Definitely Maybe

What do i really want. What do you want. Well its not easy. Sometimes you just dont know what you want. and wonder is this what you want? Well you dont get what you want. You get what you need.Is that true? hmm sounds like im trying to confuse myself. Anyway, i am not yet 24. But going to be. Soon. hihi. well..yeah insyaallah. I think i am starting to realize who am i,really. I am starting to notice things that i hate so much, things that i love so much, things that will always make me upset, things that always make my day a lot happier, things that i barely care, things that usually attract me, and lots and lots of other things that i dont even notice.

Its like when people okayla.guys talk about how good their jobs are, how they got the latest pda or the most happening gadgets, how their lifestyle involves socializing with first class people, how they think they are so wanted, how their favourite places to hang out are Starbucks, Dome and all that..man thats just really really annoying. gosh these are the things yg seriesly selama ni i think, everytime encounter situations like this, or people like this.ill be like..okay thats it. Are you trying to tell me that you have a lot of money and that makes you first class? because seriously you're not!

Owh kenape saya emotional ni.hihi. anyway, im the kind of person yg selalu nak nanges la org marah2, tapi now ni, sejak kene marah selalu dgn consultants kat O&G ni, my ears macam ade switch. bila tanak dengar je,click off.terus tak denga.pastu i feel like mmm ape ape ajela...hihi.now that is a good sign. Lepas ni hopefully kalau kene marah dgn consultants, saya akan lebih strong and amik ape yg patut sahaja! Tapi i still can be down in the mouth when those who closer to me or even closest to me hurts me a little bit~~ i think yes, yes we become more sensitive with people that we care and with those who care about us..=)

Saya tgh peluk teddy. Sayang teddy ni. Saya rasa teddy ni mahu berkata kata. Macam teddy zen and Leo nuha.

My name is Baby Teddy Grover. I know, its such a long name for a bear, but yeah, Anna likes the words "baby teddy" a lot and her encik lebah likes this name "Grover" .Sesame street character.hmm. Saya terbang jauh sgt. All the way from Malaysia nak teman Anna. Dia suka nanges malam2. tatau la kenape. So Najib jumpa saya kat mall mana tah (dia tak kasi saya bagitau), bungkus2 masuk dalam kotak. I didnt realize that im going to travel across the ocean, i should bring my travel buddy. but yeah, sampai2 here. This Miss Anna, she owh my, smiling like crazy, cant keep her eyes off of me! Since that day, saya tgk Anna ni da kurang sket nanges malam2,tp sebenanya nanges jugak sometimes.uish uish uish,dia ni agaknya kene dok kat Malaysia nih! penat saya datang! Saya hari2 tido dkt Anna, dia ni smell like vanilla haha,skejap je la.lepas tu comot terus. saya sayang anna ni. memang sayang la hihi. Najib suruh.=P

p.s: nuha,jgnla buang teddy teddy kau,nnt diorg sedehhh...