Entry RINDU

Rindu.How can i define rindu.Susah nak describe rindu. RINDU mmm rasa dia macam rindu.haha.rindu ni rasanya,rasa yg kite wish org tu ade with us now..and have good time with us. Rindu nih one of perasaan yg selalu dtg la,. mungkin hari2 hehehe.rindu ni selalu dtg bile happy and bile sedeh. or bile org treat kite badly,kite akan rindu org2 yg buat kite gembira.kan kan.Org yg kite rindu,sometimes tahu yg kite rindu diorg, sometimes diorg takde clue pun yg kite sgtla rindu diorg.tp usually org yg kite rindu tu,can tell yg kite rindu diorg, bile kite mmg tunjukkan yg kite rindu rindu rindu.byknya perkataan rindu,tp entry ni mmg tajuk dia rindu heheheh =P
Sekarang ni,ye, saya rindukan sorg tu.hihihi ye ye baiklah,saya rindu En.Najib hihi.Rindu saya makan2 kat restaurant,order dua tiga empat menu sampai pakcik kedai pun pelik,padahal makan dua org je.kesian En.Najib abeskan semua.pastu rindu times saya main2 miow miow kat rumah and everywhere, sampai En.Najib rasa saya lebih interested kepada miow haha ye ke.Kesimpulannye,saya rasa macam lamanyeeee jauhnyaaaaa...hihi (kompem zen ngan nuha muntah muntah niiii) ye ye baiklahhhhhh
Saya sungguh rindu ZEN,NUHA,semua semua kat Drummond Street..huhu huwaaaaa nak nangesssss...rindu zen la tempat aku mengadu kesedihan,kerisauan dan kegumbiraan hari2.berlatih2 nak VIVA with Zen and wani..huwaaaa..hari2 masak2 makan sesamaaa...seriess rinduunyaaaaa...huhu.rindu makan Nandos..saya sanggup lari dari ward nak pegi makan Nandos dgn zen huhu.rinduunyaaaa.rindu rumahhhh...rindu hari2 main SIMS ngan Nuha..dunia SIMS ngan nuha,anak2 ku..suamiku,...huwaa nak nanges ni Nuha.pastu Nuha selalu euphoric pastu happy happy pelik hahahha,rindu aku nak buat analysis..kesimpulannya rinduuuuu..=(
Rindu my BED.susah nak berpisah ngan bed ni,walaupun jauh tinggal for elective ni,punyalah sayang bed sampai tak bg org rent..ye saya mmg takboley berpisah ngan bed saya..my room..my sweet room..rasa macam nak balik and baring kat bed tgk stars kat my ceilinggg tuuuu...huwaaaa...writing this makes me really nak balik Wellingtonnnn....tolonggggg...Saya rindu family saya.Aida Mira,Faris abah mama..adakah anda merindui ku.hihi tah pape tah tau,mestila diorg rinduuuu...(ye ke ni???) how i wish diorg dtg here,and boley tgk this beautiful autumn kat south island nii...rindunya dok kat rumah..rasa macam young.young and safe...huhuhuhu and secure.Miss you dad..mumm...=(
Kenape kite ade perasaan rindu...kite ade perasaan rindu supaya kite appreciate semua,ape yg kite ade,ape yg kite go thru,org yg kite sayang,org yg kite close dengan..org org sekeliling kite..sbb it would be lovely when org pun rindu kite..and wish kite ade with them now...=) =)
P/S: I miss you...

~~Kehidupan Nomad

Saturday, 17th May 2008, bermulalah our kehidupan Nomad. Naik Interislander to cross to Picton. Pening jugak dalam tu, rasa macam menari2 atas air…nasib baik zen punya Sealegs (ubat mabuk) hhihi kicked in. tp punyala takut pening sampai tanak amik pictures. So not me. =P Then, arrived kat Picton. Sangat sangat cantik permandangan. Ha yg ni amik gamba hihihi.

Baby Grover yg kene strangled by seat belt!

