~~The Number One for me..=)

"You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh, oh, number one for me
There's no one in this world that can take your place
Oh, I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile, whenever I'm around you
Now I will try to love you like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me.."

Family.
is truly my top priority.
My family my precious.
No matter who you are, you are nobody without your family.
If others are unhapppy with you, it doesnt matter as long as your family loves you their whole world~~
If others love you, but your family dont, then you are still nobody..
Love your family wholeheartedly..
cherish every moment..
Make them happy =), dear.

I was so touched, my dad sanggup drive from Kelantan dah gelap2, nak buat surprise visit nak tgk me yg preggy nih!
Rasa macam nak nanges je tgk my dad and mom, bawak sgt byk makanan,
segala macam fruits especially buah binjai yg i crave like crazy!
selonggok durian yg sgt sgt sedap,
semata2 nak dinner with me, hubby and baby dalam perut..!
And esoknya pagi2 dah kene balik Kelantan balik..tak sampai beberapa jam je kat rumah~~
Encik Lebah pun cakap.."tgk abah ma sayang sampai jauh2 dtg sekejap je nak tgk anak menantu dia n baby, siap bawak macam2.."
hihi..thats my mom and dad,
unpredictable and suka buat mende2 sweet..=)
Abah, ma..doakan baby and me and Encik Lebah sihat semua and selamat amin...

Ma abah ckp, ..ini barang2 baby dah setengah rumah ni!
Siap belek2 baju baby gelak2 sbb kecik hihi
Semoga Anna and baby selamat semua, insyaAllah ye abah ma =)
Banyak jgk lagi yg kena carik..

1. Wardrobe baby
Nak carik yg kalau boleh jgn besar sgt la, yg macam drawer2 ngan on top tu boleh letak changing mat.

Yela, our quarters ni average jer bilik dia.
Kalau dgn katil king, baby cot lagi, tak surela  muat ke tak if wardrobe baby ni besar2,
so nak carik yg kecik je if larat lagi nak kluar~~ hehe

2.  Breast pump.
yg ni dah lama nak beli, tapi tatau nak beli which one.
of course ramai org cakap, Medela Freestyle is the best, tapi ramai jgk org cakap, sakitla,pakai double pump breasts sakit..tak selesa.
but we need this breast pump, as we plan to breastfeed insyaAllah~~
So maybe Avent Phillips single electric breastpump la kot,
sbb boleh bawak travel tanpa pakai2 sambung wayar semua, boleh pakai battery AA.
and we bought everything pun from Avent so compatible la..

this now about 699RM.
Next month kene beli dah ni.

3. Postnatal Set
Semua pun barang baby, barang mummy satu pun takde beli lagi keh!
Seriously i thought postnatal set ni murah je, sekali...??! RM 360??!
wah, boleh tahan..
tak beli lagi, baru tgk2 je,
people said yg Set Tanamera ni bagus la, ade bengkung semua..
mmm..adekah Anna akan pakai?
mesti pakai ye Anna kalau dah beli!

I have no idea how to berpantang.
Heard its 44days of berpantang.
Certain food you cannot consume and ade pantang larangnya la.
Antara makanan ketika berpantang, mengikut yg saya study la haha~~

-digalakkan mkn ikan segar e.g ikan haruan, elakkan ikan seperti bawal, ikan terubuk, ikan pari, ikan sembilang.
- ulam-ulaman bagus semasa berpantang
-sayur sayuran menjalar, sejuk dan berangin tak boleh dimakan semasa berpantang.
i actually dont have any idea what kind of food im gonna eat then!

4. Mummy bag /diaper bag
yes, bag mmg takde lagi.
bag jalan2, please mummy nak bag cantik walaupun letak diapers je hahahahah, kesian mummy lah keh?
Nak beg ni, tapi tak jumpa kat Malaysia lagi..
nak beli online, lama la plak kan kene tunggu postage dari UK.

xdpt yg ni, beli yg giraffe ni okay gak, hihi cute gile!
From Carters.

dah takle pakai fancy handbag la eh?
tak kisahla, asalkan muat semua mende,
cuma yg malasnya nak pegi carik semua barang2 ni, maybe beli online je la, tunggu sampai kat rumah hehehe senang!

