Please stop smoking!

Semalam abah mengajar amira buat keje skolah.dia telah lean dkt his right side.tiba2 rasa macam chest pain.He described the pain as not stabbing, not crushing, not heavy, not tight but painful. The location of the pain was left side (kire heart area la) but not radiating to anywhere. No associated SOB,palpitations,sweating or any other symptoms. Pain was not exacerbated by taking deep breath or cough. He tried to move around but still feel the pain. After less than 10minutes,the pain was gone. It was not an agonizing type of pain, but just pain. Never had that kind of chest pain before.Never had any history of chest pain ever. He has no history of hypertension, BP always been 130-140 ish. No diabetes. But he has a strong family history of heart problem (this really worries me).So we made my dad go and see a doctor. An ECG showed normal sinus rhythm, no obvious changes. But there was ST elevation kat lead I doctor tu cakap suggesting probable early repolarization, nothing serious. But there was right ventricular (right heart) conduction delay.Otherwise, fine. Alhamdulillah. But yeahh it still is a reminder.
My dad pun tanya so ape nak buat. So bgtau la dia kene maintain normal BP, eat low cholesterol food, more fibre, vegetables, do some exerciseeee and pleaseee STOP SMOKING!
Alhamdulillah takde ape2 pun yg warrant heart disease, but this smoking thing plays major role. First time i saw my dad tak smoke after makan lunch tadi. i hope lepas ni he will gradually kurangkan.well mmg da kurang da pun, he smokes like 4ciggarettes per day, sometimes 3. so i hope lepas ni, he will stop.
I pray he will always be in good health, and jauhkan lah from any health problems..insyaallah amin..=) kawan kawan doakan juga ye. Insyaallah takde ape.
Abah saya sayang kamuuuuu! Silala Stop Smoking!

Sunshine thru my window =)

Finally sampai rumah.Selepas ujian independent selama 2hariii!!!hahahaha.Saya telah pergi ke rumah Jihan,sampai kol 11 okay,3kali flight delayed.dlm taxi tu pakcik taxi nih fuh ade ke dia cakap saya macam pelakon citer Hindi hahahahahahahaahahahahaha sungguh tidak terkata lawaknyaaaa! saya tanakkk saya tanakk pakcikkk,saya nak jadi org melayuuu!!! pastu dia telah mengoffer untuk mengambil saya di Princeton Apartment tu esok paginya nak hanta gi airport,cehh hihihi. So esoknya dia gi amik kol 10,pastu bg discount gile byk for taxi fares tu,pastu service sampai angkat brg saya amik trolley,hanta sampai kat tmpat nak pegi check in tuu.so worth it eyy hahahah!
Pastu terkial2 ramai gile org kat airport tu,salah masuk line beratur plak daaaa! tetibe ade sorg mamat melayu ni,pegi dkt saya pastu cakap " ADIK, adik salah ni kot,adik nak fly pegi KB kan,kene masuk line transit ni rasanya" chewahhhh,ADIKK tuuuu,mudanyaa sayaaa!!!! padahal bila tgk tgk,kekawan dia tu,and dia sekali,confirm junior junior saya!!! hahahahha saya sungguh sukaa! bagila awet muda sampai tua tua hehhehe aminnn
Dalam plane pulak,duduk la 22J.aisle seat.tengah2,takde sape dok sebelah,sepanjang 5seat tu ade me and sorg laki yg dok the other end.tengok2,eh macam kenal je mamat ni.lamaa ffikir2 tu,mamat tu tgk and cakap,hai! pastuuuuu saya baru realizeee dia adelah my PATIENTTTTTT!
nak balik Taiwan! sungguh ackwardd okayyyyy.byk2 org ade ke dok dkt patient selama 11jam!!
Tgk2 movie cerita Run Fat Boy Run,best gile citer niiii,pastu tgk Over Her Dead Body,Shutter, lupa dah satu lagi cerita Owen Wilson and tgk citer Korea ni satu.pastu mata da merah2,tido nganga2 tuuuu,haahaha.makan makan makan.tiba2 da sampai KL.strangely tak panas kat KL.jalan2 cari Najib..hihi jumpa la encik lebah ni,dah kurus sket da si dia ni..bawak this gorgeous red roses..dahla saya memakai gelang merah,kasut merah,tibe2 matching plakkk hihihii! im so touched..thank you encik lebah =) =) saya telah menjadi monster makan 12 nuggets, 4cheesy wedges, half Zinger burger encik lebah saya makan jugeee! ahahhaha,penat angkat beg sorg okayyy!
Sampai Kelantan, mama abah amira faris cakapp saya kurusssss!! yes yes yeesss!!!! hahhahaha.amira bg saya present..owh sayaa sungguh terharu,terus peluk2 miraaa...malam tu cerita2 sampai kol 3pagi hihi pastu tidoooooo...tido senyummmm =) =)
I love youuu...=) =)

p/s: Miow saya Tulip sangatt comelll...sooo tinyyyyyyy but soo adorableeeeeeeeeeee!