Picton, South Island~~ enjoying the astonishing view

First rumah that we crashed was rumah Azza. Spent a night kat Newham Terrace, Riccarton. Azza pun bawakla pegi this restaurant. I cant remember now on top of my head. Tp restaurant ni vegetarian. So mmg ingat macam boring, sekali sangat interesting! Everything made of tofu. Macam2 menu tp sebenanya made of tofu. Unique2. So berpuas hatila malam tu with that dinner hehehe. Jumpa pulak Abu, Wan Hisham, Amad, and Aizuddin. Ada ke En.Abu cakap saya sangat lain. Ape yg lainnye tatau la eh,makin tembam! Tunggu punya tunggu, da nak abes da makan, baru la Cikhens sampaiiii. Unai mmg lambat abes la. Cikhensss..rinduuunyaaaaa! takpe takpe,nnt kite catch up panjang super panjang hehe.Then balik rumah, Azza bercerita2 sampai kol 12.30 mlm. Tido ramai2 kat living room..=) Macam dulu dulu…
Tomorrow morningnya, we were suppose to continue our journey to dunny early morning,but it ended up at noon haha. Sebab tibe2 semua org layan Shortland Street kat TV! Mmm ni from Udeq la ni! Anyway, after berenti kat Timaru and makan McDonald Filet-O-Fish, semua org like sleepy heads..trying to keep our eyes wide open =P Hamzah plak, Hamzah ni kereta melor and wani, hihi si hamzah ni kaset dia rosak.so mmg terpaksa guna kaset natural heheh iaitu our suara. Sampai bukak laptop dalam kereta nyanyi2 supaya Mel tak fall asleep hihihi..that was beyond fun!
Sampai kat Dunedin, dah senja (lamanye tak guna word Senja ni). Kakok buat makan2 kat rumah dia..sekali sgt sgt ramaiii orggg..dahla our face semua cam nak pegi straight to bed je,sekali beramah mesra time pulak..=P Cash ade, Hatimi pun ade. Yg lain mmg tak kenal la..mmm tuanya kami! Byk sgt makan that night..sampai sambung esok pagi pun tak abes lagi..
Esoknya, kami berpindah ke rumah Teh. 3years tak jumpa Teh! Really glad to finally meet her, and we gonna stay at her place for 2weeks, how awesome is that hehehe. Seeing Teh pregnant, glowing and pregnant hihi rasa macam series lama betul da dok kat NZ ni.sampai Teh da nak ade babyy okay..hihi dulu kite 18 je teh hehe. And sgt excited dpt rasa baby Teh kick kick, series rasa kuat betul..and Teh insy dapat a son this coming August..siap da ade nama lagi tu,I like it..Faliq Daniel..i like that name Faliq..macam hensem je hihihi.Dok ngan Teh, ape lagi,sedap betul masak..isteri org kan hehe..ni cikgu memasak saya ni tauu,jangan main2!

Masakan pertama di kitchen org hehe rindu rumahhh!

Semua org ajak pegi rumah masing2..hehe kene buat appointment ni! One petang ni we all went for bowling ngan Kelab Umno Dunedin. Seriesla diorg ni friendlyyy. Baru kenal berapa hari tapi macam da kenal lama sgtttt..feels like home..mmg ni la org2 Dunedin! Sgt friendly and bersungguh2 layan kami. Thumbs up you guys!

Ten Pin Bowling, Kaikora Valley, Dunedin~ ~

Team girls (Me, Mel, Kakok) and boys (Cash, Faizal and Syed)..mula mula kami sgt stars..lepas tu abes energyyy terusss..diorg plak menanggg..mana aci tau, diameter biceps muscle tak sama..hihi alasan eh =P Had a great time that evening! Mel macam nak ajak pegi main bowling lagi sekali je,hhihi mel addicted eh~~
Another 5weeks to go..lamanya..miss Zen, Nuha, Wani, Fara, Jenny, Mun, Min…rindu ade sorg tuuu..huhuhu..=(

Dreaming Day!

I was struggling to finish my psychiatric formulation when Nuha came with Farah and started to wonder around my place looking very hungryy! hahaha! Well,Farah, caught red handed la, i saw your eyes wildly scanning the kitchen! Then Nuha initiated this 'dreaming' conversation.

HOW WE PICTURE OURSELVES WHEN WE ARE 50!

Uderque: "aku picture aku da dapat cucu! and aku mungkin da jadi consultant masa tu or mungkin tak jugak. And aku ade kandang kambing sendiri kat Kuala Pilah!"
hahaha..kambing sendiri tuuuu,bagus bagus perancangan hehe.
Tapi uderque, di manakah husband anda! hahahaha,tergelak uderque tadi~~
kambing ni ke,cantik nii!!