5. Nursing attire
Baju2 nursing and nursing cover, nursing bras semua tak beli lagi.
and mmg sgt pricey la barang2 ni semua,
~~sigh..

wrap from First years ni nampak comfy and senang,
nak carik yg macam ni la~~

Basically,
dah kene prepare physically and mentally dah ni,
insyaAllah semuanya dipermudahkan..amin.
Journey of a lifetime dah nak bermula, Encik Lebah and me kene ready, insyaAllah disenangkan perjalanan menjadi first time parents and dipermudahkan baby membesar dengan sihat sempurna, soleh solehah amin...=)

Harini,
Encik Lebah oncall..
nampak dia stress je tadi, sian Encik Lebah, saya dah tak larat da nak oncall..
badan sgt berat..jalan pun slow jer..
Since pregnant ni ive been doing lots of thinking..
about future.
Are we prepared to leave our baby for 4-5years for master?
...nak jadi psychiatrist/physician, have to sacrifice time with our kids..of course lepas 4-5years if youre lucky, you'll be placed close to each other, tapi what if diletakkan tempat jauh from husband and baby.?
few years lagi kene separated..
by that time, you are nearly 40!
and..can you let your child stay with your parents while you go thru all those study-non-stop days and nights, and thinking about your family everytime..i dont think i can handle that..maybe if berjaya pun, thru hard way sgt sgt! mungkin nanges hari2 teringat Encik Lebah and baby!

you have to ask yourself, one question.
are you willing to go thru all that?
for the sake of becoming specialists/ chasing your dreams..
what are the dreams anyway?
would you want to struggle for about 5years plus and then live happily with quite lots of money with your family if youre lucky, if not you sorg2 there and your husband sorg2 somewhere else,
and by that time, your anak da besar, your 30's dah almost gone.
i seriously dont know.
but im sure doctors have options.
Hidup untuk bekerja, atau bekerja untuk hidup?

Bihun sup for lunch today.
Owh tersangat pedas okay! over chillies hehe~~


p.s....i love you husband.

Where lifetime learning begins..

..besties arrival to Kuala Lipis!
yay! tak sangka 'Aunty Faridah Hanim and Aunty Nurul Amal~ sanggup datang jumpa mummy yg dah tak larat nak berjalan ni~!
Lepas ni insyaAllah if there will be more trips for us, dah kene dukung baby lah keh, amin..=)

Decided to go to Cameron Highlands, as Faridah never been there..ala sian dia~~
Makan strawberries, kulat goreng, broccoli goreng hihi,
Bought capcicum and chillies!
Tea and tea and tea~~

~~us..8months pregnant..alhamdulillah~~
Ya Allah lindungilah kami dan kurniakanlah kami kebahagiaan hidup dunia akhirat, amin..

Faridah and Nurul..
two important people, sama2 mengharungi housemanship in Sibu!
wohohoho it wasnt easy yeah people!
Alhamdulillah we made it!
Medical Officers almost nak masuk 3years dah!
Now Faridah hebat okay in Lawas, Nurul plak in Putrajaya~~
And us in Kuala Lipis,
serving the nation hehehe..

Anyway,
even short trip tapi we berjaya catch up stories~~
Najib dengar je us bla bla bla..hihi,
we used to chit chatting whole night~~ siap order pizza tgh malam..
now dah expecting nih, rasa pelik,
tapi insyallah my baby so lucky to have two kind aunties hehe~~

 

Everytime is tea time!

Strawberries, yay dapat makan strawberries, alhamdulillah..
dapat yg manis2 plak tu,
dan sangat2 murah la Cameron Highlands time bukan cuti sekolah ni, hihi suka =)

Jom babymoon sambil beli sayur?
hihi.
now mmg dah jalan sikit pun tercungap2, slow je mummy jalan keh~~
but encik lebah sgt gentleman..
semua pun tak bagi angkat okay.hihi i love you husband!

~~berjalan sekejap jer, kene nap nap nap..
i cannot imagine nnt term macamana,
dah gained total 8kgs dah since pregnancy..
dan semakin craving for sweets..owh no baby!

Encik Lebah yg mengidam kulat goreng~~ hehe..
Brocolli goreng too!