Untitled~~

Malaysia+red roses+family+encik lebah+miows+KFC+presents+holiday+smiles+home=HAPPY

Berjalan jalan bersama Melor

Last Monday, i got that day off.I vote my supervisor as the best supervisor ever,ahaahhaha,asyik nak bagik cutii jeeee! Anyway,sesiapa nak cuti lebih,sila buat elective diabetes! So that day, i thought im gonna have to go to town by myself..you know this whole "independent-wanna-be" thing going on recently hahaa.Actually i managed to kluar town sorg2 beli presents for my family last saturday eh,thats an achievement ape! That day, Melly excitedly nak teman me to enjoy the sun,hihi.So we went to townla.
Jalan punya jalan,takdela diam je.Cakap and gelak tak berenti. We talked about a lot of things. One of them was expectation.Yes.Semakin hari semakin la byk expectation.Bila cakap2 ngan sesiape ke,mesti ade ayat ayat ni..

"Oh dah nak jadi doctor, sure dah ingat semua ubat ubat ni.Ingat kan? Kene ingat ni,nnt balik susah kang!"

"Kan dah nak grad,sure dah tau semua mende,balik Malaysia nnt kene buat management sorg2 kang baru tau!"

"Sekarang dah macam doctor la kan,tgk patients sorg sorg"

"Eh dah tak boley tak tahu tak tahu,kene tahu,dah doctor kan sekarang!"

"Cubalah macam doctor sikitt!"

Tekanan.Tekanan.Tekanan.(pinjam ayat Nuha).This is a learning process.Believe me its not easy.Its not like i read stuff today and i pass my exam,and tomorrow ill be like an expert doctor, full with experience! there is no way that i could be like that straight away! Its a matter of learning and gaining more experience. Medicine is not black and white. Its grey yellow red turqoise plus no colour at all pun ada! Dah grad jadi houseman pun masih lagi the lowest dalam ranking hospital. Because we are still learninggggggg..!
Whatever people say,macam ayuni tulis dalam journal dia..hihihii,whatever people say,its you who know yourself =)

Conclusion berjalan jalan bersama Melor,ialah kitorg makan dkt Cinta, Nasi goreng ayam plus South East Tofu and Won Tan Hau (haha ejaan yg sungguh salaah!)

~~a walk to remember

After entry "hujan emas di negeri org hujan batu di negeri sendiri,baik lagi negeri sendiri" yg sungguh controversy,sampai ade byk2 version,saya pun rasa mcm wow,impressivenya how people can interprete things differently,and it is amazing how we are so different from each other!
From the pepatah, my interpretation is, mmg di negara org byk kelebihan,byk yg bagus,mmg banyak.sebab tu umpama emas. and i myself dont deny it, coming here to NZ is the biggest step that ive ever done to my life,ye la,dahla sgt dependent and takle survive selalu hihihi,tp ye,bejaya gak berhijrah jauh,alhamdulillah..and as Nuha said dalam blog dia,mmg kenangan manisss hereee sangattt sangattt sangatt banyak.zillion times more than the kenangan pahit,of course.and its so sweet that it will remain there forever in our memory.mcm mak Nuha,sampai sekarang asyik cakap pasal bestnya bestnya dulu2 dia kat UK ke nuha?hehehe.yela,membesar kat sini nih,i was 19 when i arrived here in the middle of winter 2003.okay saya dah tua sekarang! hahahha.

Going back to the pepatah,what it really says is that walaupun byk emas kat negara org,byk kelebihan,byk advantages,better system and all, tapi tak adelah sampai kite membangga banggakan terlebih2 about negara org,sampai lupa kite punya negara sendiri.mmg boley carik emas kat luar negara,bawak balik negara sendiri,sbb mmg thats why we here for pun, untuk belajar better system and implement kan.bukannya carik emas carik2 emas kat negara org,tp sampai dah byk sgt emas,tak bawak balik pun,untuk betterkan negara sendiri,lebih berbangga dgn emas negara org ade lah kan.so ye,cariklah ape yg baik,buanglah ape yg tak baik,bawak balik yg baik,untuk baikkan lagi benda2 yg kurang baik di negara sendiri..=)
Its been 5weeks now im working in Diabetes Endocrine Team,and its been more than interesting.Seeing people with diabetes and all sort of endocrine abnormalities ( problems with hormones in our body) which almost half of it,ive never heard of, made me do quite a bit of thinking.

