~~The Number One for me..=)

"You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh, oh, number one for me
There's no one in this world that can take your place
Oh, I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile, whenever I'm around you
Now I will try to love you like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me.."

Family.
is truly my top priority.
My family my precious.
No matter who you are, you are nobody without your family.
If others are unhapppy with you, it doesnt matter as long as your family loves you their whole world~~
If others love you, but your family dont, then you are still nobody..
Love your family wholeheartedly..
cherish every moment..
Make them happy =), dear.

I was so touched, my dad sanggup drive from Kelantan dah gelap2, nak buat surprise visit nak tgk me yg preggy nih!
Rasa macam nak nanges je tgk my dad and mom, bawak sgt byk makanan,
segala macam fruits especially buah binjai yg i crave like crazy!
selonggok durian yg sgt sgt sedap,
semata2 nak dinner with me, hubby and baby dalam perut..!
And esoknya pagi2 dah kene balik Kelantan balik..tak sampai beberapa jam je kat rumah~~
Encik Lebah pun cakap.."tgk abah ma sayang sampai jauh2 dtg sekejap je nak tgk anak menantu dia n baby, siap bawak macam2.."
hihi..thats my mom and dad,
unpredictable and suka buat mende2 sweet..=)
Abah, ma..doakan baby and me and Encik Lebah sihat semua and selamat amin...

Ma abah ckp, ..ini barang2 baby dah setengah rumah ni!
Siap belek2 baju baby gelak2 sbb kecik hihi
Semoga Anna and baby selamat semua, insyaAllah ye abah ma =)
Banyak jgk lagi yg kena carik..

1. Wardrobe baby
Nak carik yg kalau boleh jgn besar sgt la, yg macam drawer2 ngan on top tu boleh letak changing mat.

Yela, our quarters ni average jer bilik dia.
Kalau dgn katil king, baby cot lagi, tak surela  muat ke tak if wardrobe baby ni besar2,
so nak carik yg kecik je if larat lagi nak kluar~~ hehe

2.  Breast pump.
yg ni dah lama nak beli, tapi tatau nak beli which one.
of course ramai org cakap, Medela Freestyle is the best, tapi ramai jgk org cakap, sakitla,pakai double pump breasts sakit..tak selesa.
but we need this breast pump, as we plan to breastfeed insyaAllah~~
So maybe Avent Phillips single electric breastpump la kot,
sbb boleh bawak travel tanpa pakai2 sambung wayar semua, boleh pakai battery AA.
and we bought everything pun from Avent so compatible la..

this now about 699RM.
Next month kene beli dah ni.

3. Postnatal Set
Semua pun barang baby, barang mummy satu pun takde beli lagi keh!
Seriously i thought postnatal set ni murah je, sekali...??! RM 360??!
wah, boleh tahan..
tak beli lagi, baru tgk2 je,
people said yg Set Tanamera ni bagus la, ade bengkung semua..
mmm..adekah Anna akan pakai?
mesti pakai ye Anna kalau dah beli!

I have no idea how to berpantang.
Heard its 44days of berpantang.
Certain food you cannot consume and ade pantang larangnya la.
Antara makanan ketika berpantang, mengikut yg saya study la haha~~

-digalakkan mkn ikan segar e.g ikan haruan, elakkan ikan seperti bawal, ikan terubuk, ikan pari, ikan sembilang.
- ulam-ulaman bagus semasa berpantang
-sayur sayuran menjalar, sejuk dan berangin tak boleh dimakan semasa berpantang.
i actually dont have any idea what kind of food im gonna eat then!

4. Mummy bag /diaper bag
yes, bag mmg takde lagi.
bag jalan2, please mummy nak bag cantik walaupun letak diapers je hahahahah, kesian mummy lah keh?
Nak beg ni, tapi tak jumpa kat Malaysia lagi..
nak beli online, lama la plak kan kene tunggu postage dari UK.

xdpt yg ni, beli yg giraffe ni okay gak, hihi cute gile!
From Carters.

dah takle pakai fancy handbag la eh?
tak kisahla, asalkan muat semua mende,
cuma yg malasnya nak pegi carik semua barang2 ni, maybe beli online je la, tunggu sampai kat rumah hehehe senang!

5. Nursing attire
Baju2 nursing and nursing cover, nursing bras semua tak beli lagi.
and mmg sgt pricey la barang2 ni semua,
~~sigh..

wrap from First years ni nampak comfy and senang,
nak carik yg macam ni la~~

Basically,
dah kene prepare physically and mentally dah ni,
insyaAllah semuanya dipermudahkan..amin.
Journey of a lifetime dah nak bermula, Encik Lebah and me kene ready, insyaAllah disenangkan perjalanan menjadi first time parents and dipermudahkan baby membesar dengan sihat sempurna, soleh solehah amin...=)

Harini,
Encik Lebah oncall..
nampak dia stress je tadi, sian Encik Lebah, saya dah tak larat da nak oncall..
badan sgt berat..jalan pun slow jer..
Since pregnant ni ive been doing lots of thinking..
about future.
Are we prepared to leave our baby for 4-5years for master?
...nak jadi psychiatrist/physician, have to sacrifice time with our kids..of course lepas 4-5years if youre lucky, you'll be placed close to each other, tapi what if diletakkan tempat jauh from husband and baby.?
few years lagi kene separated..
by that time, you are nearly 40!
and..can you let your child stay with your parents while you go thru all those study-non-stop days and nights, and thinking about your family everytime..i dont think i can handle that..maybe if berjaya pun, thru hard way sgt sgt! mungkin nanges hari2 teringat Encik Lebah and baby!

you have to ask yourself, one question.
are you willing to go thru all that?
for the sake of becoming specialists/ chasing your dreams..
what are the dreams anyway?
would you want to struggle for about 5years plus and then live happily with quite lots of money with your family if youre lucky, if not you sorg2 there and your husband sorg2 somewhere else,
and by that time, your anak da besar, your 30's dah almost gone.
i seriously dont know.
but im sure doctors have options.
Hidup untuk bekerja, atau bekerja untuk hidup?

Bihun sup for lunch today.
Owh tersangat pedas okay! over chillies hehe~~


p.s....i love you husband.