Counting days...

Its quite difficult to sleep nowadays..
I think, its because my tummy's just so big,sampai turn 10times pun takboleh lena lagi..
and that super comfy king bed with fluffy pillows, pun cannot make me sleep anymore~~
Baby H just dont have room to play around anymore, so everynight baby akan tersgt active from 10pm onwards...=P we'll see dear when you are outside mummy's tummy, pukul berape nak tido eh?  hihi~~
dear baby,
now, this part, we call...the waiting game..=) malam ni ke? besok ke?
hows that contraction feels like?
well, we know lots about childbirth medically, but from experience, still..just could not imagine myself and daddy macamana nnt,
ive been very anxious, boleh ke push? macamana nak push? do i have the energy?
everythings gonna be okay?
anyhow, just remember..Allah sentiasa ada..=)
InsyaAllah..dipermudahkan bersalin dgn selamat, baby selamat tanpa ape2 complications, amin...

Nowadays,
mummy can barely cook, sian daddy asyik makan roasted chicken, grilled fish and anything that can be shoved in the oven jer  hihi..sbb mummy dah takle nak berdiri lama.
but, what makes mummy happy is that, daddy makan abes licin jer semua yg mummy masak hahaha..!
Lapar kot?!

Alhamdulillah..~~ baby now estimated 2.8kg.
Mummy obviously gained about 10-11kg now.
But i still prefer my maternity pants and jeans, haha..compares to long dress..
i think i only wore once maternity dress since pregnancy so far,
to me, its quite uncomfortable to walk in the dress with huge tummy!
and hate it when wind blows directly to me, then rasa mcm dress melekat kat perut hhhihi...
and susah nak jalan!
so survived with pants jer, they have those maternity pouch kat perut yg super comfy!
and you can still wear your normal clothes until youre too big of course hehe..
then, bolehla beli maternity+nursing wear,
jimat sket.
tapi whichever pun, maternity clothes mmg pricey yer mummy2~~!
kalau nak yg selesa la, and quality clothes.
which is super important for preggy ladies, i think, ..=)

we both ni suka sangat berjalan.
now macam tatau nak kemana, haha, sbb mummy kene dok rumah,
dah takle travel sgt.!
tapi still craving macam2.
daddy pun sukala boleh  bawak makan eh..hihi, alasan baby nak makan!

~~daddy gelak tgk gamba sendiri concentrate driving..=)
anyway, im so touched sbb daddy bawak kete slow gile, slalunya mmg laju la hahaha, tapi sbb mummy and baby dalam tummy yg takboleh bumpy road, slow je dia bawak hehehe..tahan sabar eh?

Enjoying our moments of pregnancy.
Insyallah lepas ni, parenthood pulak.
certainly will be challenging..
dengan our job yg hectic like this, i dont know how to imagine.
oncalls lagi.
can we survive this?
can we be normal?

This book mmg best, ajar satu2, siap macamana nak tukar diaper pun ajar.  hihi
How to burp baby, how to hold baby,
Nervousnya! 

Insyallah Allah kurniakan baby yg sihat sempurna, yg senang jaga amin..sbb we both clueless sungguh! hihi..
dont worry, its normal to be clueless for first time parents kan..
Insyaallah semua okay nnt. doa banyak2.

Sempat craving Subway lagi tu,
sbb mmg suka mkn Subway.
dari NZ sampai now.
too bad kat Malaysia ni, Subway takde kat banyak tempat.
if overseas, or kat Singapore la paling dekat, every 15min jalan mesti jumpa satu Subway!

H

Berjaya makan tuna subway 6inch, with cookies subway yg lemau, hihi tu yg suka tu~~alhamdulillah.
Why no subway in Kuala Lipis?
KL ape Kuala Lipis!

Sempat pegi servis "Toothless" our car.. dah due sgt2 dah kene servis,
but what to do, jauh sangat.
3jam plak tu servis, adela dalam 3kali pegi toilet tp toothless tak siap2,hihihi tapi superb coffee la.
Quality time borak2 with Encik Lebah while waiting for our toothless.
Masa nak bayar pun bestla kan,
kalau da servis tip top Toyota ni eh, hadoi!

 
 Baby, nnt bgtau mummy tau bile nak kluar.. mummy takutla.
 You can do this, Anna, insyaAllah.