Just imagine if you have to think about your blood glucose level, about how much you eat, about what you eat, how many grams of carbohydrate or sugar in it, how much insulin you have to inject, how many times you have to check your blood glucose level,in every single day for the rest of your life! Man thats a hard work! Imagine us, yg boley makan ape saje sesuka hati, whenever,wherever,whatever. Bersyukurnya jadi diri kita yg healthy...alhamdulillahh...tapi selama ni tak pernah terfikir pun.yup,org ni diabetes,ha kurangkan gula,kurangkan tu ni,exercise,inject insulin,check glucose level! cuba try sekali,sure tanak punyaaaaa! Banyaknya benda yg kite kene bersyukur..Mmg byk benda yg kene bersyukur,tp tak pernah terfikir untuk bersyukur..huhu.

For example, when we didnt get what we want. We always think about what we dont have. We seldom think about what we have.To think about all things that we have..compare to one single thing that we dont have..owh my gosh banyaknya kene bersyukur. Masa kecik2 dulu and sekarang pun, selalu macam, owh apesal saya lagi macam ni,awak macam tu macam ni.apesal saya bukan macam ni,tp awak macam tu macam ni.tp susah nak bersyukur yg we have a lot. Pastu haha masa saya kecik selalu la jugak,apesal la my sister ni lagi kiyut la apela,lagi putih la apela hehehehe.uishh tak bersyukurrrnyaaaaaa!Sebenarnya ramai lagi org out there yg wish nak trade places with us. Ramai lagi org yg wish boley jadi macam kita.We always see our life as a glass half empty.why not see it as a glass half full? Life mmg ade ups and downs.Its normal.Its a matter of when.It only takes some time.Get up and see what you've accomplished. Its only a hiccup along the way..=)

Banyak lagi benda kite kurang bersyukur.People around us.We always take for granted people who colour our life.people who are always there for us. We tend to see what those people didnt do for us, what those people should have done to help us, what those people need to do to please us. We always expect other people to treat us good, when we dont really expect ourselves to treat people like we want to be treated.We always tend to see the "wrong" part, but not the "right" ones. My my..what are we thinking. .We actually have a lot..

Alhamdulillah syukur..=)

Best ke dok oversea? - version NZ

Kenape?Best ke dok oversea?hmm masa kecik2 dulu selalu mimpi2 i have a friend named Jessica. Now,ha every kind of Jessica pun ade! Dulu2 Yan (kawan kat STF yg dok sebelah my table) ckp, ha Anna kau pegilah oversea lepas tu kau benamkan muka kau kat snow sampai jadi putih hahahaha. Now da sampai tanak dok tempat yg ade snow.Dulu2 sgt keen boley ckp2 english sepanjang masa..sekarang nak cakap english pun rasa macam tanak hahahaha teruknyaaaa.dulu2 tak penah dengar lagu melayu sebab rasa macam owh lagu english lagi best..sampai2 sini,dalam laptop penuh lagu melayu pastu siap tgk cerita melayu kat you tube lagi! ape dia tu.ha cerekarama!

Abes tu ape yg best nya dok oversea?? ntahla tgh fikir ni.

From left: Jessica Robinson, Anna Mariya, Maraina Taotahi and Ann-Marie. 2006.

1. Cool.

Yes hihi,mmg cool. org org kat sini cool.pakaila apa korg nak pakai,semua org akan cool. nak berjalan tanpa seliper ke, kaki ayam ke,takde siape kisah.org tak tgk pun. ade mat salleh2 ni pakai kain dalam kat luar pun org cakap fashion! haha.dah tu, kalau baring kat tepi kaki lima pun takde sape tgk pelik2.org cam rileks je,tak mengumpat2 cakap kau terukla tak pakai selipar ke,cakap kite pakai tak berfashion ke.memang la best. erk tapi ini telah membuatkan ramai org yg sangat selamba, keluar berjalan jalan tanpa memakai ape ape! uish2~~