Some people think, bila dah kawen, dah ade family,
you dont need your galfriends, well they are wrong..
it makes me happy bile dapat share knowledge with new mommies, my fellowship of the rings aka otago gals and of course all friends..=)
Faridah and Nurul nak ikut us pegi Mother baby kids expo at PWTC, nak ambik berkat katanya..hehe

Faridah and my 8months preggy belly~~
well, Faridah still cakap kecik?

Baby mcm tahu jer nak beli barang2 dia kan,
kicking kicking kicking..
at 8months of pregnancy, his kicks are very strong,
boleh buat perut mcm berombak2 and can see him moving inside!
Alhamdulillah~~ i feel like macam ade teman sentiasa, bile sedeh boleh cakap2 dgn baby, nnt dia respond with a kick. or more kicks!
Now i truly understand why some mummies out there, rindu nak pregnant lagi, rindu their big bellies, rindu kepenatan masa preggy, because its truly priceless..
Ya Allah, syukur padamu atas nikmat yg kau berikan untuk kami,
Mohon dipermudahkan semuanya, amin...

Two aunties yg semangat ikut beli barang2 baby..
Bersesak2 di PWTC!
Dapatla grab few things, before tempat tu penuh dengan eager parents~~

Bought Carters baby bips, hooded towels,
dengan swaddleme blanket.
sgt sgt sempitla tempat ni, kene berebut2 dgn other preggy mummies,
but it was fun =)

~~baby washcloths,
baby swaddle blankets, and more bips..
washcloths tu cute jer, soft sgt kain dia..
and murah =)

daddy mmg suka baju baju animal theme nih,
dia pilih kaler hijau muka lion, hihi
tp baju ni mmg besar la,
size overseas, agak2 5-6months pun boleh pakai lagi insyaAllah~~

yg ni pun daddy yg pilih,
dia kata playgym ni cute!
Boleh guna from 0months++
and Nursing pillow tu from Bumblebee, simple jer, corak bear2..
tak sure pass ke tak cane nak pakai nursing pillow ni hehe..

Encik Lebah, rambut dah panjang,
macam lion jgk, hihi so time for haircut!
Sambil tunggu Encik Lebah, mummy dia pun jalan2 sambung carik barang baby~~
boleh save time sikit kan, haha tu excuse je tu!

 ..Bought 2pieces set ni from Mothercare,
cantik2 semua, tp pilih yg sale2 la hehe..
3pieces lengan pendek and matching pants, dgn mittens sekali..sgt comel!

Then, beli bag baby,
mende2 basic seperti hanger baby, hanger bulat gantung socks mittens semua,
and water spray bottle..
enuf for this trip..mummy dah penat nih~~
nnt kene tgk lagi checklist mummy mana2 yg tak beli lagi tu,
almost 80% dah completela, cuma tak basuh2 je lagi,
org kata dah kene ready semua,
tapi mummy tak sempat lg,
nnt la bile nak dekat term sket keh, baru basuh baju baby!

Now, baby semakin besar, almost 1.8kg, alhamdulillah~~
mummy akan semakin besar,
and believe me, mmg ade heartburn lepas makan, kene sit upright 2,3jam baru boleh tido,
lenguh2 satu badan, even tak buat ape2 pun rasa penat..~~
and baby semakin aktif, malam2 pun dah takboleh tido sangat,
so mmg baby nak suro praktis jaga dia ke?

Anyway,
banyakkan berdoa, insyaAllah semuanya dipermudahkan..
mmg sgt takut..risau semua mende, tapi Allah ada..mesti yakin dengan perlindungan dariNya, amin...
Doakan for us and baby keh..=)

p.s September dah nak berlalu!

Road to parenthood~~ craving for turkish kebab...

Mummy craves for Turkish Kebab..
owh no..mana nak carik dekat Lipis of course takde..
Turkish Kebab owh Turkish Kebab..~~
Teringat makan kat Melbourne dengan burung2 yg sibuk nak makan jugak tepi Encik Lebah!

