Everybody wants to be a cat!

My passion towards cat started long ago when i was a kid. My dad brought home a homeless little cat, that we named it, Bageera (black panther in Jungle Book). Since then, its always about cats. My mum does not like cat. Till now. She'll be like "ape la kiyut sangat kucing kucing Anna nii!". But she will always tersenyum whenever i'd do anything to rescue a baby cat from heavy rain or being chased by groups of naughty kiddies.

My dad. He would do anything to make me smile hihihi. He made this rumah miow for me. Pusing satu kampung carik miow miow saya yg hilang..uuu..daddy, youre so sweett =) =)

My dad with baby Harry

A lot that we dont know about cats, actually. I once spent my whole afternoon trying to listen to what cats are talking. Sounds insane, but yes. They talk to each other. They say something like "mamamamau mau mmama mau miow miow" but in different tones..hmmm. I wonder if they mengumpat meee!

This is my baby Charlie. Now he is twice, no, triple this size~~

I think cat is so so so adorable.I cant think of times when i saw a cat, and i didnt smile! Especially the little tiny ones. Super cute! I just want them to stay tiny!

Keje saya hari hari di rumah ialah dukung miow miow ni!

Dulu2 with Azza, selalu baca about cats. Yeah, bile a miow sedeh, tail dia akan jatuh. Dia akan seret ekor dia, instead of angkat it beautifully. Hmm macam pasrah aje. And when a miow is angry, telinga dia akan macam pelik semacam je, kembang and macam terlipat2.siap bunyik grrrrrr....hihi. And when a miow berguling2, usually that is to attract male miows. =P

Dengan tiga miows =P

I like cats yg not too prettyyy sampai kene keep an eye setiap saat,takut org curik!
I like cats yg manja, not too ugly. Biasa biasa saje.
Tulus..saya rindu kamu laaaa..
Tulus yg hitam putih macam panda ni.

Tulus with husband, Piko and children, Tulip and Willy =)

Kemana mana saya pegi, mesti jumpa miow miow. And mestila saya dukung miow miow yg saya jumpa tu, sampai saya balik hahhaa. Lebih interested kepada miow daripada tuan rumah ye. uish uish uish!

With miow jiran Kak Aqish,langsong takde kaitan ni!

Anna with miow Nini. Nama dia Oren, nama manja Yen. Malangnya Yen da takde. huhu kene poison with something, i cant remember. Yen was one of my favourite. White lil kitty.

This is Gempoi. Azza's miow. Dia ni tinggal with us dkt 766 George Street dulu. Sgt macho. Nak dukung pun tidak boley yeee!!

This is my grandma's only cat. Nama dia Pukah. He's still there.Quite an old cat now.

Yg ni Huggies. Kak Asma's little cat. Sangat kiyut miow ni. Sangat manja. I give you 8/10 la, hihi because you're just tooooooo adorableeeee!

Tgkla tu tgkla tu! kiyut la tu kan kan kan =P

Miow ni macam baby. Tp gigit gigit gigit eveything! Kak Asma, saya nak curik boley takkk??

Nanti my house, nak banyak banyak miows. Warna putih, mata biru zen cakap tak bagus, sebab pekak. hmm okayla. Warna grey or putih or yellowish, with big eyes. Sparkling. Auwww..cumilnye. =)

p.s: tanak hadiahkan miow cantik untuk saya ke hehehe.

Entry untuk Encik Lebah =)

Saya bersama my personal guitar player hhihi. Encik lebah sedang membuat free concert ketika ini.

Dear Encik Lebah,

I dedicate this entry especially for you.

Lately,i have been "not myself".hihi and i was very super sensitive and tearful, for no reason. Well actually i got a lot of reason. But i guess its not an excuse. hihi so lately,ive caused you a lot of "pening pening" haha.

Anyway, Encik Lebah, saya tidak pandai bermain guitar seperti awak, jadi saya hanya boley nyanyi2 seperti budak kecil sahaja eheehhee.

Mudanya saya dgn Encik Lebah masa ni hehehe

"No one, no one, no one, can get in the way of what im feeling..no one no one no one, can get in the way of what i feel for you..youuu youu.."