2.Lelaki kat sini gentleman hihi

Yg ni mmg series susah nak tgk kat malaysia.Masa kat matriks dulu ingat lagi, saya ni dahla energy sikit, nak angkat2 kerusi masuk dalam kelas pun tak larat,nak angkat2 periuk besar masa masak2 for kemahiran hidup tu budak2 laki tgkk jeee,tak tolong pun,lagi suka adela tgk org terkial2.tapi bila makin besar makin gentleman la mereka hihi.tp lelaki2 kat sini termasuk pakcik2,termasuk budak2 teenagers sgt gentleman,bukakkan pintu.takkan lalu selagi perempuan tak lalu dulu,akan cuba tolong sampai sehabis boleh,ada yg melampau tu siap bangun lagi kalau ade perempuan nak join meja diorg nak makan,plak tu hormat kami yg pakai tudung ni.Tapi diorg ni kalau dah minum..terus bertukar menjadi crazy.Ha yg ni tak bagus!

3. Baju kat sini cantik!!!

hhihi yeee saya sangatttt sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! sgt kiyut and sweet.plak tu affordable.hehe kalau tak convert la,and boley pakai segala jenis jacket yg nak,boley pakai fleece, boley pakai wool,boley pakai beanie hihihi.kalau kat malaysia,boley berpeluh2 okayyy.tapi masa balik malaysia,sgt terkejut,jalan2 kat midvalley,tgk ramai jugak org pakai knitwear, jersey yg tebal..."uish tak panas ape diorg ni" dalam hati saya berkata!

4. Experience 4seasons

Yg ni mmg la kan.selama ni masa kecik rasa macam ye ke ade 4season.hehehe. skarang dok sini..season faveret saya ialah SPRING! sbb bila spring..berbunga2..ade banyakk sgt bunga tulips yg cantikkkk..semua jenis bunga ade.lepas tu wardrobe pun jadi bunga2 and skirt kembang2 macam princess! hahaha Anna..adekah awak ni kanak kanak?? pastu byk butterflyyy..rumput jadiii segreeenn yg boleyy..subhanallah..sangat cantik..=)

Anna with flowers,Spring 2007 in Rotorua~~

5. Obsessed dgn travelling

Ye.Bila dok sini,asyik nak travel jeee! pegi sana sini buat trip.tgk keindahan ciptaan Allah..=)

Glacier je belum tgk lagi! insyaallah sempat kot before balik for good..=) Nanti balik Malaysia,boley pegi travel Sabah Sarawak pulak..lepas tu complete da travel satu Malaysiaaa..hihi. Owh ye,Sydney. Masa kecik,selalu lukis lukis opera house..hihi alhamdulillah sampai juge..tapi kan,Zoo Negara belum pegi lagi!

6. Perception

Bukan senang dok oversea. Mula mula ingat senang,tapi tak rupanya.org org questions about religion kite,culture kita.Who are we.What do we believe. Selama ni masa kat tempat sendiri, take for granted je..sebab semua org sama sekeliling kita. Tapi bila sampai sini,baru sedar..tak tahu sgt2 pun pasal our own belief sampai org questions pun tak tahu nak jawab..sbb tak bother pun selama ni nak tahu lebih banyak.sekadar tahu basic je. Terima kasih dekat Wani, sebab usaha buat usrah for us here..ingatkan untuk sentiasa ingat Allah..hidup ni tak ade ape yg nak dibanggakan sebab tu semua bukan milik kita...Alhamdulillah syukur untuk semua..yg kite da achieve and ade selama ni..=)

7. Status.

Ape ade pada status. Selalu jumpa2 org,owh nama saya Datin ape ape ape, call me doctor ape ape ape. Ape ade pada semua tu. Except diorg ni bukan Muslim, mat salleh mat salleh ni org org yg terer sungguh yg ade tu grad harvard la ape semua,siap tulis buku teks la ape la..tp suro panggil Steven,John..bila org panggil doctor je dia cakap..im a doctor only in the hospital..outside hospital..i am Steven.kagumnya org macam ni.pastu pegi hospital naik basikal je.rumah plak tu TV pun takde.uish.Kite belum grad lagi da tuka frenster tuka semua nama,letak Dr. kat depan.Suro org panggil Dr. ape semua..hmm kawan kawan,kalau saya jadi macam ni nanti2 sila ketuk kepala saya ye!

~~ tapi walau macamana best pun here..it will never be the same like home.

"Hujan emas di negeri org, hujan batu di negeri sendiri..baik lagi negeri sendiri"..=)

p/s: bangga pakcik BTN kalau tau saya ingat lagi pepatah ni hhehehe.