Bisou Cupcakes, i love you! hihi..
My favourite yg vanilla frosting tu,
sgt sedap okay!
Sweet tooth betul babyH ni~~

tgk bola makan cupcakes la malam td eh.
hihi.

Home.
is where your heart is.
Yes i know its Aussino punya motto keh, haha, tapi mmg home is where your heart is.
Macamana hebatnya your job, your career,
but if youre not at 'home',
you will never be happy..=)

Pursue your happiness.
Appreciate other people.
Appreciate your life.
Because your loved ones are what matter most.
without them, youre nobody.

I love you husband.
Doakan our little one, dear.
Doakan dipermudahkan untuk kita, insyaAllah amin.
you are the best.
ever since the first time i met you in KLIA, about 7years ago..i knew youre the one.
Praying for our happy life and everyone around us,
amin..=)

p.s baby, mummy doakan semuanya okay untuk kita keh sayang..=)

Its October already!

Term.
Alhamdulillah we made it this far, baby..syukur padaMu..
Mummy and daddy dah anxious ni, mummy hari2 mimpi bersalin!
InsyaAllah dengan izinNya, dipermudahkan melahirkan baby and baby sihat sempurna..amin..=)

at 9months,
your body becomes heavier each day, and you get hungry every half an hour,
and you keep thinking about food,
and lots of cravings,
and your movement slows down,
you start having difficulty sleeping~~vivid dreams, your dreams mainly circle around about having baby, giving birth etc.
pernah bangun2 pegang perut check2 hehe..
and backpain, getting more intense, nak tdo kene pusing kiri kanan sampai 2-3jam!
toilet break every 15minutes!
but..Alhamdulillah~~ that means my miracle is growing inside me, insyaAllah.

few trips to IKEA.
we absolutely fall in love with IKEA already, haha too bad jauh from Lipis, if not mesti everyweek nak pegi kan, hehe~~

Bought baby wardrobe,
changing table,
and few boxes, irresistable la, hehe..
and carpet, baby stuff, which suprisingly murah here~~
too bad dah beli cot, kalau tak patut beli kat IKEA ni jer!

semangatnya daddy pasang cot keh..
semalaman baru siap, hihi,
good job daddy!

our room yg dah nak jadi cam nursery insyaAllah..
tapi tak pasang semua lagi,
takut nnt baby excited sgt nak kluar cepat pulak, hehe tunggu mummy basuh baju baby semua keh.
Risau, takut semua ada, tapi kite kene berdoa dan berserah pada Allah,
InsyaAllah semuanya akan selamat, amin..

I gotta eat what i wanna eat now.
haha tak bagus betul!
Mummy nak makan before mummy kene pantang2 keh~~

Tony Romas, the best in town yeah!
Gotta say, lurve the mashed potato!
Encik Lebah makan tak ingat!

Had to go thru busy Kg Baru, just to have this famous nasik lemak antarabangsa~
Encik Lebah bawak saya makan sini dari dating dulu sampai dah preggy!
hihi, tu yg craving tu~~ =P

Alhamdulillah,
raya jugak tahun ni,
walaupun im so huge right now, tapi Encik Lebah sanggup riba lagi la hahahaha..terpaksa eh??
Anyway, dapat makan lemang abah, tapai yg saya sgt suka hihi, siap tak bagik org lain makan!
Wonderful Hari Raya Aidiladha, walaupun indoor je, nak buat cane, tak larat dah ni..heheh..
larat makan je!

Birthday prompt trip, 19.10.13.
29year old, Gravida1 Para0, insyaAllah, Para 1 in few weeks, amin..
wah ni dah kire cm late primigravida ni, hehe~
org lain 29year old dah 3anak dah kot,
takpe, bersyukur pada nikmat Allah bagi..=)
Went for makan2 again this time, makan BBQ chicken, sgt sedap, alhamdulillah~~
hilang craving mummy!

Encik lebah excited jer melayan saya, hihi
cuma kesian tgk dia kene bawak brg2, kene tunggu saya yg asyik nak pegi toilet!
Thats a husband..=) auww..hihi

Daddy and mummy, 9months pregnant, alhamdulillah..=)
tummy hilang dalam baju zebra ni,
hehe..
Encik Lebah hadiahkan me, this black bag,
erm, nak masukkan diaper baby semua dalam ni eh lepas ni? hihi..
Jadi diaper bag baby'H' plak nnt!