Saya mahu lagi tinggiiiii

Encik lebah, kesian awak. Sebab everytime i finished, its 6pm. When you finished work, its 6pm for you,but 11pm for me. So i said you are always busy and busy and busy. Its actually only because im 5hours ahead of you. And this is one of the situation that you would always have to "pening-pening" since you know me 3years ago..hehe

I love this shirt...=)

I just realized that since i know you, there was not one single day that i dont know about you, your fun time with friends, days when youre not that happy..or the most happiest day for you..

Our favourite ayamas restaurant

"Its time to be a big girl now..and big girls dont cry".I dont think i can be a big girl now. I know that i am getting smaller and smaller.hahaha. asyik nangesss jeeeee!!

My 2007 with you

I love it when you said "Naj tak penah lagi tgk girls makan macam Anna..sama banyak or lebih dari Naj!" hahahaha is that good or bad??? dalam my hati cakappp.hahaahhahaha. alamak alamak. malu la sayaaaaa hihihi.Tapi encik lebah, awak terpaksa terima, yg saya mmg sentiasa akan abeskan nasik lemak tiga segi awak yeeee ahhaha sampai lapar lapar.kesiannyeeeeeeee!

Encik lebah yg suka kaler hitam. Saya suka baju ni =)


Encik lebah ni for me, sangat special. I've never met a guy like you.Youre just the best! =) =)

(Anna, awak ade buat salah ape ni hihihi) takde takde. ni sincerely from the heart of my heart.haaa hihhihi. (Abesla Nuha and Zen akan haematemesis nih)

Encik Lebah, awak tau tak, Anna rasa macam nak balik sekarang jeeee

"Cause its you and me.and all other people..and i dont know why"

"i cant keep my eyes off of you"

Encik lebah with miow miow saya. Harry, Charlie and Tulus

Kesian encik lebah, everytime pegi mana2 saya akan asyik tengok miow je. Sometimes tu sampai ikut miow tu berjalan2,lupa ade encik lebah. hehehehe..sori sori. Nasib baik encik lebah takde asthma. Kalau tak, abesla. Bersama sama miow je sepanjang hari. Baik awak cakap, awak suka kucing tak encik lebah? Ikhlas ni ikhlas hihihi

Saya sungguh comot dalam gamba ini.Luar gamba pun!

What i like about you. A lot. hihihi. Encik Lebah, seriesly i think you are so different from me. Sgt lain. Ala..nak balik Malaysiaaa. Encik Lebah, pleasee...come to Wellington pleaseee..terbangla. Lebah ade sayap kan hihihi.

Owh simba, kenape awak sungguh manja??? turun turun cepatttttt

To encik lebah, Im so sorry if i said anything or did anything recently that was not like me. hihi you know me righttt..hihihi. And i know you. very well. And and..i miss all your songs..=)

And i miss you so much...

Thank you sebab sayang saya...so much..=)

Nnt belaja rajin2 ye encik lebah dan saya. hihi

Anna sayang Naj~~ =)

p.s: nak ABC super special satuuu!!!

Owh happy day =) =)

A very happy day. My birthday. Wani's birthday. Feels like i have a twin sister. Except i was born one day later.hihi. My girlfriends made our day.my day.with this special night. with special friends.those who close.in fact closer. closer each passing day!!

Cokelat.Cokelat cake saya dan Wani!

Wani and me telah di blind folded kan oleh mereka2 ini. Mintak maaf ye kawan kawan,saya mmg takut gelap sejak dari saya kecil lagi.sebab itulah saya mengambil masa yg lama untuk bg mel and liyana 'tangkap' saya hihi.!

Bihun ialah favourite saya. Ayam percik Melly. Cupcakes, Udang sambal, Salads, Air buah..wah!


Miow miow,Nuha nape tgk saya sebegitu! hihihi


Bukak2 mata.Penuh rumah. With smiles. with various kinds of food you guys made for tonight. and with a very special cake. For me and Wani. auwwwwww...sweettnyaaaaa =) =)

I got a very red looking bag. My i-want-it-so-bad type of bag! thankiyuuuuu Melor,Udeq,Liana,Zen and adik2 rumah 20~~~

I love it! i love it! i loveeeee ittt so muchhhhh!!!!

