saya tidak jumpa saya sometimes 3hari..(because of hectic working hours!)
saya tidak dapat prepare breakfast macam wife wife lain, sebab postcall husband saya sudah pegi keje, baru saya balik...huhuhu
tapi husband saya sangat best! dia suka benda random..like...makan famous amos di tengah malam hahhahaa...kluar tengok wayang dengan saya midnight movie walaupun esok kene keje pagi, main badminton sebelum pegi on night?!
He just dont like the typical normal routine.
now thats good!!! heheheheheheh...

Working for 2years, i started to realize..something.
i feel like im not like the others.
we are not like the others..who are so passionate about hospital..
i think i just care about people..
more about them...as general..
i just cannot take the hospital anymore..its too depressing for me...
i dont wanna just suddenly woke up one day, and realized, i spent entire life being in hospital and not seeing the world..(symptoms symptoms org cuti lama!)
But YES.
i need to live my life with hubby to the fullest..=)
to actually have a proper breakfast, dinner and lunch with hubby and our family..=)
to actually go for holidayyyyy and travel!!
to see the sunshineeeeeeee!!!
NEED TO GET OUTTTTTT!

I knew i had it in me.
Im more into the getting to know people, talk to people..and prevention and stuff..
Primary care? Public health? Psychiatric?
confuse confuseeeee..



Medical- terlalu letih, penat, pening, ramai..and if i become physician,ill be doing a lot of thinking, seriously..a lot!
You know they say, you'll age three times faster! hahhhahaha..just a thought..

Surgical? people say you can be trained.
yes. but to wake up in the middle of the night to do a craniotomy...mmmmmmmm....i guess tak dapat tidur dengan aman pun, asyik terfikir oncall oncall oncalll...
for how long??! cannot take it...im not that strong.

O&G? this is the field that me and hubby are interested in.
but this is not easy. nothing is easy.
this field requires passion and time.
yes. time.
if you can work under stressful environment, dapat tahan semua pancaroba di labour room and OT, mungkin anda boleh jadi O&G specialist.!
semuanya in emergency!
save both lifes! wallaweh~~~

Emergency physician,
YES. Ini sangat macho!
we also consider this field...
jadik MO A&E dulu and see how eh...but definitely this is one of the macho' est field if you want to join!

Did you know that aiyoo i forgot, is it amsterdam? that people there work only 35hours per week, and have the rest for their family and holiday and other things than working?
Family feast, family gathering, kiddies playing with parents and grannies..
how nice is that..
thats what we called a life..=)
But if you quit working, thats another story.
You'll loose your role, and later in life, a lot of them will have identitiy crisis.
Takdela saya nak quit kan, hhhehehe walaupun gembira bercuti nih!
I love being a doctor! hihi



Anyhow,
I pray, hubby and me will be transferred to semenanjung in few months from now.
i just need to be closer to home..
i missed a lot in two years!
I wanna go back home..!
back to where we belong~~ insyaallah =) =)
Saya mahu drive kereta Vios dekat highway hehehehhehehehe..cesss! itu ke cita cita sebenar?!

p.s I work for my life. not my life for working.

4 comments:

F said...

i kind of agree in this entry. where one don't work (like me, yet) she'll loose role, indulge in identity crisis, depression, lost of confidence, crave for money (haha) the list goes on!

but when she find some work, it will probably consume most of her time and prevent her from spending time doing what she loves to do, or spending time with the people she loves.

it's all about balance, and having a principle of life. slowly, things will find its way.

hope kak anna boley balik semenanjung, then nak house-crash makan2 rumah kak anna. i miss ur cooking!!

farah

Anna Mariya said...

yes farah..its about balance~~
i cannot be a perfect housewife..but i will be the best that i can~~
although it might mean, maggi cup hahahahahahaha...

yayy farah doakan kitorg balik semenanjung,and boley crash rumahh kitorg, open house sentiasaaaa!!!!!
boleh masak banyak banyakkk!!

MISS YOU LOTS!

zen said...

nak dok rumah tapi xmau buat keje rumah.. boleh x? hahah penat weih keja, tapi kalau xde keje pon penat jgk xwat apa2

Anna Mariya said...

memangla zen! tapi aku rela penat tak buat ape ape hahaahahhahahaha gile betul!
tetapi misi aku ialah pass lesen kete ni wey, dah terlambat gile dah ni!!