Alalalala..sian daddy dah penat,
celebrate birthday girl hihi, activity makan jer, Hokey Pokey Baskin Robbins, sushi and last last baby 'H' pun kicking2 suro tido plak eh~~
daddy yg tido dulu!

Last minute shopping, sbb ade lg barang penting tak beli,
Breastpump!
lepas ni, dah takle jalan2 lagi,
dah term~~
Bought this avent single electric breast pump, and dapat Clevasleep ni freegift!
awesome!



Set postnatal ni finally beli jgk, my mum yg suro beli..
dia kata kene jaga diri masa pantang,
back to shape katanya,
wow...bolehkah saya?

Anna,
awak kene guna semua mende ni yer!
please be rajin! hehehe..motivate diri sendiri yeah..
Nursing bras ni must-have,
bought from Autumnz, sgt sgt selesa,
recommended to mummy2 yeah~~

Sempat lagi beli blanket baby and cute baby bodysuit ni hehe,
temptingla baju diorg ni,
what to do..

Mothercare jarang buat sale, so 20% plus member punya discounts tu kire okay dah tu,
hihi, so grab few pieces.
checklist baby dah tick tick tick.
fuh penat nak completekan mende2 ni,
nampak je baby ni kecik,tapi brg2 dia banyak, for first time mummy lagila pening!
ape2 pun, beli untuk keperluan keh mummy2!

Baju baby mummy dah basuh handwash okay,
fuh backpain,
tapi tula, sayang takut ruin nnt if basuh pakai washing machine,
tapi yg i bought banyak yg bole basuh pakai washing machine, cuma rajin terlebih jer ni hehehe..

Lipat2, masuk dalam beg baby ni,
harap cukupla ape yg mummy pack ni,
hehe actually clueless je nak pack ape! tapi pack jela, barang2 essentials, seperti baju2 baby, blanket, toiletteris, mitten booties, napkin, barang2 mummy sikit..
satu bag je ni, bag disponsor oleh Aunty Faridah Hanim dari Sarawak lagi tu, hihi tq Fari!




We both getting nervous..
Each day..
are we ready to become parents?
well, we will never be ready!
just pray to Allah, InsyaAllah, dipermudahkan kedatangan our first cahaya mata ni, amin..=)

Encik Lebah panggil saya preggy Zebra!
hihi, love you husband..=)
lepas ni masak untuk saya keh,
insyaAllah dukung2 baby keh lepas ni, jgn ingat macam anak miow plak tau hihi..
Thank you Allah, thank you encik hubby, youre the best!

p.s praying mini miracle growing well inside me insyaAllah amin..
mummy and daddy love you so much =)

~~The Number One for me..=)

"You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh, oh, number one for me
There's no one in this world that can take your place
Oh, I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted, ooh
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile, whenever I'm around you
Now I will try to love you like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me.."

Family.
is truly my top priority.
My family my precious.
No matter who you are, you are nobody without your family.
If others are unhapppy with you, it doesnt matter as long as your family loves you their whole world~~
If others love you, but your family dont, then you are still nobody..
Love your family wholeheartedly..
cherish every moment..
Make them happy =), dear.

I was so touched, my dad sanggup drive from Kelantan dah gelap2, nak buat surprise visit nak tgk me yg preggy nih!
Rasa macam nak nanges je tgk my dad and mom, bawak sgt byk makanan,
segala macam fruits especially buah binjai yg i crave like crazy!
selonggok durian yg sgt sgt sedap,
semata2 nak dinner with me, hubby and baby dalam perut..!
And esoknya pagi2 dah kene balik Kelantan balik..tak sampai beberapa jam je kat rumah~~
Encik Lebah pun cakap.."tgk abah ma sayang sampai jauh2 dtg sekejap je nak tgk anak menantu dia n baby, siap bawak macam2.."
hihi..thats my mom and dad,
unpredictable and suka buat mende2 sweet..=)
Abah, ma..doakan baby and me and Encik Lebah sihat semua and selamat amin...

Ma abah ckp, ..ini barang2 baby dah setengah rumah ni!
Siap belek2 baju baby gelak2 sbb kecik hihi
Semoga Anna and baby selamat semua, insyaAllah ye abah ma =)
Banyak jgk lagi yg kena carik..

