Working with elderly made me realize how short our lives are..now we are 23,in 10 years we gonna be 33,then 60 then 70,then 80..thats only if we make it that far...life is very short..
In my ward, the youngest at the moment pun 80,and seriesly behaving like a child..no,not like a child, even child do know things a lot.Children know quite a lot,what to do,and what not to do.Demented patients..macam completely lost,sgt sgt lost.macam 'walking dead'..pakcik tu siap masuk dalam doctors office,and stripped..pastu tiba2 worried,asked me to shut all doors sbb ada cows and horses nak kejar kitorg..gosh..so amazing macamana how brain controls behaviour,macamana brain can tell you to do what appropriate at what time and what situations..subhanallah..bila macam ni,rasa macam a lil bit scared..i wonder about myself..when im old..hope Allah berikan good health and happy life with loved ones..aminnn..=)
Pastu,keje sorg2 kat ward sebab junior doctors strike..lagila buat me open my eyes..i can see many kinds of people.Ade org yg worry about everything.every little thing makes makcik ni worry and anxious.sampai bangun duduk more than 10times dalam satu minute..dah tu makcik tarik tangan saya jeeee..saya nak menulis notes pun tak berjayaaaa hihi makcik makcik.
Yg menyanyi plak,mula2 tersenyum jgk,tp when i heard Mrs.X sing almost every word that i used when i asked her questions..that was a lil bit spooky hahaha..mm and bila she sang 'everybody needs to be happy..we are happy people..happy happy happyyy'..gosh,i can see how unhappy she is..
Although psychiatric ward i thought a lil bit too much for me, but i learned a lot..life is precious..way too precious to waste..every moment is priceless..ye encik lebah,every moment is priceless..=) =) you told me this..
p/s..i love you..=)
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