Working in Malaysia?

Today.It wasn't really a good day.But it wasn't extremely bad day.Its a so-so day. I went for a diabetes endocrine clinics in Paparaumu,arrived home late.35minutes after maghrib. People kept on asking."Are you going to stay here after your graduation?" " Are you planning to practice here in NZ?".The answer is no.At least i know that for sure. Hmm..long time ago, i had that idea. To stay here.work here for a while.then go home. But now, got a change of heart. Why?? hmmm...

1. Family and loved ones.
Yes.Im a family type of person. And i hope i will always be. Its so sweet when abah still treat me like his little princess. He made my cats' punya rumah for me. He saved my cats when they all trapped. He went to look for my cat Tulus masa dia hilang. He really is the same abah walaupun now im so besar.hahah but not really matured =P. And he gets so excited and happy when all of us sit and eat together. semua org makan sgt banyak! Mama pun suka je masak,anak2 makan byk sangat! My mum always tanya me bila nak balik bila nak balik.bila tanya rindu tak,dia cakap,eh tak rindu tak rindu.hihi tapi kalau lama tak telefon,suara dia macam nak nanges nak nanges hihihi.So i think, working in Malaysia would be a good decision to be closer to them. To watch Faris, Amira, Aida and myself grow up. To know that we are in the same country. Naik Air Asia sekejap dah sampai dah heheheh! And of course..to be near En.Lebah..who is my best bestfriend, my truly best buddy, my perfect fruit liver haha and my greatest fan...=)



2. Bad experience in Wellington?
Hmm..maybe.I had quite bad experience since 4th year. Start dgn en.psychiatrist yg racist, kepada staff di Hutt yg juge racist, sampai kepada patients yg ada issues with Muslims, kepada en.psychiatrist lagi yg juga racist..plus staff2 yg level of stress sgt tinggi..including house surgeons yg high expectation and juge discrimination. Plus org2 yg memandang anda hanya tak sampai sebelah mata pun.Fuh byk sungguh bad experience..Maybe its only here.But..yeah,ive had enough. Yes, kat Malaysia mesti lagi high EE environment (Stress yg tinggi)..tapi i serve my own people..and saya mahu merawat makcik2 dan pakcik2 di rural2 area juge..bukan senang nak jadi senang.Mmg kene susah dulu..Eventhough its going to be hard, and not sure if im able to cope. But im sure ill learn heaps..insyaallah..=)

3. Basic Skill Deficient?
Yes. Im one of Basic Skill Deficient punya sufferer. And yes.ni termasuk with semua mende practical. Plus language, plus skill2 untuk independent. Saya sangat lampi (lambat pick up). Early morning..well thats okay.But approaching 3pm..yes three thirtyitis! I will susah nak convert info and process in my brain nak buat decision and nak buat keje. I will always have to ask ha? ha? what was it? what do you want me to do?. Macamana nak buat keje cepattt. Dah tu, i have trouble to process instructions in english lebih dari 3commands. This is me. Sejak dulu2 lagi, with numbers and instructions. I just couldnt grasp it! man..frontal lobe ni..uish2.So maybe it would help if balik keje Malaysia. Mungkin kelampian saya akan berkurangan..well, we'll see..=P

4. Money is not everything..haha
Yes.Money is not something that attracting me. Yes.gaji houseman Malaysia pun lebih kurang allowance kite skarang kat NZ.bygkan. House surgeon kat sini..hmm confirm byk duit dari house surgeon Malaysia.but money is not everything.And money also is not the only thing..although money is something that you need.but all that you need is not money...=P for me la. Money can make me smile haha sebab boley beli earrings and something pretty to wear byk byk byk hihi..tp not everytime boley smile because of money..hmmm..

So yes.Im going home to work there in my own country.In my own land. Kalau tak balik,siape lagi nak balik kan..hehehee.Writing this makes me missing home la pulak...! hihi

p/s: Thankiyu mama abah sponsor saya 70% balik Malaysia August ni hihihihi..Jom pegi Perhentian jom!

Joy of watching rugby!

Wow.First word.masa masuk stadium.its raining.the westpac stadium nampak lebih grand with hujan.Rasa macam kat colloseum pun ade hahahah.jauh betul perbezaan! anyway,this is my first all blacks rugby game yg tgk kat stadium live.Owh i was so excited! tanyala nuha dgn zen! hahaha..mata macam bersinar2 and like a kid.Yes. A 7-year-old kid.