Dapat my cookbook yg cantikkkkkkk!!! hihihi owh cepatnya pick up.saya tulis kat status nak cookbook sebab saya jeles farah punya cookbook sgt cantik! tibe2 dapat cookbook ini..yg ade pelbagai msg birthday yg menarik di dalamnya! Mari saya bacakan one or two of them haha..or semua sekali terus!

"Dearest Anna dan anak2, Semoga mencuba kesemua resepi dalam buku ini.Wah gemuk2 la korg.Selamat hari jadi ke-24.Yg sentiasa vogue, Aunty Nuha!"

"Kak Anna Banana, Selamat Hari Lahir ke 24,moga moga buku ini still digunakan untuk anak2 Kak Anna.From Aunty Farah"

"Kak Anna miow miow, Happy Birthday! semoga sihat dan gembira selalu..semoga Najib dan anak2 suka makan apa yg Kak Anna masak from buku ni...hehe ingat kitorg selalu..sayang Kak Anna.From Cik Jenny comel"

"Kak Anna!! Selamat Hari Lahir ke 24, semoga dipanjangkan umur dimurahkan rezeki,ingat saya selalu,masak banyak2 untuk kitorg!! dari Mun yg lagi comel dari Jenny"

"Kak Anna yg cantik jelita, selamat hari lahir yg ke 24,wish u happiness always..miow miow"



Sure masak2 ingat org2 yg bg saya buku nih! especially wishes kat dalam tu,uish,tido malam pun teringat lagi! hahaha! betapa tuanya saya ini!

hihi miow2 tu mesti ade tu hihihi. saya = miow =kucing = masak2= makan= perut stokin= dapur= periuk kuali la ye hihihi.=P takpe,saya suka tgk semua org makan dengan happy! bila lagi nak menggemukkan anda anda semua,tinggal a few months je lagiii!!!

Thankiyu to my dear sweethearts dekat apartment 13. sure buku ni kat rak buku saya bile tua tua,baca sure senyum2,teringat dulu dkt NZ. ni la kawan2 yg buat saya gembira hari2..sekarang ni makin makin happy la,thankiyuuuu alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pleaseee i wanna beeeee 19!!!!!!!

Lovely girls who make my life wonderful..thank you..=)

Nuha yg kiyut with topi emas hihi

Miss Farah yg sungguh cantik jelita!

Expression muka Melly yg sungguh cumil! Caught on camera!!

Teringat. Ni going to be my last birthday celebration dekat NZ with you guys..sedehnya.6years.wah 6years.lama tu. Farah pun da nak dot dot dot. (rahsia)..Macamana la nnt ye. Owh my gosh, we are growing up! Tapi mesti saya akan ingat ni semua..one of the sweetest memory in New Zealand..enjoying sweetest moment with beloved girlfriends all around me..a shower of joy and happiness...alhamdulillah..=) =)





I pray for our success, happiness, joy, smiles together always.for ever.and ever. I love you guys so much.You guys have inspired me and definitely made my day =) =)

p.s: encik lebah..where are you encik lebah..encik lebah i miss youu...

Leave out all the rest..

"Im strong on the surface..not all the way through"
"Keep me in your memory,and leave out all the rest..leave out all the rest.."

Midnight.I feel so empty. I thought im strong.. to face all this in front of my eyes. All of it. All about it. All relating to it. Everything in it. For it. Everything. What it means. Everything.

You think this is easy for me. Believe me it is not. Way way not an easy one. Just be in my shoes.and watch. and feel.and tell me.

This is tough. A big hiccup. Important. Too important to forget. Trying so hard to forget. but i forgot i can feel. and seeing it, makin' this even hard for me to jump.jump off it.over it. get over it.alone.Alone.

Kuiz untuk Zen dan Nuha =P

Tick tick tick.Warning: this is not an open book quiz hahahaha.

1. What Polymyalgia Rheumatica is frequently associated with?

2. What is the reason of giving Vitamin K prophylaxis in newborn babies?

3. What is the classification used to describe fracture in growth plate in children?

4. What are the contraindications of ACE-inhibitor?

5. What is the most common cause of confusion/delirium in the elderly?

~~ saya pun sudah lupa jawapannya hahaha
Jawapannya ialah:

1. Giant cell arteritis (temporal arteritis) associated with 25% of people with PMR
2. Vitamin K is proven to protect newborn babies from Haemorrhagic Disease of Newborn. But there is controversy in administering Vitamin K to newborn babies due to publication of studies associating Vit K with later leukemia in childhood.
3.Salter-Harris Classification.
4.Important contraindications: renal artery stenosis, AS, Left outflow obstruction, pregnancy,lactation.
5.Sepsis

SEPI

Sepi.