Zen: " aku masa ni dah jadi ketua department ke pengarah hospital ke. aku ade rumah banglo besar gile, kereta sebijik. aku mungkin dapat Dato' da kot masa ni"
fuhhh! this is soooo soooo zen! from dalam SIMS sampai real life,hihi memangg zen! kalau dalam SIMS tu,sape2 kawen dgn anak2 keturunan Zen,mmgggg beruntung,duit bermillion million! hihihi bagus org macam Zen ni,boleyylaaa belanja saya =P

Nuha: " aku picture diri aku kat luar hospital. aku mungkin keje kat klinik ibu dan anak ke. and aku suka buat mende sendiri, so aku nak ade klinik sendiri. tp aku rasa susah jugak"
Memang susah Nuha! tp takpe, aim itu penting.klinik ibu dan anak...hihi bapak tak boley pegiii keeee??

Anna: " aku rasa aku masa ni, jadi pensyarah budak2 medic kot, and ade tiga anak hihihi. dan yg pastinya aku insy keje kat luar hospitall...sebab sungguh stresssss dlm hospital,so klinik2 kesihatan la tempat akuuu"
Ye,saya sungguh stress dalam hospital.hihi so im thinking of medicine outside hospital. so community medicine. jadi family medicine specialist. hehe amin.boley la korg semua dtg eh,discount discount! ade free goody bag lagi kot hahaa!

Dreaming day..suka dreaming.i love to dream. everyday pun dream..byk sgt dreams..its good to dream, then you work to get your dreams come true..=)
p/s: Zen,Uderque, Nuha..nnt when kite 50,rasa rasa kite ingat lagi tak conversation ni? =) =)

Expectation

People are full with expectation. Expectation from self, from family, from loved one, from friends, from teachers, from people around you..from people who are not around you, from people who know you and and people who dont know you..

Since I was a kid, I can remember my teachers expected us in 6Mawar to score UPSR 4As..siang malam buat extra classes for us, siap belikan buku latihan macam2 jenis, nak encourage us to study! Teringat one day tu exams mid sem i think, i was unwell..so i did not do so well in my maths. And the teacher was like.."En.Mohamad, saya rasa Farhana ni mungkin ade impact la mama dia pegi belaja, dia sekarang da tak score sgt.." owh my gosh, bersabarla cikguu, demam masa tu kan..uish uish,=p tapi yeah, that time i sort of have this phase where i was a bit numb..macam in my own imaginary world kot..sbb my mum further study in nursing for 3years,chewah rindu la tu eh hihi.ingat abah hari2 goreng telur mata kerbauu jeee!

Kat STF plak, macam2 expectation. "serikandi bla bla..kene ada sahsiah,kena buat anjakan paradigma" i remember all this. hihi i was so rebellious. This part of my life called..DEGIL. hhihi teenagers la kan.semua org expect us to be good, bersahsiah and rarara..but yes, that bebelan actually masuk jugak in my mind..hehe.All the teachers expected us to score score score. " awak kene dapat A1,kalau tak awak bukan anak murid saya!" fuh,this kata kata has led me to migraine masa ni.first time dapat migraine.ketar ketar tu tgn masa trial addmaths SBP, sbb dapat 79 which was A2! adoi dasyatnya expectation,cikgu cikgu,tp saya berterima kasih hehehe..

Then, masa matriks, hehe mmg takde expectation sgt! hihi mmg bersuka sukaaaa jeee laaaaaa...alahai rindu sab and nini! teman sepermainan. Makan nasik lemak sampai berbungkus2 sekali beli,punyalaaaa laparrr! and KMPP was just like heaven. everything ade. sampai kedai handphone pun adeee okayyyy ehehehehe =)

NOW...hmmm sighhh..extra extra extra punya expectation.from dalam rumah till balik rumah. everyday full with expectation from people..being a doctor well not yet, seriously susah nak describe..semua mende org expect you know.and that people forget, that this is a learning process..i cant be supergenius in one day! but i also cant be pessimist,can I? Yeah, its hard people,its harder than it looks! But how hard it is, i wont give up, i wont surrender..i'll learn and learn and hopefully Allah will permudahkan this journey,insyaallah~~~
Gambate my friends =)

Closer to me~~ Part Two!

These are my wonderful lil sisters upstairs..mula mula,i cant even remember which is which hihi, sbb yeah you guys know me,im teribble at names..sampaila lama2 rasa macam eh best pulak budak2 ni hheheheh,elelelele suka la tu suka la tuuu! Anyway, today im gonna write about Farah, Mun, Jenny and Yasmin! these four cute little kiddies hihihi macam diri sendiri tak kiddyy jeeee =P

Anyway, this is Farah Hanum Md.Zohri a.k.a Farah!