Berhujan berbasah kuyup semata2 nak tgk rugby ni.All Blacks vs South Africa. Our seat tmpat yg uncovered..ehehehe budget la katakan,so mmg basah sebasah basahnyaaa.We were trembling thru out the game.ketar2 sampai abes semua makanan yg kitorg makan before that.semua da burn inside to keep us warm agaknya!

Perasaan tgk rugby.Fuh sgt hepi.haha and sangat excited! terima kaseh Farah sebab bg saya tgk rugby ni okayy!! sgt gumbira nih.tgk org main depan mata je,plak tu siap masuk screen besar lagi! ingat kan bukan,sekali pink semacam je org dalam skrin tu,cett rupanya diriku! sungguh lawak.terlompat2 sambil melambai2!

Ali William berjalan2 depan mata je.plak tu Dan Carter sepak bola depan mata je.cam kalau lari in 8seconds boley sampai dekat Dan Carter tu!hahaha.Satu stadium ni nearly penuh.semua sekali org more than 36 500 this night.bayangkan.rasa macam a tiny dot dalam ramai2 org! semua org plak sebut nama ALI ALI ALI ALI! hihi.Ade ombak2 lagi tu.semua org macam sungguh happy,pakcik kat belakang saya and nuha ni,mmg macam pelawak.hihi.

Anna,Nuha and Zen yg kesejukan!

Ni excited tak abes lagi ni.hihi.series la saya suka malam ni.rasa macam what a night! super duper awesome! abesla encik lebah,adekah awak akan bawak saya pegi tgk football?hihihi. I had serious fun tonight.Thankiyu to Zen and Nuha kerana bergumbira bersama saya hahahaha.Siap amik gamba dgn all blacks player lagi nih,tapi tak sempat nak suro sign autograf.ala tanak autograf.nak tgk je hihi. tp zen rugilah,Richie tu in a hurry tadi,tak sempat nak panggil dia amik gamba ngan kau zen! Nanti nak pegi lagi okayy..miow miow,boley la boleyylaa!!

Bersatu Games Dinner 2008~~ Westpac Stadium

Yesss! Tak sangka sangat hepi juge pegi dinner ni! Dahla tak pegi langsong tgk org main, tatau ape ape,tiba2 pegi closing dinner! From Dunny lagi da excited nak pegi dinner. aura nye sampai Nuha pun terus super excited nak pegi dinner siap fikir2 baju ape nak pakai 3hari sebelum! Paling best, satu meja.walaupun kesian Nuha,tak dapat satu meja dgn mereka2 yg famous hahaha..dapat satu meja ngan kami2 je okay la eh Nuha =P

Ptg tu sibuk semua org carik baju. Nuha da siap iron da dia cakap awal2 lagi dalam blog dia.hahaha.tp punyala lambat dia balik,tertunggu tunggu and tepon byk kali pun tak sesampai lagi. tiba2 terus dah siap, menjelma masuk dalam apartment 12 ni! ahhaa..nasib baik saya siap cepat. First time saya bersiap cepat! hahaha mana taknya, 45min sebelum da besiap yeee hihi ye la, nnt karang zen sound lambat bersiap kan, so kene buktikan boley siapp awal nii hahaa.dapat satu point!

Table No.5..love this picture! Thankiyu Min~hehe pinggan awak je nampak

Performance live from band budak2 Welly.sorry sorry lupa la nama band tu hhihi. Tempat ni cantikla.Out of 10, 6. Food je..nasik tak masak,bayangkan zen yg suka makan nasik ni,boley tanak makan tu,ehhehehe..tp yg lain2 okay. Out of 10, 4 la. Tp semua tu tak penting, yg penting happy masa dinner ni.takdela mingle around much pun, kat meja tu je ahhaha. Agak segan kerana saya tak ingat nama ramai org..segannya bile org panggil Anna Anna..tapi alamak..lupa nama anda. Harap maaf..saya mmg ade kelemahan ni la.susah nak register.tp series ingat muka.hihi.betul, tak tipu.

Pandangan zen and me.Ade makna ke tu.Ade ade.lapar lapar
My last Bersatu Games ke ni..~~sigh.sedeh la pulak.baru realize semalam masa dinner tu. Last bersatu games dinner..which was entertaining and best.so worth it ke?..hehe iklan pakcik. Cepatnya masa berlalu. Mesti nanti2 da tua..teringat masa2 muda yg gumbira ini.huish hihi jauhnya pikir!

Anna sayang kamu!

Keboringan sampai main tangan Nuha =P

P/S: For more pictures, go to Nuha&Zen's blog.heheh.