Erm,sedapnya makan kebab tu..drooling alreadyyy..
Anyway burung yg lagi agressive nak curik kebab nih dari Encik Lebah =)

Nak kebab nih pleaseee!
jauhnyaaa Melbourne!
Encik Lebah, i think ade ternampak kebab lebih kurang cam ni kat KLCC~~
tak kisahla asalkan Turkish Kebab haha =P

My my, how youve grown, dari medical student ke medical officer dah 2years, buat IJC 5minit jer, lagi laju dari drill rumah nak gantung pictures~~ hihi,
i see Encik Lebah semakin mature, ermm...semakin chubby sikit hihi tapi dia health conscious jgk sebab dia Medical MO, hhehehe, so hari2 dia naik threadmill, bagus2..=)
You know i love you dear..
May we become good parents to our baby insyaAllah~~

Sydney 2009.
Dont know when we gonna visit Sydney again, maybe with baby insyaAllah, tapi nak survive 10hour-flight tu with lil one, challenging tu!

Anyway, penat2 keje sempat lagi shopping online carik barang2 baby.
Banyak page2 untuk mummy2 beli baju2 gorgeous online and murah~~
Yg available slalu online ialah Carters rompers la, sgt cute design dia, soft and banyak choices untuk baby boy..=)
yeah, our baby finally showed birdie dia masa scan 28weeks tu..sgt clear nampak, hihi..
Hopefully baby grows well keh, tambah berat badan dulu keh inside mummy, amin...=)


I bought yg Carters rompers tu satu set dia dalam 35RM jer..ade matching socks sekali..
and Carters blanket teddy and blue car tu, each about RM 27, online jugak~~
Senang tak payah kluar2 eh~~

      

CK Sleepsuits ni mmg banyak jual kat online, tapi kene cepat, because macam goreng pisang panas, hihi tgk2 dah sold out! Nak tunggu dia restock balik punyalah lama kan, sbb postage from US semua lambat nak sampai~~ 

Haritu balik Kelantan sekejap,
kluar2 beli barang my sis nak masuk UMT, belilah sikit lagi baju baby~~
since org cakap baby kene jgk ade baju lubang2, because Malaysia panas..and our quaters hospital ni we pasang aircon kat bilik je, so living room semua mmg panas la, you'll be all sweaty baby!
So mummy daddy pun pilihla baju2 Anakku, Mickey ngan Cuddles ni,
mmg sgt murah la compares to Mothercare,
material nipis, supaya tak panas~
Beli jgk baby napkin, cotton wool, blanket, and sets of mitten and booties..
Org2 berpengalaman kata, baby kene ade banyak jgk mitten and booties ni awal2 sbb guna banyak..
so baru beli 2.3 sets je la~~

Now kalau jalan2 anywhere, if terjumpa jer barang baby yg xcukup lg, mmg beli la,
coz mummy susah nak kluar selalu,
easily tired, have to go for toilet visit every 5minutes, so penat jgkla nak jalan2 at 8months pregnant ni~
ape2 pun, that means mini miracle inside me is growing, insyaAllah~~

Now dah tak pandang dah, boutique2 ke, Mango ke, Guess ke, handbag ke,..dah switched ke kedai2 lain,
yg tak penah notice wujud pun beofre this!
haha masuk Mothercare, Motherclub, 9months, Modernmum etc. yg prev. nampak sgt boring kedai2 nih..now dah terpaksa masuk la kan..hihi~~

Dah banyak dah boleh tick kat checklist tu, alhamdulillah~~
Mummy at 8months pregnancy ni keje dia nak makan jer!
hihi..masih berselera la, berat pun makin naik,
macamana nak turunkan berat ni after this ey?
Fikir nnt la eh, makan dulu!

Daddy pun lagi suka makan,
sbb mummy asik nak makan sedap2 jer hihi~~
Daddy pun chubby sekali.

agak2 lepas ade baby, boleh lagi ke pegi jalan2 makan2 ni, hihi..harap baby pun suka makan macam parents dia, and tak tantrum2 keh,
mak kata, encik lebah masa kecik baik jer..hihi we'll see keh insyaAllah =)

Anyway,
tgk list tu banyak lagi jgk kene carik,
tapi tinggal barang2 kecik je lagi..
-swaddle blanket
-hospital bag, baby bag, diaper bag
-barut baby
-barang2 mummy, confinement set etc.
-changing mat
-baby tights
-baby carrier tatau nak beli ke tak

kene completekan la, since patutnya org kata dah sedia bag, tapi bag pun takde lagi.
nnt kite carik keh daddy.
Daddy plak bz nak beli katil king,
dia kata mummy asik sakit belakang jer, kene beli katil king yg bagus,
sbb mmg da tak muat da queen bed kite kat rumah tu,
kaki encik lebah kluar2 hihi~~

