Last Monday, i got that day off.I vote my supervisor as the best supervisor ever,ahaahhaha,asyik nak bagik cutii jeeee! Anyway,sesiapa nak cuti lebih,sila buat elective diabetes! So that day, i thought im gonna have to go to town by myself..you know this whole "independent-wanna-be" thing going on recently hahaa.Actually i managed to kluar town sorg2 beli presents for my family last saturday eh,thats an achievement ape! That day, Melly excitedly nak teman me to enjoy the sun,hihi.So we went to townla.
Jalan punya jalan,takdela diam je.Cakap and gelak tak berenti. We talked about a lot of things. One of them was expectation.Yes.Semakin hari semakin la byk expectation.Bila cakap2 ngan sesiape ke,mesti ade ayat ayat ni..
"Oh dah nak jadi doctor, sure dah ingat semua ubat ubat ni.Ingat kan? Kene ingat ni,nnt balik susah kang!"
"Kan dah nak grad,sure dah tau semua mende,balik Malaysia nnt kene buat management sorg2 kang baru tau!"
"Sekarang dah macam doctor la kan,tgk patients sorg sorg"
"Eh dah tak boley tak tahu tak tahu,kene tahu,dah doctor kan sekarang!"
"Cubalah macam doctor sikitt!"
Tekanan.Tekanan.Tekanan.(pinjam ayat Nuha).This is a learning process.Believe me its not easy.Its not like i read stuff today and i pass my exam,and tomorrow ill be like an expert doctor, full with experience! there is no way that i could be like that straight away! Its a matter of learning and gaining more experience. Medicine is not black and white. Its grey yellow red turqoise plus no colour at all pun ada! Dah grad jadi houseman pun masih lagi the lowest dalam ranking hospital. Because we are still learninggggggg..!
Whatever people say,macam ayuni tulis dalam journal dia..hihihii,whatever people say,its you who know yourself =)
Conclusion berjalan jalan bersama Melor,ialah kitorg makan dkt Cinta, Nasi goreng ayam plus South East Tofu and Won Tan Hau (haha ejaan yg sungguh salaah!)
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