1. Wardrobe baby
Nak carik yg kalau boleh jgn besar sgt la, yg macam drawer2 ngan on top tu boleh letak changing mat.

Yela, our quarters ni average jer bilik dia.
Kalau dgn katil king, baby cot lagi, tak surela  muat ke tak if wardrobe baby ni besar2,
so nak carik yg kecik je if larat lagi nak kluar~~ hehe

2.  Breast pump.
yg ni dah lama nak beli, tapi tatau nak beli which one.
of course ramai org cakap, Medela Freestyle is the best, tapi ramai jgk org cakap, sakitla,pakai double pump breasts sakit..tak selesa.
but we need this breast pump, as we plan to breastfeed insyaAllah~~
So maybe Avent Phillips single electric breastpump la kot,
sbb boleh bawak travel tanpa pakai2 sambung wayar semua, boleh pakai battery AA.
and we bought everything pun from Avent so compatible la..

this now about 699RM.
Next month kene beli dah ni.

3. Postnatal Set
Semua pun barang baby, barang mummy satu pun takde beli lagi keh!
Seriously i thought postnatal set ni murah je, sekali...??! RM 360??!
wah, boleh tahan..
tak beli lagi, baru tgk2 je,
people said yg Set Tanamera ni bagus la, ade bengkung semua..
mmm..adekah Anna akan pakai?
mesti pakai ye Anna kalau dah beli!

I have no idea how to berpantang.
Heard its 44days of berpantang.
Certain food you cannot consume and ade pantang larangnya la.
Antara makanan ketika berpantang, mengikut yg saya study la haha~~

-digalakkan mkn ikan segar e.g ikan haruan, elakkan ikan seperti bawal, ikan terubuk, ikan pari, ikan sembilang.
- ulam-ulaman bagus semasa berpantang
-sayur sayuran menjalar, sejuk dan berangin tak boleh dimakan semasa berpantang.
i actually dont have any idea what kind of food im gonna eat then!

4. Mummy bag /diaper bag
yes, bag mmg takde lagi.
bag jalan2, please mummy nak bag cantik walaupun letak diapers je hahahahah, kesian mummy lah keh?
Nak beg ni, tapi tak jumpa kat Malaysia lagi..
nak beli online, lama la plak kan kene tunggu postage dari UK.

xdpt yg ni, beli yg giraffe ni okay gak, hihi cute gile!
From Carters.

dah takle pakai fancy handbag la eh?
tak kisahla, asalkan muat semua mende,
cuma yg malasnya nak pegi carik semua barang2 ni, maybe beli online je la, tunggu sampai kat rumah hehehe senang!

5. Nursing attire
Baju2 nursing and nursing cover, nursing bras semua tak beli lagi.
and mmg sgt pricey la barang2 ni semua,
~~sigh..

wrap from First years ni nampak comfy and senang,
nak carik yg macam ni la~~

Basically,
dah kene prepare physically and mentally dah ni,
insyaAllah semuanya dipermudahkan..amin.
Journey of a lifetime dah nak bermula, Encik Lebah and me kene ready, insyaAllah disenangkan perjalanan menjadi first time parents and dipermudahkan baby membesar dengan sihat sempurna, soleh solehah amin...=)

Harini,
Encik Lebah oncall..
nampak dia stress je tadi, sian Encik Lebah, saya dah tak larat da nak oncall..
badan sgt berat..jalan pun slow jer..
Since pregnant ni ive been doing lots of thinking..
about future.
Are we prepared to leave our baby for 4-5years for master?
...nak jadi psychiatrist/physician, have to sacrifice time with our kids..of course lepas 4-5years if youre lucky, you'll be placed close to each other, tapi what if diletakkan tempat jauh from husband and baby.?
few years lagi kene separated..
by that time, you are nearly 40!
and..can you let your child stay with your parents while you go thru all those study-non-stop days and nights, and thinking about your family everytime..i dont think i can handle that..maybe if berjaya pun, thru hard way sgt sgt! mungkin nanges hari2 teringat Encik Lebah and baby!

you have to ask yourself, one question.
are you willing to go thru all that?
for the sake of becoming specialists/ chasing your dreams..
what are the dreams anyway?
would you want to struggle for about 5years plus and then live happily with quite lots of money with your family if youre lucky, if not you sorg2 there and your husband sorg2 somewhere else,
and by that time, your anak da besar, your 30's dah almost gone.
i seriously dont know.
but im sure doctors have options.
Hidup untuk bekerja, atau bekerja untuk hidup?

Bihun sup for lunch today.
Owh tersangat pedas okay! over chillies hehe~~


p.s....i love you husband.