Bye bye Dunedin!

Alhamdulillah.finally home.6weeks in Dunedin.owh sangat lama! but it was fun. Catching up. Finally jumpa Teh after 3years..siap dok rumah Teh almost 5weeks. Thank you so much Teh. and Nurrul plak..sentiasa menghappykan us.Girl..thank you so much okayy =)

Geriatrics plak mmg semakin best.Saya tak sangka saya ade passion in geriatrics. 12weeks of geriatrics mmg puas hati. I love it..i love it so much. Kenape geriatrics best?

1. Dealing with old people. This is not easy. Almost all org tua baik. Tapi ade small percentage of elderly yg grumpy, angry, perfectionist, denial etc. yg membuatkan your day sgt sgt challenging.

Ade pakcik tua ni harini call me sweetie, esok tiba2 kat ward round cakap " I think she's pretending that she is a girl. She actually is a boyy". Uish ade ke..my gosh pakcik hihi,im sooo a girl okayyy =P Semua org senyum je..sebab faham..org tua mmg macam tu..=)

2.Usually geriatrician ni baik. Ye ni mmg betul. Jarang sgt nak dgr org ckp geriatrician garang. Kalau kat Dunny..mmg semua baikla.Kalau kat welly pun sama. Kat Malaysia..saya tidak tahu.hopefully ye. Sbb org tua byk sgt jasa diorg..kenape pulak kita nak treat badly kan..ape kate org..warga emas. Bila tgk org tua senyum lepas kite tolong dia..rasa macam sukanya..=)

3. Team up with family and others to give quality life to elderly. Ni mmg susah la. Hari2 my eyes bergenang2 with tears. Bila anak2 decide mak ayah diorg da terlalu susah nak handle..diorg nak hanta to rest home. Sedehnya makcik pakcik tu sampai menanges2..teresak2.i dont think i will forget this. Being in geriatrics ward mmg ajar me to be strong.to be soft and strong at the same time...Kesimpulannya..geriatrics macam try to do what we can supaya org org tua boley rasa comfortable and tenang the rest of their lives..

From Dunny kitorg start drive to Oamaru. Perjalanan nak naik ferry ni start from Dunedin-Oamaru- Timaru- Christchurch- Picton (ferry)- Wellington. On the way to Oamaru, we stopped at Moerarki Boulders. Tempat ni pantai yg ade batu bulat bulat..yg tatau cane boley jadi bulat bulat. Mel cam buat theory salt water glue kan batu tu together la apela..tp last2 kitorg mmg tatau pun cane..ciptaan Allah yg sgt amazing. Org amik Geology tau la cane eh hehe. Last time pegi tempat ni masa 2003.wow sungguh lama saya di sini =)

2003-Azalea, Anna, Udeq, Ailin and Kak Lah's kids

2008 Anna sorg!
Pegi Christchurch plak, hujann jeee. Jumpa Azza and her dad. Pastu Abu,Cikhens, Hisham, Aizuddin,Unai, Nurul,Ahmad, Aseng dan kami telah pergi bermain mini golf yg sangat besttt. Saya sgtlah tak terernya...cett siap kene kutuk sebab pegang kayu golf pun tak reti.aahaha,tp boleyla, so so je la hahhaa.

Dah tu lepas tu Cikhens ajak pegi karaoke lagu melayu kat kedai Anchestor ke ape..haha kitorg nyanyi rasanya macam semua pelanggan kedai tu tercekik kot bile dengar hihihi..Kenangan Terindah by Samsons..hmm memang kenangan terindah! Si unai plak layan makan nasik goreng dgn sambal2 tu sampai merah2 mukaaaa..sampai saya punya pun dia abeskan! hahahaa..bagus2..sebab pedas sgt,tak mampuu nak makan!

Duet Ceritera Cinta~~ Anna Mariya dgn Udeq aka Rio Febians hahaha

Sesudah tu kitorg pun pegilah main bowling pulak. Ni memang takboley nak buat ape.star mmg tak bersinar.hahahahah.dah mmg takkan besinar kot hahaha.so lepas ni mungkin saya akan resign main bowling.hihihi.saya punya skill sudah tidak adeeee..ni mesti aseng punya pasal ni,keyakinan diri da menurun niiii! cakap pasal keyakinan diri ni mmm..dulu rasa keyakinan diri semakin menaik,tp sekarang mcam makin hilang je.tak boley ni Anna..takboley2.kene bangun,bangun sekarang..jadi independenttt...iyarrgh..!