At Star Mall Mentakab, carik King bed~~
Encik Lebah ni tgkla dia punyala excited nak beli bed =P
kan best kalau beli awal2 lagi, ni dah 8months baru nak beli?
~~

Kene tunggu 2weeks baru bed tu sampai, from Kuantan kot, jauh betul~~
adoi lama jgk!

okies, enuf of writing..
mummy kene makan pulak.
today, masak pasta for lunch, Encik Lebah mmg suka makan pasta la, tapi wife dia boleh masak pasta beberapa jenis jer, hahahah lebih2 tak reti okayyy!

Sit back and relax..
Enjoy your third trimester mummy..
Dont stress out about lil things~~ always keep calm..
banyakkan berdoa..semoga Allah melindungi kami and our lil miracle, insyallah~~

My reading for today~~
sebelum zzzzzz...
Sincerely, i can just tertido in seconds..hihi

Time to go.
Besties coming from Sarawak today,
sanggup dia terbang here, and with my other friend, drive datang lipis nih!
Nak buat macamana, mummy tak larat nak travel jauh2 dah ni~~
Okay jom mengemas rumah!

Picture of the day.
mmm..boleh ke kurus balik camni? ermm....
no comment! hahaha..

p.s right from the start, you were a thief, you stole my heart..and im your willing victim!

Sunny side up~~ checklist barang2 baby?

Checklist.
Should we have checklist?
banyak sgt ke kene beli?
Then my friend FarahHanum aka mummy yg comel to her beautiful daughter, Farah Ruhi, gave me her checklist.
and i was like?? what???!!! why so longggggg listtttt??
babies just small and tiny humans, whyy theeyyy neeeddd sooo manyy thingsss??
hhihi pengsan mummy daddy tgk list panjang macam tu!

Takde pengalaman, so kene dengar input2 mummy2 yg dah melalui,
apparently, mmg betul la checklist tu panjang!
ape ape pun, dalam checklist nombor satu mesti, banyak2 berdoa..=)

Mintak Encik Lebah and our family n friends..doakan baby and mummy sihat sentiasa, dan dipermudahkan segalanya, amin...=)

Back to the checklist,
Encik Lebah tanya, kite taknak beli cot baby ke?
Daddy ni mmg suka beli benda2 besar dulu eh, takde tanya pun baju baby ke bottles ke, terus tanya cot baby!
Tanya kebanyakan kawan2, semuanya tak pakai cot, beli tapi tak pakai..
ade yg betul2 berdisiplin pakai cot,
takut nnt tido himpit baby plak kan..
Encik Lebah macam excited nak beli cot baby nih, so we survey2, rugi tak beli masa kat baby expo kat midvalley june lepas, masa tu murah sgt..
so we chose this one.

bought at Setia City Mall.
cantik2 cot dia~~
Encik Lebah nak assemble dah cot ni, but awal lagi, tunggulah October nnt keh daddy!
And mummy pilih bedding barnyard friends ni, hehe bantal dia cow keh, cute sangat2~~

Material dia sgt lembut and macam nyaman jer la,
tataula baby nak tido ke tak dalam cot ni,
hope dia akan tido lena..insyaAllah amin...=)

Malaysia banyak nyamuk, even mummy kene gigit ngan mosquitos, daddy takde belikan kelambu keh, tapi daddy belikan mosquito net ni for baby cot.
It comes with a stand, so boleh gantung netting ni nnt~~

 
Macam2 jenis mobile for cot type nih,
if parents2 to be pegi tgk2 barang2 ni mmg irresistable punya,
sbb sgt kiyutt!
daddy pilih yg ni sbb cantik and, blue and takpayah pakai battery,
main pasang and pusing screw dia akan kluar lullaby untuk baby tdo insyaAllah~~
baby jgn nanges2 nak tido atas katil mummy daddy keh, katil baby dah cukup besar dah ni!