Movie yg saya tgk last weekend.Saya tidak mengenali artis seperti Nuha ehehe,jadi saya kenal afdlin shauki,eja dan pierre andre sahaja.cerita ni, i would give 6 out of 10 la kot.Suka gamba dia,very clear and cantik.Tak suka ayat2 dia sebab very dramatic.seperti yg Nuha quote "saya berlari kerana saya susah nak bernafas".kalau susah nak bernafas,confirmnya kite tak lari,tapi maksud lelaki tu maybe Lemas kot.or drowning.wah.hihi.

In this movie, saya suka kisah Sufi. tapi part yg awal je. Sbb Sufi nih sayang isteri dia,tapi macam take for granted je everyday. Pegi keje tak sempat breakfast,isteri buat penat2. pastu asyik busy dgn keje, nak bercuti pun tangguh2. sayang tu sayang,tapi tak tunjuk, and tak hargai masa,i think. Life is short.

All of sudden, isteri dia mati.car accident.Sufi pun depressed,and terbayang2 dia neglect wife dia. Lari lari lari.jumpa isteri org. Marya. sampai situ dah tak suka dah la. Tapi kisah Sufi ni macam nak bgtau, about appreciate org.and not taking things for granted. Because it all could go away,in one blink of an eye.it happens all the time...

Pastu yg perempuan yg hallucinate rasa pakwe dia still with her. Mungkin adjustment disorder kot this girl.Tapi saya rasa mmg dia sayang sgt the guy sampai takboley terima reality. Byk jumpa org macam ni. Especially kat psych ward.Hmm..sungguh kasihan..

Cakap pasal SEPI nih, saya pun rasa sepi. nnt semua org busy.tinggalkan saya di sini.huhuhu sepinya.

Owh Aunty, terima kasih sebab banyak sgt menolong kami. Aunty macam mak..huhu nape la cepat sgt masa berlalu eh..

Aunty Rose pun nak balik Malaysia, sepi sungguh2 sepi.

Encik Lebah busy with tiny babies dkt Pediatric Ward, huhu saya pun semakin sepi.

Nuha dan Zen nak exam besar,Farah, Min dan semua org da nak cuti balik Malaysia berbulan2..huwaaa lagila sepi...!

p.s: No act of kindness no matter how small, is ever wasted..

Lazy Sunday

Sunday=lazy.Lazy Sunday. Sounds familiar. Im pretty sure it is a song. by a group, maybe. Must be quite old.hhhehe.Today, I tried so hard to read this clinical medicine book. Felt like it was too much for sunday.haha. Went upstair. Farah Nuha and Udeq were enjoying "english breakfast" sambil berlakon di depan camera Farah~~ hihi punya takde keje nih.

I lay my back on this comfy sofa of aparment 13,( i forgot we have the same sofa downstair in my apartment, but strangely it is not as comfy as this one!) and dgr ade org click click right behind my ears. Pusing2, ade paparazzi rupanya! hihihi. Org yg obsesses with camera= Farah Hanum Md.Zohri. Ha nama penuh lagi tu!

Farah, saya pun rasa seperti kucing.Kucing yg boring terpaksa baca buku medicine di pagi Sunday...=P

Best actress goes to Nusaibah Azman!!

p.s: Rindu Tulus.

Real and Not Real

Wani masak bihun today! Im so happy. I am crazy about bihun. Bihun sup, bihun goreng, bihun rebus, bihun soto, bihun har mee, bihun singapore, asalkan bihun..memangla menambah2!

I feel like eating. Gosh every hour. I am an eating machine. No doubt bout that. I wonder how many times in a day that i use to just thinking about food? I wonder if this is healthy hihi..

Anyway, still feel like nak beraya. Although too tired to go anywhere. Feel like sleeping all day!

The 6th Eid in NZ. Wow..i am getting old..sigh~~Young in the heart though hehe

Mungkin kite patut try buat satay.