She has such a pretty name. I realized it the first day i know her name. I even used it to namakan my kids dalam SIMS,hahaha,see how obsess i am with your name farah! Anyway, orgnya pretty as her name.Farah ni ade obsession with her awesome camera, and semua mende akan dicapture,and masalahnya mmg lawa pun gamba dia hihihi! Farah,nnt my engagement ke, dtgla eh,photographer free,miow miow boley tak =P. Anyway, this girl is soooo kind. Seriesly, she is one type of person yg help people, help all people! Seriesla semua org dia tolong! So impressive! And she is one important person for WMSO, kesimpulannya important person untuk semua org la,kesimpulannya saya akan describe dia in one word as IMPORTANT! Her phone keeps on ringing and beeping, since first day i met her.Gosh! I had great fun with her in summer and we are still having fun! This lady pun mmg candidate la for promotion,hihih kepada anda2 di luar, she's worth it okayy! Sila ambik number phone saya untuk keterangan lanjut =) haha.

Girl number two is Jenny (bukan nama sebenar)

PERHATIAN: Jenny is the girl with that pink baju kurung

Jenny is a cute petite little girl from Kelantan. Though she may look that small, but she has wow, that voice! hahaha. She lovesss to laugh,and laugh and laugh! Well, its funny when she giggles, it sounds like a mice! hahahaha! About her, i think the way she express herself, really interesting. I tell you what, if you tell story to her, you can basically identify the emotions she is expressing. Her face mmg actively changing according to appropriate emotions at times you tell her the story..(okay saya mmg ade obsession with psychiatric at the moment!)Kire kalau sape2 tak faham macamana nak tgk expression muka bile dgr cerita sedeh,happy,lawak,menakutkan,cemas dan sebagainya,sila tgk muka jenny bile die dgr cerita org hihi! Jenny nih mmg menghiburkanla,dgr dia gelak pun da terhibur,no need to know the storyy! I would wanna describe her as HAPPY-GO-LUCKY~~Love you girl!

Fhewittt Cik Yasmin a.k.a Min!

Seriesla ni my favourite picture haha skarang pun tgh gelak ni!

Min. A girl that doesnt eat chicken or meat! bygkan,berjaya she lives with us yg vigorous meat eater ni hihi! Thing that impressed me most about Min is her talent. Not only she is gorgeous herself, but she is way too talented! Go to her room and see for your self! She paints gorgeous paintings and priceless artwork, da ade terjual 450NZD tuuu! I am not surprised if one day she has her own gallery! I wish i have that talent..alahai nak lukis gambar jantung pun tak pass,ape la anna! hahaha.Well, she actually a good cook, kalau dok with her, fuh hari2 makan seafood! haha, tp mestila its finger lickin' good punya recipes~~ Loves being around her,and of course, i describe her in one word as TALENTED! Tapi kan, walaupon dia talented, she is not one yg macam diamm jeee,dok dalam bilik painting like crazy haha,she is outgoing and enjoys making people laugh. Dgr her voice pun da boley gelak2 da,takde org lain da suara macam tu!

The last one, Munirah Nasir a.k.a Mun~~

Sila abaikan the other two girls,you are looking at that girl in green!

If i have thousand words to describe Mun, i would certainly pick this word: SOFT

She is just like what the in laws would want their menantu be. Dahla suka senyumm,lembutt jeee,cakap pun lembut,jalan pun lembut, kire semua mende lembut la,tu yg pilih SOFT tu. Mmg sesuai la jadi pilihan semua2 makcik2 di luar sana,eh takle2,sorg je ehhehehe. Mun ni kiyut macam doraemon,sungguh comel! But she doesnt have that pocket la~~ Mun mun, sukaaa curik my bear bear,saya rasa la dia suka sgt bear bear..which relates to being SOFT as well..allalalaa..comelnyaaaa! Eh kenape saya puji Mun sgt sgt ni,tp masalahnya mmg betul.Ni tgh fikir ni ape mende lagi yg tak lembut ngan cik Mun ni in my eyesss..erghhhh cant think of anythinggg!

p/s: Mun saya nak ice cream vanilla with strawberry on side,not on the top hehehe.

Okayy,closer to me part three takde okayyy hihi warning warning!