Lamaze wrist rattles and foot finder tu mmg kemahuan semata2 tu, haha cannot resist, comel sgt!
kene beli jugak.!
ni sape ni nak main ni, mummy ke baby?

Bath tub pulak.
mahal2 rupanya barang baby nih, ingatkan cam murah2 jer,
patutla org pesan simpan duit nnt kene beli barang baby!
We bought this bath tub.

Macam besar gakla.
tapi ringan.
Hopefully senang nak mandikan baby nanti,
since rumah takde sinki cantik yg besar, hehe kalau tak mandi dalam sink je eh?

Sempat pegi the third baby fair, kat Vivahome mall ke ape,
banyak products baby,
but of course, we both mmg clueless yg mana bagus,
tapi for mandian baby nih, nampak cam ramai betul org beli BabyOrganix,
so belila jugak hihi, gentle on baby skin la.
ade head to toe wash, bottle wash, baby detergent and lotion,
masa ni ade sale jgk, so murah sikit jela dari beli kat mall~~


Trial je la dulu eh, tengok baby sesuai ke tak,
harap baby ikut daddy keh,takde allergy2 =)

Banyak jgk dah boleh tick kat checklist yg panjang berjela tu~~
Mummy pun dah penat dah nak gi jalan2,
dah macam miow ni dah,
sikit2 je dah kene baring..!
Kesian je mr husband, ade penah tu, dah dapat dah parking,
mummy penat pulak, ajak balik haha tak beli barang pun!

owh miow, im just like you!
tired all the time~~!
macam nak nap nap nap nap jer. hehe.
tapi sebab dah nak masuk 8months tapi baju baby pun takde beli2 lagi, terpaksala kene pegi carik jgk~
but daddy ni senang je, pilih2 kejap, dah beli terus, haha sbb daddy pun penat kan kan kan..
dok plak kat Lipis, jauh nak gi KL.
Kalau pegi pun sekejap jela, so time is gold yeah people, pilih2 then beli jela terus..
tak larat nak survey2 keh.
my feet hurts!

So so many baju baby kat Mothercare tu, daddy pilih yg panda ni for you baby hahaha!
kiyut la seriesly~~ dengan belang2 nyer, 3piece with baby bip.
tapi mmg besarla.
semua org nasihatkan saya suro beli baju baby size 3-6months, so saya ikutla ni,
agak2 baby lahir nnt insyaAllah boleh pakai lama sikit kan, tak payah pegi shopping banyak2 kali.

Ni hasil tangkapan us that day in Mothercare. 3piece set long sleeve and pants with matching mittens and booties..
material dia mmg sgt2 soft la, tak tebal sgt for Malaysia climate,
ade la dalam 20% discounts.
bile la Mothercare nak buat sale ni??

Sleepsuits ni tutup semua kaki tangan, hihi bungkus gitu~~
yg ni beli size new baby and 0-3months, sbb semua baju lain besar2 belaka..
kene jgk ade yg size kecil kan?
Grooming set tu org kata mmg kene beli,
tapi beranikah kami nak potong nail baby yg sgt kecil tuu?? owh myyy!

Enuf of shopping.
mummy needs some sugar!
alasan eh, nak makan hokey pokey Baskin robbins..~~
actually before this tak penah suka makan aiskrim sgt, but entering third trimester ni, mmg sweet tooth la baby..
kene control keh mummy, sikit2 je keh..hehe..

~~Hari2 mummy macam semakin run out of baju!
semua dah tak muat..
daddy pun cakap, tak sangka Anna boleh jadi chubby camni..
well encik lebah nak cakap, tak sangka Anna dah gemuk camni, kan kan kan sebenanya!
Anyway,
hope mummy2 out there yg lagi clueless,
boleh dapat some ideas, ape barang2 kene beli for baby,
haha walaupun we both also dont really know what we are doing right now, main beli jer,
but its a wonderful feeling..

Semoga Allah protects our little joy and permudahkan segala2nya untuk kami Ya Allah...
Praying for happiness everyday dunia akhirat. amin..

p.s daddys out oncall tonite and mummy cannot sleep.
Sambung this writing later.
tunggu hujan turun..
baru boleh tdo lena~~
Praying for a calm night for daddy.
I love you.