Sometimes i wonder what in the world that makes SIMS (Nuha and Anna's top game that lives in Zen's desktop!) too exciting for me. And for Nuha. And previously, was for Zen. What i like about SIMS is that its actually sort of a picture of life, where everyone is unique in certain ways.

Bila Anna main SIMS, dia akan beranak sampai 6,7 sampai rumah penuh dengan kids,husband sampai pengsan2, pastu rumah average banyak permainan budak,lepas tu pinggan2 tak basuh haha.(kene marah ngan Zen dan Nuha!)

Bila Nuha main SIMS, mesti rumah bersih, anak dua tiga. Tapi penuh kasih sayang. Sentiasa ajar anak belaja skills2 baru supaya anak pandai, berusaha untuk mencapai top career, wah sungguh cemerlang permainan Nuha!

Bila Zen main SIMS, anak paling ramai pun dua. Rumah super perfect and KAYA! paling sikit duit pun ratus2 ribu! Keluarga paling kaya dalam SIMS. Anak2 Zen semua top career, sesiape dapat kawen anak Zen sgt beruntung! hehehe (anak saya peluang sangat tipis nak dpt anak zen!) dan yg paling penting kehidupan sungguh perfect dan teraturrrr..kagum kagum!!

~~~hmm real life saya macamana la ye...if only ade time machine....

p.s: Tinggal beberapa bulan je lagi boley bermain SIMS bersama Zen dan Nuha huhuhu

My second lumbar puncture!

Day 4. Still great! still fun. still friendly working environment. alhamdulillah =) Everyday is consultant's ward round day, which means bullets of questions..=P i gotta be sincere. I seriously could not remember what acute renal course is, why do we give calcium resonium. But i do remember this one. What does nauseous mean to you Anna? this is Dr.R's question this morning!

Gambar selingan- Melly bermata kumbang, dan saya yg rindu Melly hhihihi

I was like..(do you want all the mechanism of nausea triggering zone in the brain or is this a trick question?) it did turn out to be a trick question. Lucky me, i did not attempt to give him all that chemical triggering zone yada yada yada. When you say, "Mrs. X quite nauseous today",meaning Mrs. X making you feel nauseous. When Mrs. X says " Im a bit nauseous today" meaning Mrs. X feels nauseous today. That one glued in my brain. Never say that ever again! especially in front of Dr. R!

I seldom talk about medicine. anything to do with working. So when i write a lil bit about it, now that means im starting to enjoy it a bit. SO FAR. now that is good! And today, I did my second lumbar puncture! My first one was in Dunedin. when i was there doing my elective on geriatrics. It was absolutely an experience. I did lumbar puncture ( needle in your back, thru the space between your spine, to take a little fluid called CSF fluid) on 88-year-old woman with undiagnosed condition. It was quite a challenge. I am impressed with Mrs. K (bukan nama sebenar) who struggled to lie still for me and eventhough it was a hard one, Mrs. K still say her favourite phrase " you gotta do what you gotta do, love"


yes i gotta do what i gotta do =) =)

p.s: Anna mahu makan sate. Sate ayam. please =P

When healthy eating becomes the hardest thing to do!

My second day in general medicine ward. Did Arterial Blood Gas (needle put in your blood vessel in wrist to measure pH,oxygen and carbon dioxide level in your blood) today on a very old patient. My team so far so good. Ethusiastically teaching me about heart disease, stroke and kidney failure (by firing up zillion questions of course!). Having lunch with 3 top consultants are so intimidating.i feel like a mice. Come to think of it, wah bestnya dah berjaya jadi consultants..ceriaa jeee sentiasa. If i were to be a consultant nnt2, insyaallah, i wanna be the one yg approachable, happy and rileks.haha.boley ke Anna. Insyaallah Insyaallah =)

Almost 90% of my patients are stroke patients.

More than setengah, diabetes+history of smoking+hypertension+high cholesterole.

Stroke as young as 55years old. Jauhkanla.

When i see this everyday in front of my eyes.i would think of my gosh, what are we doing to our body? ( this might sound silly to certain people) but this is true. We just munch all the chips without thinking. Putting a lot of coconut cream in our food. Fry everything with tons of oil. In less than 30 or 40 years, on bed, cant move, cant talk sometimes cant think. a lot of time cant sleep.