Setelah Mel penat driving,sampai la jugak kat Picton.Langit sangat gelap.dah agak dah.Sailing condition:STORM.terus macam trembling sket inside.Org Interislander tu siap cakap "if i were you i wont go".Kitorg pun terusla pegi call motel.tido kat motel malam tu.cantik juge.tgk cerita Poseidon.adoila.dahla esoknya nak naik kapal,tgk cerita kapal karam plak daaaa...dulu masa nak sehari nak balik Malaysia,kitorg pegi tgk citer The Guardian kat wayang..hmm samala tu,cerita helicopter jatuh dalam laut gak..nauzubillah..

Saya suka jacket ini.Walaupun besar sket haha sebab shoulder besar..tp rasa macam dok dalam selimut..ummm..sangat warm.Tak sia sia pegi Dressmart Christchurch! Tapi jelesla dgn nuha punya, dahla kaler merah. red is the new black. malangnya kaki saya tak cukup panjang nak pakai jacket style2 Nuha tu..yela,kaki Nuha kan like 'my legs go on forever' hhaha.

Alhamdulillah now da abes da perjalanan buat electives kat Dunny. Apekah pengajaran yg saya dapat from Dunedin.wah sangat banyak ni.

1.Bukan senang nak survive di hospital org.Tapi senang kalau team tersangat baik macam Dr. Mador punya team ni.Hari hari senyum.Sampai diorg panggil ward 6B's sweetheart..hihi =) =) sukala tu.

2.Bukan senang hidup menumpang. Yes its not easy at all. kene adapt with org yg kita tak biasa dengan, org yg tak biasa dgn kita. Everything pun rasa macam bersalahnya bersalahnya sebab menyusahkan org.Tapi mereka ni bukan org org.Mereka ialah kawan2 baik saya, iaitu Nurul dan Teh..terharunya.

3. Bukan hari hari boley gembira.Macam2 boley buat kehidupan tak hepi.Tapi banyak lagi mende yg boley buat kehidupan kite happy. Asalkan we dont make mountains about of a small hill..then insy semua org hepi.

4. Bukan senang jadi tak independent. Ye sgt betul. Mel masih tolong ajar basuh baju pakai washing machine hahaha.walaupun zen dah ajar. Tapi mereka ni tak penah marah2 saya..sukanyaaa.sabar je,bagus2.hihi.tp ye lepas ni saya akan cuba menjadi independent. Bukak botol kicap sendiri, pegi naik bus sendiri, pegi beli ape2 sendiri, baca newspaper ke..haha, berusaha belajar kelemahan2 seperti mengingati nama org. or nama tempat. Because sometimes these are the things that sometimes rasa macam hopelessnya takle buat.adekah saya ni suffer from BSD? Basic Skill Deficient???

5. Kena belajar besabar. Semua org banyak karenah nya. Tua muda. Everyone has their own perangai. Jadi kene belajar bersabar. Org pun bukan nya sabar dgn kite.kenela kite banyak bersabar.Nanti2 kene lagi bersabar dari ni, macamana nak handle.Lagipun sabar mmg separuh dari iman...hehehe.Tapi kite ade frontal lobe.kena cubala jgn uji kesabaran org eh.tp susah jugak tuhhh

6. Kene ade confidence. Kat mana mana pun, kalau takde confidence susah susah. Makcik pakcik kat ward tu siap tanak saya examine lagi tu. Fuh penat belajar 6thn, ade ke dia tanak bg saya examine. The registrar said, "you have to walk in like a doctor, full with confidence..not a shy girl".what??? a shy girl??? well, a little maybe..tapi takde la shy sangatt..ye ye baiklah! saya akan berusaha dan berusaha! Bukan tu je,dalam life pun, kalau tak confidence, possibility people tak respect kita and our rights tu sgt tinggi. Tapi confidence kene takde element belagak la...jauhkanla..

Banyak lagi pengajaran,tp byk sangat sampai lupa.hihihi.Stress mmg stress mula2 tu.tp we wake up everyday, kite tentukan nak happy or nak moody or nak sedeh or nak stress or nak cheerful.Baiklah En. Lebah, saya happy la ni hihi..exam takde,hepi la ehh!

Apa apa pun 6weeks in Dunny was great. Geriatrics still on top of list hahahaa.tgk la.

Anyway,ini favourite picture.hehhe with Aunty Nora,Mara officer from Sydney...ummm =)

p/s: saya sangat gembira dpt makan Nandos akhirnya semalam hihi