Friday, July 18, 2008

~~a walk to remember

After entry "hujan emas di negeri org hujan batu di negeri sendiri,baik lagi negeri sendiri" yg sungguh controversy,sampai ade byk2 version,saya pun rasa mcm wow,impressivenya how people can interprete things differently,and it is amazing how we are so different from each other!
From the pepatah, my interpretation is, mmg di negara org byk kelebihan,byk yg bagus,mmg banyak.sebab tu umpama emas. and i myself dont deny it, coming here to NZ is the biggest step that ive ever done to my life,ye la,dahla sgt dependent and takle survive selalu hihihi,tp ye,bejaya gak berhijrah jauh,alhamdulillah..and as Nuha said dalam blog dia,mmg kenangan manisss hereee sangattt sangattt sangatt banyak.zillion times more than the kenangan pahit,of course.and its so sweet that it will remain there forever in our memory.mcm mak Nuha,sampai sekarang asyik cakap pasal bestnya bestnya dulu2 dia kat UK ke nuha?hehehe.yela,membesar kat sini nih,i was 19 when i arrived here in the middle of winter 2003.okay saya dah tua sekarang! hahahha.


Going back to the pepatah,what it really says is that walaupun byk emas kat negara org,byk kelebihan,byk advantages,better system and all, tapi tak adelah sampai kite membangga banggakan terlebih2 about negara org,sampai lupa kite punya negara sendiri.mmg boley carik emas kat luar negara,bawak balik negara sendiri,sbb mmg thats why we here for pun, untuk belajar better system and implement kan.bukannya carik emas carik2 emas kat negara org,tp sampai dah byk sgt emas,tak bawak balik pun,untuk betterkan negara sendiri,lebih berbangga dgn emas negara org ade lah kan.so ye,cariklah ape yg baik,buanglah ape yg tak baik,bawak balik yg baik,untuk baikkan lagi benda2 yg kurang baik di negara sendiri..=)
Its been 5weeks now im working in Diabetes Endocrine Team,and its been more than interesting.Seeing people with diabetes and all sort of endocrine abnormalities ( problems with hormones in our body) which almost half of it,ive never heard of, made me do quite a bit of thinking.

Just imagine if you have to think about your blood glucose level, about how much you eat, about what you eat, how many grams of carbohydrate or sugar in it, how much insulin you have to inject, how many times you have to check your blood glucose level,in every single day for the rest of your life! Man thats a hard work! Imagine us, yg boley makan ape saje sesuka hati, whenever,wherever,whatever. Bersyukurnya jadi diri kita yg healthy...alhamdulillahh...tapi selama ni tak pernah terfikir pun.yup,org ni diabetes,ha kurangkan gula,kurangkan tu ni,exercise,inject insulin,check glucose level! cuba try sekali,sure tanak punyaaaaa! Banyaknya benda yg kite kene bersyukur..Mmg byk benda yg kene bersyukur,tp tak pernah terfikir untuk bersyukur..huhu.

For example, when we didnt get what we want. We always think about what we dont have. We seldom think about what we have.To think about all things that we have..compare to one single thing that we dont have..owh my gosh banyaknya kene bersyukur. Masa kecik2 dulu and sekarang pun, selalu macam, owh apesal saya lagi macam ni,awak macam tu macam ni.apesal saya bukan macam ni,tp awak macam tu macam ni.tp susah nak bersyukur yg we have a lot. Pastu haha masa saya kecik selalu la jugak,apesal la my sister ni lagi kiyut la apela,lagi putih la apela hehehehe.uishh tak bersyukurrrnyaaaaaa!Sebenarnya ramai lagi org out there yg wish nak trade places with us. Ramai lagi org yg wish boley jadi macam kita.We always see our life as a glass half empty.why not see it as a glass half full? Life mmg ade ups and downs.Its normal.Its a matter of when.It only takes some time.Get up and see what you've accomplished. Its only a hiccup along the way..=)

Banyak lagi benda kite kurang bersyukur.People around us.We always take for granted people who colour our life.people who are always there for us. We tend to see what those people didnt do for us, what those people should have done to help us, what those people need to do to please us. We always expect other people to treat us good, when we dont really expect ourselves to treat people like we want to be treated.We always tend to see the "wrong" part, but not the "right" ones. My my..what are we thinking. .We actually have a lot..

Alhamdulillah syukur..=)

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