Its just too hard to eat healthy food. Even for myself. I binge a lot of carbs. Cook ayam goreng and every other goreng stuff. But it'll become harder the later we try, right Anna. Okay sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit. Lets try eating healthy everyone, and do some walking (hmm pegi hospital naik bukit melawan angin wellington,kire okay la tu kan hhehe). And yeah, see how we're doing in few weeks~~ =)

p.s: first time entry sungguh ilmiah. Working in the medical ward does make me thinking!

How much is too much?

My first day of general medicine this year. Ward 17. Last night i was not very keen. Back to wearing stetoscope again..sigh~~ Today i was half keen. Did a neurosensory exam to a 76-year-old lady with query cerebellar stroke. Back to geriatric again. No wonder my "keen-ness" got better =P. Back to saying a loud hello and writing on piece of paper just to ask "how are you". Because half of my patients are deaf. =) =)

Members in my team are all very friendly (i hope this goes on forever!) The consultants love coffee break. Today i had 3. I dont usually drink coffee. In fact, Mel will cubit2 me if i drink coffee (my migraine cured by itself i assume). Just after 4, i went home. Now here i am. Writing. Thinking of making nasik ayam for dinner but still got plenty of spaghetti. Membazir membazir. Habiskan spaghetti dulu la =)

This is Jenny. She is a very sweet little gal. Im sure her smile wins so many hearts!hihi

I am supposed to be interested in working especially in the ward. But i dont need to. I want to. and i will be. Some people can become crazy about working. Some people choose to be just sort-of "in it" haha. How much is too much? How little is too little? Doctors need to have a life. They do have life outside hospital. Unless they choose not to.

Anna Banana, Yasmeen si bunga, Ajen si macho, Nuha Nusaibah~~

I am going to miss this life as a student. When i do not have to think too much..Enjoying my day, playing SIMS 2 with Nuha in Zen's room. How fantastic!

p.s: Zen, Nuha.. huhu nnt cane la aku tanpa SIMS

Raya lagi!!

Nampaknya entry kali nih masih lagi berbaur raya! hihi pagi tadi,bangun lambat. Nuha kejutkan. Satu rumah bangun lambat.hehe penatla tu kan.bangun2 tgk2 eh dah kol 12.=P i love sundayy. Lepas tu rumah kami pun tibe2 bising. Rumah 13 ni dtg2 kejut2 suro bangun sambil menghabiskan makanan makanan semalam. and suro iron2 baju. Maka kami semua pun bersiap siap la. Destinasi harini ialah MSD! Makan lagi, raya lagi lagi lagi lagi dan lagii!!

From Anna and Zen~~ Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~~

Makanan tak sempat nak amik gamba ye. tapi mari saya mention. Satay, mee goreng mamak, nasik beriani.saya vote mee goreng mamak tu paling bestttt! macam kat gerai tepi jalan kat kampung baru hmmm slurrrpppp (anna boley tak kalau satu minit awak tak fikir pasal makanan!)

Balik2 kami. Seperti kata Nuha, kitorg ni circle of frens balik2 apartment 12, 13, 20~~ hihi. especially saya, nuha, zen. kitorg kenal diri sendiri ngan diorg2 ni je and beberapa yg lain di wellington. Bukan nye tak cuba nak ingat nama, series saya telah mencuba. Tapi ade problem nak mengingati bende2 simple.series nih tak tipu! nama disorder saya ialah Basic Skill Deficient haha tak abes2. Apa apapun apartment 12,13,20: anda semua sungguh best! membuatkan saya senyum tak terkata and hepiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Aseng tiada dalam gamba ini. Begitu juga Nuha! En. Amrin Hakim begitu semangat bekerja!

Rare picture with Wani! Wani sungguh hijau harini. Dia kata ni la hari yg dia paling colourful!

Nuha kata muka dia tak macam doktor pun. Macam cikgu hehehee tapi saya rasa muka Nuha ade macam isteri org! hahahaha!

ha kan da cakap, Nuha cam isteri org yg amik cuti pegi New Zealand melancong ngan suami hihi

Salam perantauan aidilfitri tahun ini. Ni je rumput yg kitorg berjaya carik kat Wellington, aduhai..

p.s: sebenarnya tengah cuak nak pegi hospital esok ni huhuhu